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INSTRUMENTALS / DEMOS

Modernity Leave

Modernity Leave's 4th album - All My Friends Are OK

All My Friends Are OK

I'll Always Be There (Instrumental)

First album of my solo project Modernity Leave

Fever

Second album of my solo project Modernity Leave. Released January 31, 2021.

People Like You

The Fire

Third album of my solo project Modernity Leave. Released November 26, 2021.

Yours to Exploit

Beyond Oblivion

Square | Instrumental

Left Behinds | Instrumental

TickTock | Rap Instrumental

DuckyDucky | Instrumental

YumYum | Instrumental

FRFR | Instrumental

Go Home | (Instrumental)

rough idea

Lyrics:
Sometimes I drive past the street we used to live
No one knows us anymore
And sometimes I can hear you crying out for me
Caught in the in-between
And what you see inside your head is different
Than what your parents meant
And I can't believe they found you in the trees
You were hiding in the leaves
It was right in front of me

I didn't get to say goodbye
To some people in my life
And as the world moves on
I fear we're left behind
And I just wish I could see
The kind of people they'd be
But I hope to God
That they all feel free

Only twenty years old
Dissociation, oh yeah I know
How it feels to be alone
In a body that doesn't wanna be your home
And how could I have helped
When I was barely there myself
I saw your ghost right in front of me
I couldn't tell if they were happy
And what's the purpose of this journey
If I hurt am I worthy
If I bleed am I purely
A being desperate and worthy
Of a life where I decide on what is mine

And when I look into the mirror
Could you tell me what's clearer
Is it the face staring back at me
Or the light deep inside of me
Do you think I wanna be
In the skin you assigned to me
You don't think I could see
What's right in front of me

I didn't get to say goodbye
To some people in my life
And as the world moves on
I fear we're left behind
And I just wish I could see
The kind of people they'd be
But I hope to God
That they all feel free

I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me

Left Behinds | DEMO

Lyrics

Everythings so complicated
Facing my fears now my heart is racing
I got these knots, all up in my stomach
When you see me, even if you love it

Putting up mirrors from your judgement
Tell me who you want and I'll become him
Switch it up for each and every function
I build it up, tear it down, for your consumption

I'm living life just pretending
If it's not real then why not end it?
Cuz it's all so very draining
Being alive while my mind is fucking racing

Every little thing that I might be ashamed of
Projecting my thoughts on the people that I made up
Doesn't really matter if you hear what I'm saying
In a couple days it'll probably be changing

I just wanna pause my life one time
With you, I wanna be right here with you
I just wanna close my eyes and
Find that I knew
You were the one who'd be true

So take me home
Oh down that road
I wanna go
Where we'll never know

I'm not attacked but I'm fighting back
I pour my life into things that I don't have
It's the past got me feeling bad
And it's the future with the things that I still lack

Could it be that I'm just shy
Could it be shame I feel on the inside
I don't want you to see me try
I don't want you to take my time

I just wanna pause my life one time
With you, I wanna be right here with you
I just wanna close my eyes and
Find that I knew
You were the one who'd be true

Feel it all around me I don't know
Know how I made it down this road
Tell you all about you about it you don't know
Respect you too much so I built that mote

Could havet let you slide oh I don't know
Knowing you'd be without a home
So I'll put you down pick up your phone
Got any doubts now let me know

I just wanna pause my life one time
With you, I wanna be right here with you
I just wanna close my eyes and
Find that I knew
You were the one who'd be true

So take me home
Oh down that road
I wanna go
Where we'll never know

Clinging to Rocks | DEMO

Numb

She Reminds Me of You

The Judge

Best Friend

Out of My Control

Closer (Why Can't We Be?)

A Suss | Instrumental

Unreleased variation in production of "Closer (Why Can't We Be?)" by Modernity Leave

Closer VIP

Unreleased variation in production of "She Reminds Me of You" by Modernity Leave

She Reminds Me of You VIP

Out Of My Control VIP

Lyrics:

I'm out of love

I'm told there's no right way of letting go
Even when it's already gone
Even when I'm fully grown

If I could get you on the phone
Then we could go back to our home
And we could fix all that went wrong
And we could undue that harm

How could I ever let it go?
How could you give up on your own?
How could we let it go so wrong?
How could we ever really know?
If it's irreversible?

I wanted you with me
Thought it was plain to see
But you weren't there for me

And I don't how to let it go
I grew up on my own
I did it all alone
You weren't there at all

When did we get so old?
How did our lives erode?
And can we ever know?
How to let it go?

That's just the way it goes
That's the letting go
Of a loving hold
Of the place we know
I know

How can we ever let it go?

That's how it has to be
A place in memory
A time that wasn't real
You were an absentee for me

Why did you leave it all to me?

How could you
Make it up to me?
When I don't need it now
You were a memory

And how could you have seen
The damage done to me?
When you weren't there
You were a memory

Irreversible | DEMO

Hopeless | DEMO

TekeTeke | Instrumental

MedievalTypeShitKinda | Instrumental

BackHome | Instrumental

RATE | Rap Instrumental

AhOk3 | Pop Instrumental

Tis | Instrumental

Threshold | Instrumental

Stomp | Instrumental

Lyrics:
Sometimes I
Drive past the street
We used to live
No one knows us anymore

And sometimes I
Can hear you
Crying out for me
Caught in the in-between

And what you see
Inside your head
Is different
Than what your parents met

And I can't believe
They found you in the tree
You were hiding in the leaves
It was right in front of me

I didn't get to say goodbye
To some people in my life
And as the world moves on
I fear we're left behind

And I just wish I could see
The kind of people they'd be
But I hope to God
That they all feel free

Only twenty years old
Dissociation, oh yeah I know
How it feels to be alone
In a body that doesn't wanna be your home

And how could I have helped
When I was barely there myself
I saw your ghost right in front of me
I couldn't tell if you were happy

And what's the point of the journey
If I hurt am I worthy
If I bleed am I purely
A being desperate and worthy

Of a life where I decide
On what is mine

And when I look into the mirror
Could you tell me what's clearer
Is it the face staring back at me
Or the light inside of me

Do you think I wanna be
In the skin you assigned to me
You don't think I could see
What's right in front of me

I didn't get to say goodbye
To some people in my life
And as the world moves on
I fear we're left behind

And I just wish I could see
The kind of people they'd be
But I hope to God
That they all feel free

I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me

Left Behinds

Lyrics:

Well it’s
Nice to see you again
I’m scared that
you don’t recognize your friend

Every summer break
You moved away
Then one day you decided
That you would stay

Ooooh back when we were seventeen
We had no fears we did everything
Now we’re both stressing wedding rings
Speech typed out got me feeling things

Thinking back to what I could have said
And how I kept it all in my head 

I see you once a year it’s not enough
Wish you would come home way more than once
But you’re living life how you want
While I struggle getting passed each month

I think the best times were in the past
When all our friends were home and we could laugh
Over shit that we knew would never last
But now it’s gone oh take me back

I see you once a year it’s not enough
Wish you would come home way more than once
But you’re living life how you want
While I struggle getting passed each month

Ooooh back when we were seventeen
We had no fears we did everything
Now we’re both stressing wedding rings
Speech typed out got me feeling things

I see you once a year it’s not enough
Wish you would come home way more than once
But you’re living life how you want
While I struggle getting passed each month

Homecoming | DEMO

Producer/Artist from New Jersey.

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Modernity Leave (Solo Artist)
The Gangang Collective (Producer)

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