Painkiller Vs Masticate - Optimum Level

To those dj's I messaged on here.... please forgive my um whatever the fk that was/ nervous breakdown mid life what the fk ever thing. I honestly had no intentions at the time, just didn't know how to deal.
I'm sure you all know what the fk I am talking about. Head done in.
This life is pretty shit. Idiots ruin it for the rest. Don't give a flying fk how that sounds. Don't like swearing. Fuck off. 
It's better than being inconsiderate to others around you.
It's better than violence.
It's an expression.
Music is my escape. Music is my therapy. 
All I want to do is share it. If it can help me then it can help others.
Thank you to the amazing people who made the music in my playlists, this music is hands down spine chillingly creative, beautiful, just amazing. 
If any of you feel like sharing the love a little and giving me any advice tips, ANYTHING that can help me learn how to put what is in my head together I would be forever grateful.... 
Cause what else is life but sharing <3 <3 <3
There's too much pain in this world. I'd rather put a smile on someone's face.
Then you just pass it along.... and watch the love grow :)
I'm honestly all about the music and one day....
I will be making music <3 <3 <3
With help or without. And dancing all the time in between..... Those fkn beats!!!

Also if anyone is looking for a podium dancer i'm pretty good.... Will be making a proper video soon.
Why the fuck not. If I fail, I fail but at least I tried :D
One last thing......
Fuck all the haters!

Painkiller Contact
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