AUGUST 2020

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The Upload

WAKE UP! Tatsuo Sunaga EDIT

"’Backpush’ is a song about feeling stuck in a self-destructive cycle of one's own mistakes and self-doubt. It's about staring at the sun in the depth of winter, coming to terms with one's imperfection and opting for a more playful attitude in accepting that we habitually fuck up and may continue to do so but that’s part of human nature. We make mistakes. This song is a big release of the pent up frustration of feeling stuck. Sonically it throws back to the 2000s pop-punk we grew up listening to."

Backpush

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Diamond Thug - Backpush

Warm (prod. Candle Lights)

I 
I wanna cry
Life no longer feels beautiful

The time
Keeps passing me by
I no longer feel beautiful

So if I should go
Will you be alright?

Oh I wish I could know
That you'll be just fine

I
I wanna lie
But the pain won't let go of me

It burns
I can't find the words
So I can't get it out of me

So if I should go
Will you be alright?

Oh I wish I could know
That you'll be just fine

Will U Be Alright

Well it would be a lovely start
to plant some pebbles in the garden
Hope to grow a planet large
that floats around in our backyard

And yes, your family still could visit
We haven't left the solar system
If they request consent to land
we'll accept if we are wearing pants

But most days let's just float on top
and orbit all our favorite spots
If we get dizzy, let's fall off
A couple cozy astronauts

Well it would be a lovely start
to plant some pebbles in the garden
If it won't rain it doesn't matter
we'll water them with tears of laughter

At first there might not be much to it
no forest, roads or rivers through it
A rocky globe to start us off
and on it grow the world we want

The neighbors will all think we're strange
as we wave at them from outer space
But I had to know just how it felt
to grow something bigger than…

What I have built alone
A home I thought I'd never leave
but you and I can shape a world
the lakes and towns and everything
We'll put a planet in the sky
grown from pebbles, you and I

And if little aliens do invade
attempts at peace will still be made
I'll contact them with gifts but if
they reject those I will insist
on meeting their attacks with might
A big galactic pillow fight
and just before they win we're told
they're allergic to the whimsical
So I'll blast this song and don't you know
the sweetness makes their heads explode
and look they're filled with popcorn so
let's grab a snack, sit back, and watch the show…

I'm not a chemist, no, I am no geologist
but you and I can shape a world
The lakes and towns and all of it
and bit by bit and stone by stone
the pebbles take the shape of somethin' else
That’s growing bigger than myself

Pebbles

plea to me

Project 41 - 8 15 20, 11.32 PM

MUSIC VIDEO : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayFCu5LT8Rw

https://open.spotify.com/track/7knDKXaHX311bsIG6K7JOy?si=XLIm2MSkT4eX5eem1XLghw

False idolize make me feel real
Love is to die and hate is to feel
Vomit the words that I swallow
I dropped the ball but it's hollow
I love to watch but don't follow
Out on the limb where I wallow

Bandaids don't last forever but I won't bleed today
I'm paranoid and anxious but I won't look away
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
No one is wrong, nothing is right
Cover your face, show how you feel 
No one is fake and nothing is real

Bandaids don't last forever but I won't bleed today
I'm paranoid and anxious but I won't look away... hey

Bandainds

Nostalgic

If I did it could you be the only one who understood?
If I say sorry would you tell me I did everything I could?
I don't know why,
I'm fighting but you're stronger than I am tonight
Can't say goodbye, 
You're prettier than anything I've seen in my whole life

In late July, In late july
I was so happy I could cry
I can't remember why 
In late July you said goodbye
I was so happy I could cry
So happy I could cry

Evil secret you're the precious thing I hide behind my tongue
I'd be foolish if I trusted you with everything you've done

Call me up, listen as I dissolve
I'll pretend to understand at all

July

PROD BY @kaset702

VOCALS
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MANAGED BY @trevperiod :)
COVER ART BY @dorumins

[LYRICS]

[VERSE PETAL BOY]
Out the frame, drinking on my own again, alone again, at home, my friend (my friend) 
Out the frame, drinking on my own again, alone again, at home, my friend (my friend) 

[CHORUS PETAL BOY]
An I know that it’s time to settle right down, and I know that I’m the dog you tried to put down

[VERSE SETH]
Once my friends go
Home I’m alone so
Why don’t you call me
Cuz I’ll pick up the phone
Our conversation
Could last hours and I’ll still be
Intoxicated by things you were sayin
Once my friends go
Home I’m alone so
Why don’t you call me
Cuz I’ll pick up the phone
Our conversation
Could last hours and I’ll still be
Intoxicated by things that you said

