Help Interlude (feat. Camayos)

dreams an illusion (i crash u crash - lil peep ft lil tracy beat non profit) recorded on 22 oct 2023

all respects to Gus and tracy, they helped me to cope with all my traumas love em

(i let the time pass too fast i crash u crash)

(u was the one thats one thats what i told myself, i dont even know myself got my back up against the wall)

(i let the time pass too fast i crash u cra-)

she said it was accident, i hope it wasnt on purpose, friends told me the death on me gon the perkys, but i pop them just to feel alright cannot cope with me another night, told her i dont wanna fight 

we both mad bout the fact that we keep living, she was mad bout the fact that i keep sining
its just my way to stay alive
even if im not all right
she took my life and all its bright
told her i dont wanna fight

now my dreams full of regret, they said “god make forget” ill be high off percocet, she told em abused her (hope it wasnt purpose) guess thats better than a loser, next thing i know that lost her…
all dreams paint an illusion 
she never got a clue that i know that im gon lose her… 

we both mad bout the fact that we keep living, she was mad bout the fact that i keep sining
its just my way to stay alive
even if im not all right
she took my life and all its bright
told her i dont wanna fight

late night drive… she said im a zombie, thats better than abuser, my dreams are lucid, in love with music, these drugs paint a picture its just an illusion, dreams are lucid, lifes full of delusion, fck the place im from….
she said im a druggie worm… hope thats better than abuser

she told me come here baby take a pill lets feel the thrill, next thing i know aint no netflix and chill, just a not fixing pill, will i get rid off this feel? or another cup am i fill? 

pain with delusion 
pain with delusion
dreams an illusion… 
drugs are illusion

dreams an illusion (i crash u crash - lil peep ft lil tracy beat non profit) recorded on 22 oct 2023

GODS (w/ Lil Tracy)

ive been hollywood dreamin
lil peep im hollywood geeking
substance abuse comes from being loved wrong,
purple drinkin while i make another song, ive been hollywood dreamin, make believe ima be another hollywood demon

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

dreaming ima make it outta here 
alive, just singin, what i love the most, driving singin everywhere i go, doesnt matter i aint gettin lost 
told you that i love u thats the worst

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

im a hollywood dreamer, fuck love on the beamer, ima hollywood demon, volvo drivin as im singin, 
im a hollywood geeker, im just a lover singin

ive been hollywood geeking good drugs as im singin

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

mixing real drugs as im singin, just another hollywood demon
lets make beleive like a hollywood dreamer

make beleive ima be another hollywood demon 
ive been hollywood dreamin,
lil peep ive been hollywood geekin
other hollywood fever, from another hollywood dreamer
ive  got hollywood fever, volvo hollywood will show her
she gon overdose up in the shower 
ima overdose off other downer, she told me that i need the powder

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eyes geekin
make beleive
ima be another hollywood demon

fucked up ima make another song
nothings new, get so high, other wrong, drunk drivin on the avenue, flexin bout a volvo like its pole star new, who knew evil girls have the prettiest face and the better vice phase, and its been a while since my mind and heart been in the same place
cant forget her face and i shouldnt be there in the first place she can see triple 9 inside of the volvo plates

volvo drivin on the avenue
drunk drivin on the avenue
nothings new
get used to the same old faces
they said this an emo phase is
teenage dreamin
rose colored eye-

Anøther Høllywøød Demøn (Prod. Expulsing)

this have been a year with a lotta goodbyes, 

and im not good at goodbyes
im going crazy these nights
mix some cheap liquor on ice

this an emotional overdose like the other times 

feel like that ill decompose not one of my lies

im no good at goodbyes see it on my eyes

never wanted em outta my life 
but theres no way i coulda save em tho
cuz i need to be saved too,
face my fears, face to face as we meet and i swear it got my heart racin like a track meet

this a emotional overdose, feeling like ill decompose, and dont tell me to shut up, dont want friends out my life tonight, dont want her out my life dont wanna fight, dont wanna say goodbye im not good at goodbyes

have to say goodbye some times,
hope this is just like the other lies, 
i dont know what to do, see it on my eyes, a kid that have lost too much, hope ill get the midas touch, before we have to say goodbye, need to stay high, hope i wont bleed out my nose 

this a emotional overdose, feeling like ill decompose, and dont tell me to shut up, dont want friends out my life tonight, dont want her out my life dont wanna fight, dont wanna say goodbye im not good at goodbyes

lover goodbye
best friend goodbye
killed herself so high, couldnt say goodbye
brother goodbye
granny goodbye
hope we met up in heaven, watch the time as it goes by, wont need to stay high
know ill make a better life the rest of us, a place where finally we’ll rest, no pain on the chest, but this kid aint feeling like the best, dont say goodbye, ima make my best to make it better on this test, put it on the ones that rest

