one take - pieces of you - nothing,nowhere

ur boyfriend

w/ the goat @matt-kelly-115 from pet rock olympian
prod grayskies
merry christmas <3

lyrics:
just another month wasted 
on someone who’s never there for me 
i’m getting sick of your shit 
please cut the line and set me free

and its not like i don’t care at all
my stomach just cant handle all 
the back and forth
what am i asking for?
now im stuck and i feel terrible
the presence, more than bearable
but i cant afford
i think i’ll start a war

over
something stupid
convoluted
something used
when im still useless

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

i think i know what i’m facing
its a problem with sincerity
trust i know thats it worth it, i’m sure it’s
perfect, in a world thats only you and me

and i just cant decipher intentions
when you say it’s never meant to be
you said that we could still be friends
but i’ve been there and i’ve done that
we make up and go through the motions 
mess with my head
you wind up in my bed again 

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

hook, line, and sinker w/ matt kelly [grayskies]

becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

corbin - tell me (cover)

Starting Over

Đêm Sông Hương

feat. @swoonraps
prod. feelo x polar
remastered 3/13/19

pour it up (feat. swoon) [prod. feelo x polar]

MAKE IT Sinister x pink cig (Prod. by YoungTaylor)

Went Wrong (feat. demxntia) Prod. Jo Jo

come a lil closer lemme curse u out
finna blow out my lungs just to put u down
comin from a hurt place see the bottle i down
baby it aint u i was just hurt n found

ion mean to come at u w all this smack
but most times baby i just cant hold back
pushin things off the edge
the only thing img good at
try to tear down my walls
youll tear ur heart out instead (X2)

send me down to the fiery hell
i can happily say i deserve
i earned my spot to rot in peace
dont fuck w what i earned
dont come into my life just to wipe my cries
im contagious girl ill break u right
ion needa taste u in the bottle too
just end me before i end u

come a lil closer lemme curse u out
finna blow out my lungs just to put u down
comin from a hurt place see the bottle i down
baby it aint u i was just hurt n found

ion mean to come at u w all this smack
but most times baby i just cant hold back
pushin things off the edge
the only thing img good at
try to tear down my walls
youll tear ur heart out instead (X2)

break u right (prod. crcl)

these are my thoughts.

inquiries: theparadoxraps@gmail.com

pour it up (feat. swoon) [prod. feelo x polar]

paradox (@203paradox)