nah this shit is beautiful, i'm actually crying wtfwtfwtf

prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
running
with eyes closed shut
my hands are numb
and draped in blood
and now's the only time i'll

reach out
third time in a day
my hands in my face
we're going to waste
and now's the only time i'll

live for a moment
my heart is exploding
i scratched thru the surface
i'm dying to breathe

i sip on this potion
rid me of emotion
i'm sick of this burden
i'm dying to leave

on god
why would u leave me alone to rot
we can go back n cut all of our losses
we can take back what's lost

the only time (ryo)

produced and mixed by @blackwinterwells

the stars glow
but can’t see past your window
it doesn’t matter
when i ask you
you just say no

the blackout
blinds never leave your eyes
don’t make sense to me why
they never hit the side

i can’t help you like before
i swear i tried
i don’t know what you look for
stayin in my life
but i know better
this time

and way outside the city
where we’d go together
it would look so pretty
we didn’t make it any time

and just as i surrendered
felt it moving faster then i thought it would before
i couldn’t hold together
maybe we weren’t meant to work together
could be better

i can't help you

i can't help you ( blackwinterwells )

LOUD PACK IN MASSACHUSETTS

prod, vocals, and cover art by me
notes// first vocal drop I am very proud of it, shoutout pedro and alfie for giving me tons of feedback with this
inspired by shye, the regrettes, and acloudyskye
hope u guys like it

sink

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@555phoenix
@ka7len
@arnoee

all in a day's work w/ sydney phoenix kaylen arnoe

https://soundcloud.com/eneightt/sleeping-in?si=9f049e44822c483789d770c2d362c9b2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

i love nate so much

en. - sleeping in (cover)

dedicated to Alex Paxton Moore, i love u n i miss u

prod @prodmichael
mix + master by me
cover photo by @coldspades, edited by me

>>lyrics:
i wish i didnt go

i knew i shouldnt have gone
15 minutes n it was too long
i miss u so much
what could i have done?

whyd u go??
wheres ur hope???
u were my only friend, i was there till the end
swear theres more, dont close the door
i shoulda saved u then but i messed up again

theres always more
but i cant stand the storm
i dont blame u but whyd choose the noose?
ur not at the end
u dont have to give in

messed it up again
i lost another friend
dear alex u left us so calloused
swear i'd fix it but i nvr finished

and i cant forgive myself for that
i'd take it all back if i had the chance
i miss the days that we had
now i just sit alone in my bed
all these thoughts stuck in my head
my heart heavy w/ regret
i coulda saved u but i didnt
thats a fact i have to live with..

Dear Alex

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Dear Alex 「michaelwarren」

today it is the way it is
my skin feels like silk thats about to rip
replay ur kiss all against my wish
u display and dismiss while i cant resist

if i lash out nothings personal, u dont need to know
if i come off too emotional, u can always say so

the bruise left on my neck, the scratch left on my chest
open the door and check, no ones home

abandoned my mirror, im 2 weeks in
and i cant be near her, im getting too thin
and ive been so bitter since that kick in my chin
u cant find a place that ur always safe in
ill cough up my lung while i feel it cave in
im not gonna do this again

if i lash out nothings personal, u dont need to know
if i come off too emotional, u can always say so
ever since i got a taste of that ethanol, ive been stuck in a lull
and i got so used to following ur protocol and now im too dull

Pivot

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The Blaze - Territory (sped up reverb & bass boosted)

prod @draf2k & me
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growing up ft funeral & blxty

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

all in a day's work w/ sydney phoenix kaylen arnoe

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