GøødByes (Prod. CapsCtrl)

pull up in volvo 5 hunnids in dope
white bitches with me they looking to blow, 30 and .40 no hunnids to blow dont make big money and fuck it she already know that im stunting on flow, tooth shining good glow, other goodbye goddamn, im been runin good speed, godspeed

fuck out my life with her company tho, i thought i told you i like it alone, i thought i told u i like it a-

my car not gonna be stopped tho,
volvo aint gonna stop hoe, look at my face as she sucked out all of my blood, god forgiven, paradøx keep blowing my grace all out
but today this death race come for the fame, i know they know my name, not why it is a shame ill drown

no matter what day it is cuz whatever he say it is (no matter what day it is cuz whatever he say it is)

told her dont speak out the voice i begged them to not make no noise part of my name, paradøx my shame, no matter the day it is, cuz whatever he say it is
god speed no sonic, i keep in the dark power like he shadow uh huh, he told me to not, never trust no ho’

fuck the place im from made me a druggie worm, like i lost all form, see fade away as i get away, why we still here if this another day? will you ever get away will i ever run away

no matter what day it is 
cuz whatever he said it is
this words came so easy to him not so easy for me, paradox hes my enemy songs will be part of my destiny? other song its just the end of me, i know that i keep fading away to pussy to take what i want away, tonight lets fuck it up double cup ima take another one, ima level up get another one show this people what they want from me, give this bitches what they want from it, made love my enemy, fuck out my life whith her company tho, youll be the end of me ho, look at my face while u suck out my blood uh huh

what the fuck im talking bout my shit is dope, play this shit when they place me on a hole for eternity so they can rip what they sow

no matter what day it is cuz whatever he say it is

Gødspeed ( LIL PEEP FAN MADE TRIBUTE ON THE GODSPEED BEAT NON PROFIT)

Rings make helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Wish she do care more
Than she seem to wanna give
I should have gray hairs, thats truth no dare,
But she just fucking fakes care

Ive been meeting people that i hardly fuckin know,  and my minds bout fuckin implode, baby my heart will just explode, and im sorry again i messed it up, missed your birthday, heaven soul, and i know i was in and out... ending up fallin out, now i admit, that i always need your love not just for now

When im outside she says, take ur time have fun out on the road the only one i know, guess ill drown inside the cold, while volvo got it safe on me, guess i need someone worried bout my health, but this girls just care bout my dick and my wealth, girl im still a kid, tryna cope with what i did

Rings make me helpless
Dont  call me selfish
Love got me hopeless 
Volvo aint safe-less 

Look inside her eyes and i know theres a lotta flaws, look at my wrist it is, flawless our conection that is soul-less, gues i met her in the outlets, but shes in and out, feeling my brain frying, maybe im too smooth just like olive oil, but i felt conection with your soul...

Rings make helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Volvo aint safe-less
Your soul was flawless
Wish i could care less

It aint bad ur with someone thatlll give you what i cant, but it got me sad, while this bitches drive me mad, whip it like its nascar, in my life shell leave a scar, well im safe while im in a volvo car,
Wish i could care less
Im feeling worthless
Rings make helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Volvo aint safe-less

And i know while im drivin in the Volvo car got me safer than its in my heart, love just leave scarred, i guess being fucked up all the time its funny, itll turn nothing to somethin, next thing i know im losing money, im a fukced up druggie, and relationships aint make it better always ending hurt sad inside my heart, couldnt talk to friends, and it tears me apart, maybe ill relapse on the pills to protect my heart

Rings got me helpless
Dont call me selfish 
Love got me hopeless
Volvo aint safe-less
Beamer aint hoe less
Know volvos worth it

joji when i look inside her eyes, it is just a glimpse of us, “perfect” dont mean nothing when the worlds a mess, what u call that? head over heels 
Where my minds at?

Selfish Freestyle sessiøn (Prod. CapsCtrl)

just in case i wanna 
just in case i gotta
just in case i have to…
they say this life aint beautiful 
i think that life is beautiful 

it could hurt all year but its beautiful 
work all my tears now im 
bleeding out my cuticles 
i said life aint beautiful,
u said thats too radical
i was feeling unstoppable 
then god placed an obstacle 
isnt this comical? ima need a chemical 

purple on my drink glasses all are pink i guess that its comical, how some pussies on the chemical,
lacin substance with a romance 

just in case i wanna 
just in case i gotta
just in case i have to…
say goodbye..
they say this life aint beautiful 
i think that lifes beautiful 
way too beautiful 

and i did the same 
placed shame on name
now all days same look my life as it goes by and i spent it way too high, is life beautiful or is it just another lie? tired cant u see it on my eye…


after this 3 years i ran outta tears 
it is what it is, cannot scape my ways, guess im stuck inside rainy days, drugs aint the getaways but ironic what made me feel alive just kills me all inside like it was another lie 

you can see it on my eyes im so tired of this fights, cold days that are getting colder, bloody nights, now are bloodier, feeling like the gotham knight, fighting demons over night, hope this gets all right
hope ill sleep tomorrow night…

need to see the light 
tired i dont wanna fight
aint no dreams in like five nights
bound to make songs just so i could feel alright

just in case i wanna 
just in case i gotta
just in case i have to…
they say this life is beautiful 
i think that lifes horrible
isnt life horrible?

