ive been drinking so much but without it i cant depend on anything 

loneliness consumes me
all i see are spirits i'm abusing
i feel like a ghost am i translucent?
life is getting old
should i just do it?

every night i dream about a perfect end like hemingway
i got nothing left to say
i'm always drawing a blank
feels like i'll never fit
abstract shape
can't look in the mirror cuz i hate my face
i been drinking so much
cuz without that i can't depend on anything

i feel like a ghost

loneliness consumes me (prod. taylor morgan & caspr)

dismembered w/ xokrome (prod. graydawn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4r5vMHqsKYQ&t=0s

LIL NARNIA - i'll be alright, i know (feat. alliknowispain)[prod. lil narnia] *video in description*

PROD. @anobodyreallY
look out for our collab EP
lyrics:
ive been dreaming of a time
where id sleep with ease at night
take my keys and drive me home
people like me are better off left alone
she doesnt look at me the same
just stares out the window frame
every time i drive her home
through exit signs and parkway tolls
no ill never fucking say, never fucking say
that im not okay, that im not okay
i seem to always find
something wrong
with the things in my life
im a fucking loser
with redeeming qualities
like a doctorates degree in drinking coke and whisky 
and feeling alone in the most crowded places
were working together in the tightest of spaces
im leaving you traces in these ink filled pages i write
youre doing the right thing by keeping your distance
ill take you and break through
then make due with intrests too common for comfort
too cold to collect
it goes without saying 
im better off left alone

Follow me <3

better off left alone (prod. ʎpoqou)

jump on 3 w/ smrtdeath (+ charlie shuffler)

spotify/apple music

Til I'm Dead (feat. YungJZAisDead)[prod. 4evr]

It never really mattered that much what u think
And i looked at my phone saw ur face last tuesday
And friday rolled around just in time for the weekend
Its moments like these where my thoughts get deepened

Deep-end deep-end deep-end
Diggin deeper now 
fuck me up again
Deep-end deep-end 
run and tell a friend

last tuesday w/ ≋♥hm.wav♥≋ (+ t e e n p r e g n a n c y)

Last Tuesday w/ hm.wav (+ｔ ｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ. )

lyrics - 

close my eyes
i see you
we’ve faded
my anxiety misses you
i hate it 
don’t miss you
but i miss love 
it’s tainted 
my canvas 
your body 
i painted it

you were my entity 
my enemy 
i wore you like a tattoo
i have you all i had 
but we stayed as friends
you said that one day we would work it through

i gave up all my friends just for you
you didn’t like the shit that i would do
you always kissed me, said it wasn’t true 
but i felt your hands on my waist

you acted like you just needed a taste
but you’d be on me by the end of day
you acted like you just needed a taste 
( that’s why you cried when i left )


close my eyes
i see you
we’ve faded
my anxiety misses you
i hate it 
don’t miss you
but i miss love 
it’s tainted 
my canvas 
your body 
i painted it

miss love ( prod. born hero )

Boyfriendz - Crying To The Bank

ride alone </3
.
.

ride alone
baby i dont wanna die alone
but i will cuz im too lit i know 
i dont want that bitch
she fucked my bros
my girl decorate my crib
my floors
i eat food that cost the same 
ur clothes
that girl took my heart and ran for the door
now i sing bout her
and get my dough

ball on my shorty
cant let her know that i miss her yeah
i know they all hatin
when i turn my back 
they dissin yeah
my heart so cold 
my wrist so froze
wanna see me fold 
but u know i stay ten toes
right my wrongs
i know shawty hate me 
block my phone
i know mama know 
im bout to blow
without u its hurtin 
im numbin myself till its worth it
from now on i just gotta ride alone.
.
.

loneliness consumes me (prod. taylor morgan & caspr)

paper rose haiku

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