Lyrics:

Blocked my number it’s stupid
I still text I’m so clueless
So damn fucked up and useless
she don’t care I concluded

Blacked out lungs chain smoke cigarretes
I’m tired of my own bullshit
Blacked out nail polish everything’s the same
at least I’m singing through this

I still have the letters and the notebook she gave me
Those fuckin’ black birds Soupy talks about hate me
I get it I’m obsessive and agressive it breaks me
destructive codependent padded walls I’m crazy

Breakfast pill bottles
Bartard things waddle
Gen Z role model
Life’s on full throttle 

And I’ve been looking back on my mistakes
I wonder if I’m really just a waste of space
I don’t know if its me or you
no i don’t know if its me or you

Throw away all that I’ve learned
I’m a sinner no sense of direction
Ungrateful obsessed with perfection
people talk so it’s loud in my headphones
We hate ourselves so we project on others
staring inwards I see my colors
Pick myself up tape the pieces
I hope you love me past my demons

Don’t let the glitter fool it’s been lonely
I won’t allow it anymore it’s been said
You don’t know me you don’t know what’s best for me
Gen Z role model follow me

Breakfast pill bottles
Bartard things waddle
Gen Z role model
Life’s on full throttle 

And I’ve been looking back on my mistakes
I wonder if I’m really just a waste of space
I don’t know if its me or you
no i don’t know if its me or you

Blacked out lungs chain smoke cigarretes
I’m tired of my own bullshit
Blacked out nail polish everything’s the same
at least I’m singing through this

I still have the letters and the notebook she gave me
Those fuckin’ black birds Soupy talks about hate me
I get it I’m obsessive and agressive it breaks me
destructive codependent padded walls I’m crazy

Blocked my number it’s stupid
I still text I’m so clueless
So damn fucked up and useless
she don’t care I concluded

Breakfast pill bottles
Bartard things waddle
Gen Z role model
Life’s on full throttle 

And I’ve been looking back on my mistakes
I wonder if I’m really just a waste of space
I don’t know if its me or you
no i don’t know if its me or you

gen z role model (useless)

gen z role model (save us)

Lyrics:

I guess it started off as something now it’s bluffin’
Bloody dollar bills and everything that you shouldn’t do
OxyContin get to schlumpin’
sweet pumpkin I mean nothing

Throw me away like you always do burn the forrest I’ll burn it too
Cheap tattoos and music I find it therapeutic

Groupie love
Groupie love
Groupie love
Why you do me like this?
Left me lit like a cigarette I was so sad

Groupie love
Groupie love
I get drug itches with head hurtin’
drunk enough to fall I’m pissin’

She don’t really like to talk she’s on a diet of coffee and Aderall
Inside her brand new car that her daddy bought 
I got invisible cars baby drop the top

She fails probation all the time but never jail just pays a fine
Barbie in the traphouse faded bottoms up Four Loko taste it

Baby you’re a different breed why you gotta toy with with me 
I can make your makeup run you can do it all on me

You’re always starting problems I’m always the one that solves them
We never hang out when sober I saw you with him its over

Groupie love
Groupie love
Groupie love
Why you do me like this?
Left me lit like a cigarette I was so sad

Groupie love
Groupie love
I get drug itches with head hurtin
drunk enough to fall I’m pissin’

Groupie love
Groupie love
Groupie love
Why you do me like this?
Left me lit like a cigarette I was so sad

Groupie love
Groupie love
I get drug itches with head hurtin
drunk enough to fall I’m pissin’

groupie love (sweet pumpkin)

Lyrics:

Dirty sneakers I walk in 
disturbing my innocence 
Reluctant with insolence 
to focus on different 
Garages filled with weed smoke 
the memories I feen for
Real friends better keep those
it gets colder than the sea floor

24 hours in this bed
24 hours I’m upset
Why is it all so overwhelming
I pray to god to please protect 
24 hours I’m depressed
24 hours left for dead
48 hours in my head
72 I’ll just forget

(Zidale verse)

Breathe in,
catch my breath, 
hold on, 
I tell myself 
drifting away,
wish me well
(mmmmm)

And this fire burns,
it hurts like hell,
I forget about it
as I inhale,
I'm just working on
accepting myself

Sinking, 
stop sinking,
mental warfare 
with my demons 
(mmmmm) (da, da, da, da)
in my head all weekend 

