Going through some much rn this how I felt the last couple days… 😭 the song touches my heart man love the music keep it up

Lots of real feelings in the song. Amazing. 🔥

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mental health.

PARKER JACK - SORRY MAMA

Do you ever feel like you're not the same kid that you used to be?

PARKER JACK - NOT THE SAME

The official track "LOST MYSELF" by Parker Jack and Chyde.

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Parker Jack, Chyde - LOST MYSELF

CLOSE MY EYES 2

-2024-
"DEAD INSIDE"

Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

If I pass away, fuck it just put my cash in my casket
Or wipe your tears with my bills
Cause after life there's no sadness
I understand that its selfish but I can't find a way past it
Cause if deaths the only option
That's the wish I need granted
Then flip the table and ask yourself if the way I'm feeling is valid

Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot
Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost
Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots
I just wanna feel alive

Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

I get no respect
Even though I'm close to death
Life feels like its suffocating
Taught myself to hold my breath, maybe I should hold it less
You don't know what lonely is until you see how lonely gets
You don't what lost feels like till you lose yourself to stress
Maybe I'm a fucking mess and I should just agree to that
Once trapped inside your mind and want your freedom back
Already took a hundred shots, maybe I should take some more
Life feels like its pissing on me, I guess when it rains it pours

Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot
Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost

Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

DEAD INSIDE - Parker Jack

PARKER JACK - SELF TALK 3

Parker Jack - DEAD INSIDE

NEVER ENOUGH - Parker Jack & HunnaV

“Slow Sown” is a meditation in motion—a patient blooming of sound that reclaims slowness as power. In a world that chases speed, this track dares to plant itself, to grow on its own terms. It speaks not just of waiting, but of becoming—of what emerges when we stop rushing and start rooting.

The groove is unhurried but rich. Afro-fusion drums pulse like footsteps in soft soil. Ethereal synths rise and fall like breath, while warm basslines hug the mix like sunlight through mist. The vocals are reflective, almost whispered—each phrase a seed of thought, falling into the soul's garden.

“Slow Sown” is not background music—it’s inward music. It’s for dusk walks, soft focus, deep breaths. It’s for those moments when you're not performing for the world but listening to yourself.

This is the anthem of the soft warrior—the one who grows without noise, transforms without spectacle, and knows that stillness is not stagnation, but strategy.

Parker Jack - DEAD INSIDE

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