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Marie Laveau told me she was a big fan of dis'

Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Jan aka Sönderrevet.

Lyrics 

There was no way to hide  
all the mess the sadness made  
I'm not so certain now
I can fill the void you left 
Feeling lost in a maze  
I had no way to open the gates  
Stuck in the muck and mire  
and dragged down with regrets  

It won't be easy  
to pick up the trail again  
Decisions can't be remade
Not sure what more I've got to say  

I failed to answer the call,  
I suffer the consequence  
Torn between realities,  
in a prison I create  
Forever soaking on the myth  
of someone else's hero's journey
I've spent all this time
Dreaming of what could have been

I can't find the strength now
to break free from it
I've lost the will to dream 
Don’t think they will understand  

I've tried reach a point of understanding
but sometimes there's no lessons to be had
I go over it, now and again
but it's all beyond me, it is out of my depth

Chapters Missing

Could Have Been

Second single off Chapters Missing.
Released 1th of December 2023.
Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Jan aka Sönderrevet.

Vocal contributions from Zaeli 
https://www.fiverr.com/elisabank
https://instagram.com/zaelith

Cover art by:
Sofiindra22 
www.fiverr.com/sofiindra22

On trombone:
Michele F. aka Trombonhero:
www.fiverr.com/trombonhero

Lyrics
Lately it's been a world of pain
And all I want is to escape 
All those memories of tranquilized bliss 
How do we keep hanging on like this?

Been thinking about all the laughs we shared 
It turns into pantomime to pretend we never cared 
I've sensed for so long that your will's been daunted
When you stopped talking about the things you said you wanted

As we're trailing off
With failing hope to piece it together
Have we've given it all I've got?
Have we've reached the end of our tether?
When there is only so much that I can do
Wearing this heart on my sleeve 
I'll wear it all out for you 

I hate to be the one who's living in hope 
Still craving your affection at the end of the road
Just think of all the chances that we blew 
And all those weak parts we just couldn't face up to 

We used to show them that we dared
Now we're serving all the things that we fear
And it's getting heavier than what we can carry
Please don't tell me that silver lining was only imaginary

As we we're trailing on
with failing hope to piece it together
Have we given it all we've got?
Have we reached the end of our tether?
When there is only so much that I can do
Wearing this heart on my sleeve 
I'll wear it all out for you 

And all the love we thought we knew
Like shooting stars, it fades from view
You think I'd fall this hard, if I only knew
We were like shooting stars, just like shooting stars

And there is only so much that I can do
Wearing this heart on my sleeve 
I'll wear it all out for you

On My Sleeve (Feat. Zaeli)

Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Jan aka Sönderrevet.
Vocal contributions from L.C. 

Lyrics 

You held your head up
Through thick and thin
Forming midnight visions
All towering within
The outside world was out of reach
and for such a long time
Hopes became a burden
It's been a long climb

And was it a fatal flaw
That you wouldn't step away?
It gets stripped of all your meaning,
and you're left carrying the weight

And this tired living
has been wearing you out
It gets your heart so broken
It is changing you now
For it won't be the same
as it once was
The more you were dreaming,
the more you seemed to be falling apart

You've been driving hard
for your higher needs
For all you envisioned
This life to be
And now as the light of youth
Begins to fade away
You know that the shifting sands
will take those dreams away

You said it was irredeemable 
to let that part of you go
You said, "what's in a new beginning,
When we must loose the things we love"

But this tired living
has been wearing you out
It gets your heart so broken
It is changing you now
For it won't be the same
As it once was
The more you were dreaming,
the more you seemed to be falling apart

Falls Apart

Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Jan aka Sönderrevet.


Lyrics 

I'd wake in a fright
With tears in my eyes
Knowing no way around
Telling you now
There's no way to know
What is on your mind
I'm so caught up girl
I kept searching for a sign

Been sick to my teeth from all the things you do
I don't really get if you're beguiling
If it's all just silly games to play
Oh well, once it's off my chest, it's off my chest

Then nothing's gonna frighten me
In my sleep
Then nothing's gonna frighten me
In my sleep

You draw me in
but you kept in check
Don't know if it's me or him
You want off your back
There's a pregnant pause
between every word
Can't you tell we're long past
the point of no return?