see my hollow body walk 
do you really want the drug talk?
dreams full regret, times i wont forget… even if i wanna 

even if wanna 
even if i gotta 
even if have to 
say goodbye 
do i really wanna 
do i really have to
do i really gotta
end this life?

just in case i wanna 
just in case i gotta 
just in case i have to 
say goodbye 
just in case i wanna
just in case i gotta 
end my life

Just in Case 2 (Is life beautiful?)

(saw a couple kids holding hands 
on our park tonight… it reminded me of us… in another life..
… its a shame it was the way we had to end it all…  i hope shes waitinh for me too… i hope she keep the memorie of me)

she makes the boys stare
and its not that i dont care 
and its not that i care 
i dont wanna pretend we was friends ending summer, 
do you think id forget? 
i said leave if you wanna

heartbreak and a wasted year 
and i still think bout her black hairs
and i hate seeing her tears
i remember her white dress in that fall 
how her hair turned red when sun falls 
like i could forget bout anything at all…

like i could forget bout anything at all
like i could forget bout anything at all

i swear shes over in my head 
think bout her all day baby is not fair 
i could thalk bout her all day 
please dont let me start
on my knees gave her my heart 
ends all bad, could tear u apart
and that aint fair

heartbreak and a wasted year 
and i still think bout her black hairs
and i hate seeing her tears
i remember her white dress in that fall 
how her hair turned red when sun falls 
like i could forget bout anything at all…

she did pray for me
i did say shes destiny
lovers to enemies
year wasted on the tears
LOVE is never fair
can i go back there? 
DONT TAKE ME FAR AWAY FROM HER

she made all the boys to stare
im singin all day about her 
i swear i care when i shouldnt
i remember her black hair 
it turned to red hair
as the suns just falls 
her white dress in that fall
and i cant forget bout anything at all

cant bout anything at all

Wasted Year (Prod. Everestdidthis)

(baby what im dreamin for maybe i should dream it more
wish that you love more
maybe i should wish it more 
loves what we fightin for
maybe i should fought it more)

(low love low blows paranoid with black lungs)

baby what im dreamin for? 
maybe i should dream it more 
love is what we wishing for
maybe i should fight for more

i wanna give her everything she ever wanted and more
if i want her heart shoulda fight it for sure
what i couldnt give her cant be bought at the store
(bought at the store)

baby what im dreamin for? 
maybe i should dream it more 
love is what we wishing for
maybe i should fight for more
wish that you could love me more
maybe i should wish it more

Who was i to think that she could love me now 
who am i to think that i do have a chance oh
who was i to think that we can have that dance love


low love low blows
paranoid, in black lungs 

what im dreamin for? 
maybe i should dream it more 
love is what we wishing for
maybe i should fight for more

now my knees all on the floor 
liquor all inside my cup and i wanna pour four more, shes really what im dreaming for
and i cannot dream no more 
her heart what i was fightin for
fighting for
now i cannot fight it more


love forever
low love fever 
mind throw low blows while i was with her
heartbreak fever 
not blame game 
if that was the case i have the high score
cannot dream bout her no more

I know that i cannot fix it, baby
low love low blows
paranoid, and black lungs 
who am i to think that i could fix it maybe

(baby)

Low Love Low Blows (prod RayBeatz)

and now days go by 
wish i never needed this
and now life goes by
and im getting way too high
and did work so hard 
that coulda killed my self

wish i never had to do this
im so sick to carry all this feelings 
im so tired i dont really wanna feel things
never wanna be alone, cuz my head just overthinks
maybe im just better off dead, need to runaway, just to cope another day 
do i really need a getaway?
really wanna find another way
to cover all my pain 
start the circle yet again (and now days go by) (wish i never needed this)

and now days go by 
wish i never needed this
and now life goes by
and im getting way too high
and did work so hard 
that coulda killed my self

feeling cant go outta shelf 
but i just cannot keep it to myself, why am i so sad? 
is it really going bad?
nicotine will help tolerate another day 
thc makes my sanity just slip away

and now days go by 
wish i never needed this
and now life goes by
and im getting way too high
and did work so hard 
that coulda killed my self

where did it go wrong? 
i just cannot make another song
just follow sadness all along, 
back to younger days, wish it wouldve last long, not young no more, old enough, been here before? is the answer to get high? 
i dont wanna do it anymore

and now days go by 
wish i never needed this
and now life goes by
and im getting way too high
and did work so hard 
that coulda killed my self

aint no feeling safer now
my hand on beretta ho
i aint getting better
will i pull up the trigger now?

Help Interlude (feat. Camayos)

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