this has been a fun year

i graduated as a programmer, tho i didn't really go anywhere after graduating which sucks
i finally got a new car.... and fucked up one of its tires like a month later
i opened up a little more to my family which has turned things to better
i cleaned up some accounts i don't use anymore (altho the stuff in em are archived at my server)
i've come to terms with how much i suck... in fact, i figured out that i don't love myself enough, and i'm taking care of that
i also learned to stand up for myself more, which has finally made some of my problems go away... a lot more to go, but i'm getting there
and last but not least; joining, co-hosting and editing @mashcan-podcast has brought me more joy than anything else that happened this year
it brought some light to my darkest moments and i can't thank zuke, salty and loopy enough

a lot happened and if i were given a chance to do this again...
of course i wouldn't do it, are you fucking crazy? 2020 and 2021 kicked my ass nonstop
but at least i can take those kicks better now

anyways, happy new year

2021 will stop existing in 14 hours

independent, responsible, social, experienced, and yet still no one wants me

23 - he/they - vavr contributor

I got more serious about organizing the music I like here and now this soundcloud page is part of my brand for better or worse

PS I'm a designer, hmu if you want an EP cover sometime

anyway bye


On the Road to 3,000 Tracks! :3
New music almost every single day! :3
Over 2,950 tracks to choose from.
Twitter/X: https://x.com/KBeattieMusic
Feel free to use my music however you please (unless it's for a game or an individual - which WILL be in the title).
Previous Music Projects: fr34ksh0w_w1ll0w, CallMeNil, My Wife Divorced Me
Current Music Projects: 454<r0f7, Screaming Finn (Hiatus)

An internet goober who has daydreams and aspirations of making a difference in the world through music. I want to connect with the souls and hearts of many through lyrics, goofy chord progressions, and the creative expressive  works I come up with. Come on down and take a seat by the fire. It’s mighty toasty in the heart of this endless winter. I think we have a few cans of diet Dr Pepper somewhere.

2021 will stop existing in 14 hours

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