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😕Sad Times💔

Weak When Ur Around

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Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

sometimes I feel like im dying
sometimes I feel already dead

I got an obsession
perceptions kinda messing
with my head

I wake up in a daze
don't even keep track of days
I got a problem with myself
but I know I'll be ok

I got a lot of pressure built
hope I don't crack the foundation

I think its maybe time for me
to change the location

I don't know what I'm doing
usually I'm just pacing

and wondering if 
everything I want is worth chasing

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

I'm hanging by a thread
Pulled it from my pocket

I know I say it all the time
but I don't ever plan on stopping

No matter the circumstance
I'm battered it's worth a chance

I bet I'll be better tomorrow
I'm done with the sorrows
Damn

Wasting all this time stressed
about whats out of my control

life is a journey the best thing
you can do it ride it slow

the highs and lows will
come and go you better 
buckle up

been a minute in the slumber
i finally toughened up but

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

Jake Hill - Stay (Prod. Cxdy)

I feel like im going insane but maybe thats not such a bad thing...



Indii G: @indii-g
Rodger : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DD_AXczH8A8

Insane ft. Indii G. (prod. RODGER)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

SPOTIFY

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

here is lyrics
Smooth skin with her long hair
Call me when I fuckin' care
'Cause I did so fuckin' much
But you were never even there
Now I'm comin' up all you can do is fuckin' stare
And you think about me when you're in there with no underwear
Tell me that I'm not shit
Bitch, I know I'm hot shit
Glowin' up, I'm turnin' up
And now I'll never stop it
Never fit in
So I break a mold
Never fuck with me
'Cause I'll break a ho

Run, baby, run
Run, don't you run
Run, baby, run
Aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye

It was always you
You know I wanna come through
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you
Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you
No, it was always you
You know I wanna come thru
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you
Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you, no

actually, its not my song, here is real singer of this song @convolk

convolk - your loss

https://www.instagram.com/xxlil_illxx/

feature @convolk 
https://www.instagram.com/convolk_/
prod by @jakkyboi
https://www.instagram.com/jakkyboiii/

LYRICS
They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

All outta fucks to give
Get a dollar sign tatted on my face n shit
Bet im gonna get a hundred million plays this year
Got a billion dollar brain and I maintain the shit
Hook game
Going insane
Ain’t nobody better than me in the fucking game
But I stay humble
Buzzing like a bumble
Beat so fly
Jakkyboi make it rumble

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

ain't nobody better than me in the fucking game
what the fuck's a name when you really just a lame?
what a fuckin name when you all just the same?
i don't give a fuck bitch i'm tryina make change
nirvana and foo fighters, i wish that girl knew who i was
i wanna come up quick and not fall back
i want a benz all black and you fall back

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

01 Rap Starz Feat. convolk (Prod. Jakky Boi)

Produced By Vincent Augustus
Artwork By: Gorge Alverez (Instagram: @falsegoth)
special thanks: Billy thaKid
Lyrics:
Dropkick, only fuck with raw shit,
I'm so High I could make you fucking nauseous,
Got your girl topless,
She knows who the boss is,
I am Micheal Scott bitch, step to my Office,
Never been a novice, Don't respect the process,
Yes I got the profit, Next to my glock in my pocket,
Toxic, I could fuck her better even if I had a soft dick,
Yes I think I'm hot shit, Bitch I am hot shit,
Check your bitch is drippin like a faucet,
Not Lit, I should call you Hopsin,
I should call you lost in the sauce could you pause it,
I am Tony Hawk with my cock when I drop in,
Got the game lockpicked,
I just hit the pussy like we fucking in a moshpit,
Then I make her leave through the door that she walked in,
I am so *WOMP**WOMP*,
I don't mean no offense,
E pills always got me rolling in my coffin,
Should be dead, that's how you know when I'm stopping,
but I see the devil like, every so often,
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that
(Convolk Verse)
Hot shit, Very uncivilized,
I'm acting so obnoxious,
My girl said she want a new bag so I copped it,
When I say I copped it, I don't mean that I bought it,
I mean that I walked in the store and I robbed it,
So mischievous,
Put another pill in my mouth, bitch I'm eating it,
might take the world out from God like 'I needed this'
Stupid old man put me here just to suffer,
Sunflower seeds, think it's all that I need,
well that, and some beans,
but it's all just a dream motherfucker
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that

I THINK I'M TIRED feat. convolk

mixed and mastered by @ultrare

lyrics:
i think bout you quite a lot 
ur green eyes got a spark 
we could lay alone in the dark 

we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 

i think bout you quite a lot 
ur green eyes got a spark 
we could lay alone in the dark 
wrap u inside of my arms 

we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 

i miss u quite a lot 
U are all I got 
tell me what you want 
i only want ur  heart
u don’t need that filter on ur face girl
bc your perfect to me-e—e-e
loose shirt w the
curves underneath

i think bout you quite a lot 
ur green eyes got a spark 
we could lay alone in the dark 

we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk

i think about u quite a lot (prod ocean beats)

Would appreciate a follow if you like it.

Dont Stay Awake For Too Long - OtterPop / Powsu Type Beat

youtube: https://youtu.be/i0Y_JmNjTNE

luv u @gothurted

[lyrics]
me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think that i’m going crazy
and no one can save me
so i will not tell u how i feel
told my mom i’m not lazy
these thoughts they just take me
and she still gon tell me it’s not real 

2 pills, black and white
i just want to sleep tonight
if these thoughts invade my mind
the light inside mes gonna die
just another lonely night
in the recluse haunted site
i’m so nervous, this ain’t worth it
tears all on my shirt have dried

no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

gothurted:
Fucking up, smoke a blunt
I think I'm going insane
Same shit, same day
Waiting for life to change
People say that I'm crazy
But its just the way I am
I promise you will be amazed
Give me some time to reach the top and
Come to you, problems away

me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think i'm going insane ft. gothurted (prod. fantom)

YOUTUBE

im used to it

Featuring @rxseboy
Produced by @pauli-niemi

Hope u enjoy!!
Music video for it up on my Youtube channel <3

YouTube

Laying on my porch while we watch the world end.

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

listen on spotify!

big boys don't cry (prod. con)

happy valentines c:

your i love you... (ft. @powfu)

bae robins - your i love you... (ft. powfu)

mix/master @203paradox
prod. @203paradox x @dercept
feat. @butterhs x @dercept

heartbreak flex

Listen on Spotify!

heartbreak flex feat. butters x dercept (prod. paradox x dercept)

Artwork by @deweysaunders

Lyrics:

You look so good you don't gotta try
I feel so much better with you by my side
you change my life
x2

Usually got my guard up but I bring it down for you
Got me falling fast like there's nothing to lose
but the scars from the past
Hope it's not another trap
Nothing good ever lasts
Hope it's not the case with that
I'm sorry I'm stuck in the same old loop
You're the best I've ever had and I swear it's the truth
When you're gone I be sad
When you call I be glad
Said I love you my bad
Didn't know I had it bad

You look so good you don't gotta try
I feel so much better with you by my side
you change my life
x2

Listen on Spotify

All My Little Scars, Vol. 1

Rigor Mortis

mix/master: kam michael
prod: boyfifty

all platforms: https://listen.lt/ParadoxEmpty1

Empty

empty (prod. boyfifty)

comfortable lie

mix: @203paradox
prod. gualabeatz x 5head

No Sleep

no sleep (prod. guala x 5head)

these are my thoughts.

inquiries: theparadoxraps@gmail.com

empty (prod. boyfifty)

paradox (@203paradox)