Beats and instrumentals I’ve made. DM if you’re interested in working together!

INSTRUMENTALS / DEMOS

Not Too Late (Instrumental)

Rural (Instrumental)

Cherry (Instrumental)

What About Now (Instrumental)

Think About Us | Pop Instrumental

Hold On | Synth Pop Instrumental

Help is Here | Dance Pop Instrumental

Change | Dance Pop Instrumental

Left Behinds | Instrumental

Lost It | Dance Pop Instrumental

1 Life | Dance Pop Instrumental

TickTock | Rap Instrumental

DuckyDucky | Instrumental

YumYum | Instrumental

Molten | Instrumental

Go Home | (Instrumental)

rough idea

Lyrics:
Sometimes I drive past the street we used to live
No one knows us anymore
And sometimes I can hear you crying out for me
Caught in the in-between
And what you see inside your head is different
Than what your parents meant
And I can't believe they found you in the trees
You were hiding in the leaves
It was right in front of me

I didn't get to say goodbye
To some people in my life
And as the world moves on
I fear we're left behind
And I just wish I could see
The kind of people they'd be
But I hope to God
That they all feel free

Only twenty years old
Dissociation, oh yeah I know
How it feels to be alone
In a body that doesn't wanna be your home
And how could I have helped
When I was barely there myself
I saw your ghost right in front of me
I couldn't tell if they were happy
And what's the purpose of this journey
If I hurt am I worthy
If I bleed am I purely
A being desperate and worthy
Of a life where I decide on what is mine

And when I look into the mirror
Could you tell me what's clearer
Is it the face staring back at me
Or the light deep inside of me
Do you think I wanna be
In the skin you assigned to me
You don't think I could see
What's right in front of me

I didn't get to say goodbye
To some people in my life
And as the world moves on
I fear we're left behind
And I just wish I could see
The kind of people they'd be
But I hope to God
That they all feel free

I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me
I did it all for me

Left Behinds | DEMO

Lyrics

Everythings so complicated
Facing my fears now my heart is racing
I got these knots, all up in my stomach
When you see me, even if you love it

Putting up mirrors from your judgement
Tell me who you want and I'll become him
Switch it up for each and every function
I build it up, tear it down, for your consumption

I'm living life just pretending
If it's not real then why not end it?
Cuz it's all so very draining
Being alive while my mind is fucking racing

Every little thing that I might be ashamed of
Projecting my thoughts on the people that I made up
Doesn't really matter if you hear what I'm saying
In a couple days it'll probably be changing

I just wanna pause my life one time
With you, I wanna be right here with you
I just wanna close my eyes and
Find that I knew
You were the one who'd be true

So take me home
Oh down that road
I wanna go
Where we'll never know

I'm not attacked but I'm fighting back
I pour my life into things that I don't have
It's the past got me feeling bad
And it's the future with the things that I still lack

Could it be that I'm just shy
Could it be shame I feel on the inside
I don't want you to see me try
I don't want you to take my time

I just wanna pause my life one time
With you, I wanna be right here with you
I just wanna close my eyes and
Find that I knew
You were the one who'd be true

Feel it all around me I don't know
Know how I made it down this road
Tell you all about you about it you don't know
Respect you too much so I built that mote

Could havet let you slide oh I don't know
Knowing you'd be without a home
So I'll put you down pick up your phone
Got any doubts now let me know

I just wanna pause my life one time
With you, I wanna be right here with you
I just wanna close my eyes and
Find that I knew
You were the one who'd be true

So take me home
Oh down that road
I wanna go
Where we'll never know

Clinging to Rocks | DEMO

Lyrics:

I'm out of love

I'm told there's no right way of letting go
Even when it's already gone
Even when I'm fully grown

If I could get you on the phone
Then we could go back to our home
And we could fix all that went wrong
And we could undue that harm

How could I ever let it go?
How could you give up on your own?
How could we let it go so wrong?
How could we ever really know?
If it's irreversible?

I wanted you with me
Thought it was plain to see
But you weren't there for me

And I don't how to let it go
I grew up on my own
I did it all alone
You weren't there at all

When did we get so old?
How did our lives erode?
And can we ever know?
How to let it go?

That's just the way it goes
That's the letting go
Of a loving hold
Of the place we know
I know

How can we ever let it go?

That's how it has to be
A place in memory
A time that wasn't real
You were an absentee for me

Why did you leave it all to me?

How could you
Make it up to me?
When I don't need it now
You were a memory

And how could you have seen
The damage done to me?
When you weren't there
You were a memory

Irreversible | DEMO

Hopeless | DEMO

Producer/Artist from New Jersey.

Contact: PajamaScamp@gmail.com

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-- Projects --
Modernity Leave (Solo Artist)
The Gangang Collective (Producer)

INSTRUMENTALS / DEMOS

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