24 hours in this bed
24 hours I’m upset
Why is it all so overwhelming
I pray to god to please protect 
24 hours I’m depressed
24 hours left for dead
48 hours in my head
72 I’ll just forget

So what exactly did you do
I wonder
sometimes I stare and scream at you
with no problem
I took my life for granted
don’t take your life for granted 
I took my life for granted
I don’t take my life for granted

24 hours in this bed
24 hours I’m upset
Why is it all so overwhelming
I pray to god to please protect 
24 hours I’m depressed
24 hours left for dead
48 hours in my head
72 I’ll just forget

24hours (don't take your life for granted) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

I’ve really held those hands
I really think I’ve met you
You really drive me mad
I can’t believe I want you
I warned you
Emotions heavy I tend to overthink
the living dead that’s what I’ve came to be
my bones are silly baby pray for me
I trust in god and that’s the god in me okay

Maybe im a little bit loony
blame it on the past it’s gloomy
I find myself in hoes and groupies
but baby you’re my teenage beauty 

I get faded
time moves slowly
When you’re not there my life gets lonely
broken smiles and pints of codeine 
You make me laugh you make me funny
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough

(Zidale verse)

I get faded when I'm lonely 
give back the remote, 
can't let you control me,
all this tension 
between us zones me
and Hydrocodone 
consumed my whole week

Phone ringing,
I might let it keep ringing I quit,
insane, you drove me there 
fuck it, drive me off the cliff 
my chest hurt, 
neck hurt, head hurt, 
if you see that girl falling
don't try to catch her,
you'll just trip

Maybe im a little bit loony
blame it on the past it’s gloomy
I find myself in hoes and groupies
but baby you’re my teenage beauty 

I get faded
time moves slowly
When you’re not there my life gets lonely
broken smiles and pints of codeine 
You make me laugh you make me funny
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough

teenage beauty (she's a goth, she's a witch) w/ zidale

i know i never meant that much to you (dwell on the past like always) w/ wyatt

Lyrics:

I’ve learned a lot from my stupid ways
I guess I’m the reason nobody stays
My life 1940’s it’s all in grey
it’s all the same oh what a shame
Still broke as fuck I got fired today
look for another job to make minimum wage
I ruin all I love & water all I hate
another bloody sink no I’m not okay

I’m not okay no I’m not okay
I’m not okay but you can catch me smiling

You paint the makeup right on my face
You wrote the date to my dying day
I’ll stay inside say fuck all my friends
I’ll blow my voice to make up for shit 
Take out a smoke & breathe in the bugs
I’ll wash the make up when I get home
I don’t feel my age I just feel the pain
I ruin all I love & water all I hate

(Zidale verse) 

I learned a lot
from my stupid ways,
I guess I'm the reason
why I'm in pain,
in and out of love,
I don't feel okay,
I hate my skin
and I hate this place

Let me in,
it's getting cold
wonder if she know 
that she my antidote,
punch the air 
then punch the walls, 
wake up, put the mask on
and act like everything solved

You paint the makeup right on my face
You wrote the date to my dying day
I’ll stay inside say fuck all my friends
I’ll blow my voice to make up for shit 
Take out a smoke & breathe in the bugs
I’ll wash the make up when I get home
I don’t feel my age I just feel the pain
I ruin all I love & water all I hate

i ruin all i love and water all i hate (an old song about rock bottom) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

Blacked out for 3 whole days
I forgot who I was
I guess the time goes pretty fast
when your whole life’s in a rut 
Now ain’t that something
I stare at a TV screen
with no volume losing touch
of what I’m doing in this reality
We get high and have sex
does it mean anything?
I’m sorry I’m narcissistic 
it makes me pessimistic 

Cause’ I don’t
Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

(Zidale verse)

(Mmmmm)
My indecisive kills me,
guilt trip me 
until you find me guilty,
I can't cry anymore 
when I bleed 

The girl inside my dreams,
what I want don't meet my needs,
in pain, incomplete, 
stop running from me 

Wake up and pretend
I don't want love 
wanna know why 
I'm holding onto us 
gave me a hundred chances
how I manage to fuck 101 up 

Cause’ I don’t
Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

How did I get this cold?
How did I get this numb?
How did I get this cold?
How did I get this numb?

