#1 - what a pathetic story

Why, you're wasting my time
Tell me how it felt to commit your crime
In my head I only hear your cries
And you're dead with the pills unadvised
I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life, that I know isn't mine
Spit in my grave when I'm villainized
Shit never changed, guess I'll be this way until I die

I cannot just leave my past behind
It'll always come back to me, a remind
I can't take back your innocence, already intertwined
Carrying this weight on my shoulders, I've been so blind

Why, my dirty little mind
Plays tricks on me all the time
I need this I need that, no I fucking don't
I just need to take a break and regain all my self-control

My heart's pounding inside, I pray to God I don't die
What comes next for me will be fire
Cause I couldn't get over my desire

I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life
That I know isn't mine

Prod xy1va

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