[CHORUS PETAL BOY]
An I know that it’s time to settle right down, and I know that I’m the dog you tried to put down

[VERSE PETAL BOY]
Dig me down (oh), dig me down (no), I’ll just bury myself 
To the ground (oh), to the ground (oh), I’ll just bury myself
Dig me down (oh), dig me down (no), I’ll just bury myself 
To the ground (oh), to the ground (oh), I’ll just bury myself

[CHORUS PETAL BOY]
An I know that it’s time to settle right down, and I know that I’m the dog you tried to put down

SETTLE

Déjà vu, what about you

lyrics:
where's your grin?
the one i loved so much
must be in your luggage
already on the bus
(on the bus)

pack it up with me
i can set myself free someday
why didn't you just love me the same?

maybe i'm just tired
but i can't remember your eyes
or the way they made me feel inside
no more
maybe i was just a chore

pack it up with me
i can set myself free someday
why didn't you just love me the same?

you are blurry to me now
your name and mine are merely in the clouds
but where did we go wrong?

i can't even remember
(can't even remember)

pack it up with me
i can set myself free someday
why didn't you just love me the same?

maybe i'm just tired
but i can't remember your eyes
or the way they made me feel inside
no more
maybe i was just a chore

why didn't you just love me the same?

forget u (prod wetgropes)

When evidence irrelevant my candlestick too candid
Since I melded with the elephants and ravaged ancient gashes 
just to keep from settling
Passively keeping elements of myself in a shell to rinse aptly of eloquent mistellings of Chris
The jealousy the smell on your lips
The crooks to the gaps
Cracks of your fingers
Reminiscent of marble floors
Lowly model dwarves linger well
Much like sauce in my fingernails
Or a hole in only lane to my destination
Yo, please be warned
If I got the heat then I (pew pew pew)
With no hesitation
But…
All this shit to me subpar
At least this shit gon knock dumb hard
You ding dongs would go Gunther for a gun bar

(Damn…is that really it?
…yeah.)

HEY Wanna talk about it?????????

Sick of parasitic humans with their tendency to SUCK
Through the ages we repeat these common stages with no luck
False progression, even this as I speak
Maybe God’s out there laughing
Maybe God just fell asleep
We will grow and we’ll die clawing at the ceiling of our coffins and I do not mean to offend but these thoughts do plague me often
Bothered by the sloshing of the cultures I have loved
Through the mouths of the swine
Pain feels fresh but it happens all the time
Now I wait for satans advocate, he’s gonna call my bluff
Oh my bad, overthinking was disguised as not enough
Guess made it up
Another affect of my mind 😔
Jk jk jk I guess everything is fine, no? 🙂

HEY

WANNA TALK ABOUT IT

lyrics

(hook)
oh no
shit here we go again
i know
we could be more than friendly
what does that even mean, babe
i want love as seen on tv
&
oh my god
we could admit that this is our
love at first sight
it’s bullshit now
but look at ur face
can i get to know u in my place tonight


(kev’s verse)
& i’m the boy who cries wolf tonight
but it’s not my first tear shed
maybe i’m dramatic i swear
i always act up this time of year
its true
what they dont see
when the cameras stop rolling
it’s just me & u
it could be us if u wanna
call me by ur name 
& i’ll call u nirvana


(hook)
oh no
shit here we go again
i know
we could be more than friendly
what does that even mean, babe
i want love as seen on tv
&
oh my god
we could admit that this is our
love at first sight
it’s bullshit now
but look at ur face
can i get to know u in my place tonight


(mickey’s verse)
oh no
shit really hit the fan
my shows
sell out for some reason
i know it’s not everything
but my self worth is based off my streams

&
oh my god
look mom i’m famous
i’m not lost
just kind of aimless
i can’t tell my girlfriend i’m gay cause
she’s spent 8 months thinking i’m straight

OH NO!!!!!!!


(hook)
oh no
shit here we go again
i know
we could be more than friendly
what does that even mean, babe
i want love as seen on tv
&
oh my god
we could admit that this is our
love at first sight
it’s bullshit now
but look at ur face
can i get to know u in my place tonight


(outro)
good god, this is close!
i feel like, i’ll explode
for you
i know
it’s true babe

OHNO! - Kevin Walkman (ft. Mickey Darling)

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