Been sick to my teeth of wanting you
I don't really get if you're beguiling
If it's all just silly games to play
Oh well, once it's off my chest, it's off my chest

Then nothing's gonna frighten me
In my sleep
Then nothings gonna frighten me 
in my sleep
Then nothing's gonna frighten me
In my sleep
Then nothings gonna frighten me 
In my sleep

In My Sleep

Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Jan aka Sönderrevet.

Lyrics

The ol' alarm sounds the same
But with a shift in tone 
They got us all on edge
Building our defense
It's a show of unity
Against all hostile claims
And so we're following their lead
Stoking up the flames

They're making plans for a new world
and everyone is at play
They held us down by the cool blue
Breathing without oxygen

It starts from awakening
From the force of dominos falling
With an overwhelming feeling
That risks are running high
And it's all so imminent
They'll strike at any time
And so we're following their lead
Stoking up the flames

They're making plans for the new world
and everything is at play
They held us down by the cool blue
Breathing without oxygen

They're making plans for the new world
and everyone is at play
They held us down by the cool blue
Breathing without oxygen
They're making plans for the new world
and everything is at play
They held us down by the cool blue
Keep on breathing without oxygen

Casus Belli

Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Jan aka Sönderrevet.

Vocal contributions from The Bawl Slant
Check him out: https://soundcloud.com/bawl-slant

Lyrics 

Change is the only constant
Will it matter where you've been 
When we're drifting away like drifting boats
Just riding with the wind
Without a port of arrival
Leaving it all to fate
And all the things we've reached for 
Will crumble in the end 

We try to advert our eyes
but these shadows keeps on seeping in 

It's the same ol' blues
you've been chasing around
The same ol' hurt
when you watch it come down
Still you must trust that the light's 
worth searching for

It's always the same 
It's always the same 
It's always the same 
It's always the same 

You've come all this way now
Repeating the same mistakes
And despite all our choosing
We've been chasing our own tails
And there's no use in pretending
That these stains will wash away

We try to advert our eyes
but these shadows keeps on seeping in 

It's the same ol' blues
you've been chasing around
The same ol' hurt
when you watch it come down
And still you must trust that the light's 
worth searching for

It's always the same 
It's always the same 
It's always the same 
It's always the same 
It's always the same 
It's always the same 
It's always the same

Seeping (Feat. The Bawl Slant)

About people who seem to talk a lot ; without really understanding what they are saying but they think they sound important.  Happens a lot in politics - and other areas ! Thank you for listening :)

Tell Me

Cast A Shadow

I love everything by Chris Knox. I guess this cover is inspiret by the Jay Reatard version too. 

Recorded & mixed in a day
by Sönderrevet

Pull Down the Shades (Toy Love/Chris Knox cover)

Produced by Sönderrevet.
Me on vocals, guitars.
Henrik joined in with backing vocals, bass and guitar parts. His music:

https://soundcloud.com/henrinho20

"When you sleep" feat. Henrik Andersen (MBV cover)

"YOU GOTTA GET UP PRETTY EARLY  TO CATCH ME PEEPIN' IN YOUR WINDOW"

THIS IS EPISODE 2 of the series (starring Louie)

Here is EPISODE 1 of series  >>> https://soundcloud.com/panicandfreakout/z-b 
 Here is EPISODE 3 of series https://soundcloud.com/panicandfreakout/sloopy-hang-on
Here is EPISODE 4 of series >>>https://soundcloud.com/panicandfreakout/ok-cupid-best-yet-w-soda

Been trippin' n'  stumblin',
Creepin' on your lawn,
I been trippin' n stumblin'
Creepin' cross your lawn
Gonna' drag you out, to Club Babylon

If the river's Medulla,
I'll be a divin' duck
The river's Medulla,
I'll be the divin' duck
On the basement dance floor, gonna' try my luck

Gonna' get my bite on
Fare the well my girl
Tried to get my bite on
Fare thee well my girl
Well it ain't nothin', but a funny old world

If I'm the livin' dead
Yeah, she, one-two
Yeah, I'm the livin' dead
And she be, one-two
Back to where I woke up, with the Zombie Blues....
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