I'm in the studio with paper rooooooooseee

i long to be at ease 
anywhere at all
i replay scenes of days that have long gone
i can’t enjoy anything without a 

caveat all day
in recovery
lately
color start to fade
vanish into nothing 
don’t know what to say
got a distance gaze 
hazy
thoughts of my escape
i’m so tired of running

another part to play
wanna hide my face 
away
wanna rearrange
the pain that i’ve been suffering
dark cabaret
it’s a murder mystery
when the curtain closed
i dreamt up the whole thing

Fever dreams 
Come to taunt me
When I can’t see through 
Cover of clouds & lighting 
While the sky is darkening 
Thunder rattles my presence
& brings back  moments
I wish so bad to forget 
Is this never-ending?

caveat (prod. jolst x punk)

New track featuring one of my fav artists at the moment, @sobafm - he is extremely talented and makes a lot of music like this song as well as some other really cool and unique music. I learned a lot from making this song so it was a really fun time collaborating on this.

Infrared feat. soba! (prod. Wonderlust Beats)

(ZBee) 

i’m dancing in lilies afar 
so many days and it’s hard
when i’m alone in the dark 
when i’m alone in the dark 
i’m homesick 
i’m homesick again 
i’m homesick 
i’m homesick again 

one day you’ll see me, one day you won’t 
i’m tired of playing, i’m tired you don’t 
my head on swivel, and i just dunno 
is this even real, or is this just hoax

(he4vy)

never take it serious 
my health has been a bitter mess 
my lung collapsed 
i need some rest 
been dopesick 
get me off of these meds
im burdened and closer 
its torture again 
i dont even make plans to hang with my friends
ive withered myself know im sick til the end 
fighting to breathe i cant even pretend

and its just so much 
so much
will i ever get back to that home again 
i lust

know my memories vacant and im still complacent 
im drivin for hours to make up for late shit
if im still the problem 
i might as well face it
ive been feeling homesick 
dont think that ill make it
(she said the every living creature on earth dies alone)

(ZBee)

i’m dancing in lilies afar 
so many days and it’s hard
when i’m alone in the dark 
when i’m alone in the dark 
i’m homesick 
i’m homesick again 
i’m homesick 
i’m homesick again

homesick (feat. he4vy) (michael harrison)

Nonprofit, shoutout white shinobi 

Lyrics:
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going?
Baby you owe me 
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going ?
Girl you control me 

I’ll say yes to the pills in the morning 
I’ll say no to the girl that adores me 
Why can’t I feel anything important?
I just can’t accord it 
Everything is boring 

Everything is boring 
Till it’s lost or forgotten 
This hell that I’m held in
In my chest I have a lot held in 
Prisoner of Helgen 
Passionate like I’m Mackned 
Eager yet for the heaven

Helgen (prod.white shinobi)

a.lot.on.me. (prod. gally)

[басня это война]
i cant say a thing but you still heard me
fable in my veins the cup is dirty
vest on my chest could never hurt me
11 kills until i get the birdie
[ENEMYAC-130ABOVE]
trailer hears when you talk 
just know its not impressive
cup of hollows and tris
walk like a lethal weapon
i could pour by the pint 
it used to expensive
got used to faking a cough 
the doctor never listened
[SMOKEDOUT]
but thats all done and over with
stormin in the trap 
i need another but the potent shit
talk about a ton
maybe i could let you hold a bit  
all i know is that they fuccin wit me
[HE4VY]

птичка (druginmyblood)

Vertigo w/ lil sabb

orange lids (homesick)

[he4vy]
harder for me
tell me you get it you see 
nightmares all over and over again tell me what it could be 
i just dont think
down on my knees 
suffer in threes
ive seen a lot in my years but id still never do this again
lately talk outta my ass
lost and dont know what to do
passing up time doesnt last
dont hit my line 
i been through
faded like memories black
tasting the blood from a pool
cuts on my body 
they claim me a hero 
still jestering right from a noose
nightmares inside it
bloated cant fight it
all fast no intake
run from death like a relay
might talk down
i still need pay 
i dont get rest 
i dont feel great
danger of a mistake 
need help post it on myspace

[quinsea]
Need help but i cant post it
No wifi in the lions den
Speak to me like the serpent did
When he offered up a false gift 
Burning time cuz i hate it here
Wishin that i could disappear
The rain is heavy but my vision clear
nightmares keep coming
But i swear that

nightmare ft. quinsea (falci)

prod @yunnygoldz

LYriCZ
Snow cold shawty i got blood up on my right hand
Knife in the back but i promise i'm a nice man
Frozen heart, but i'm still pumping blood through my veins
Ice cold touch you could never feel my pain

Working up a mountains worth of selfish contradiction
I got people telling me advice but i could never listen
But i got this girl in my eyes so i got a mission
I got the one, going for the gold and yeah im out for blood
red red hearts, yeah im bleeding for the love
Turn the feathers scarlet, grab a pool i dip the dove
Im only taking wins  i could never skip a dub, 
And if we talking you, i could never get enough

Turn the keys to my frozen heart spark ignition
Red red blood on the canvas paint my condition

Im lost between my past and the pitfalls that i took
But here i am with you, a brand new chapter in my book
I know its been a year but i'm glad to have you here
Your my snow cold shawty and ill make that crystal clear

Snow cold shawty i got blood up on my right hand
Knife in the back but i promise i'm a nice man
Frozen heart, but i'm still pumping blood through my veins
Ice cold touch you could never feel my pain

snow cold shawty [prod. yunny goldz]

prod. tiedforsilver

lyrics:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

spaceboyry:
feels like there's no escape
every day is the same
can't stop running away
from all the trauma i made

i keep losing time
its always on my mind
i work to clean up this mess
but still can't get any rest

i would travel back in time
but there's nothing there

these memories are far gone
i wrote you a sad song
if you even care

scorpio:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

just tell me once
tell me once, its true
and ill believe you

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

caveat (prod. jolst x punk)

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