idk (how did i get this cold) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

I hope you believe in me
I hope you meant everything you said to me I
think about it
on the regular
I’m not the man I used to be

Spin the wheel I spin the cap
my wool has never looked this black
I don’t mean to be angry all the time
you can see the flames inside my eyes 

I push everyone I love away I’m working on it
the emptiness of loss has left me so exhausted

Max you’re back on pills you’re doing everything you said you wouldn’t 
I close my eyes at night for glimpses
I plan to change this person i’ve become

Orange bottles take a swim
these blue-ish pebbles made me dim
I killed my past self but he follows
I hate change it’s hard swallow

So my trust is broke
I laugh you get so annoyed 
I don’t know how to act my age
or how to tell what’s right from wrong

For a while i was scared of being
myself cause I’m not so sure
Of what’s real cause the past betrayed me
I try hard to drown the noise 

I push everyone I love away I’m working on it
the emptiness of loss has left me so exhausted

Stay
far away
as far can be
I’ll be fine just set me free
I’ve dealt with you I’ve dealt with pain
I’ve had enough you’re not my shadow
so quit standing in the way

Max you’re back on pills you’re doing everything you said you wouldn’t 
I close my eyes at night for glimpses
I plan to change this person i’ve become

Orange bottles take a swim
these blue-ish pebbles made me dim
I killed my past self but he follows
I hate change it’s hard swallow

max is back on the bercs (you're not my shadow)

Lyrics:

You don’t give a damn
You think I’m a joke
You don’t give a fuck
Forget it!

Yeah!
Yeah!

I went and got a job now
Still got no car
But I’m doing better 
My viper
Yeah!
Yeah!
My baby

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She said I’m useless
I don’t know much I just know I’m thru this

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She say I’m useless
She say I’m useless

Woah!
Woah!
Woah!
Yeah!

I heard you got a new boy
I heard he sells cocaine and Xanax
Big money for you then
all you ever wanted darling

I signed up for rehab
I’m taking notes on all of my mistakes
I know you never really cared
I know it wasn’t meant to be

You wanted everything I wasn’t
now I’m just another prick
Maybe you’ll miss me when you’re sober
and he turns into a dick

Woah!
Woah!
Woah!
Yeah!

Woah!
Woah!
Woah!
Yeah!

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She said I’m useless
I don’t know much I just know I’m thru this

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She say I’m useless
She say I’m useless

she said i'm a punk, she said i'm a loser (yeah!)

Lyrics: 

I was blue back then
I’m still just as sad now
just a little bit stronger
tally marked walls never say they’re sorry
no
 
I miss all my friends I miss all my girlfriends 
but I think they hate me
nobody feels what I’ve been feeling
fuck
 
I’ve been talking
to the wall by myself it mocks me
I don’t think I’ve ever been this hopeless 
I don’t think I’ve felt this lonely
in this empty bed I’m broken
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here

2 weeks now fully sober 
she don’t love me but she loves my songs tho
no more dust in my nose 
no more horns at the door
he can knock all day but I won’t go
 
Father I’ve been fighting for better
I know your’e there but it gets hard to remember
stand here with my wings all clipped
I’ve been trying to fly but it’s been taking forever
 
I’ve been talking
to the wall by myself it mocks me
I don’t think I’ve ever been this hopeless 
I don’t think I’ve felt this lonely
in this empty bed I’m broken
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here

blue (and to all the ones i love and miss, i wish you the best)

he was a punk, she was a barbie (all he ever did was sing) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

To you I’m like a marionette
but you can’t pull these strings any more

I know you like I know myself now 
I know you like I know Ohio
It’s full of half ass memories
you never fail to make me feel incomplete 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face

Blacked out by the edge,
woke up on a thread 
hold my chest,
avoid my regrets, 
roll out my bed into my head
Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Blacked out by the edge,
woke up on a thread,
up all night overthinking,
overslept 
hold my chest,
avoid my regrets, 
roll out my bed into my head

Pushing the limits 
taking off the brakes
I got road rage 
on memory lane 
I saw the devil on your face
and prayed 
this feeling of emptiness 
eats at me all day

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

I hide from my problems ignore my emotions
These fangs don’t mean anything I’m still someone

I hide from my problems ignore my emotions
These fangs don’t mean anything I’m still someone

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face

marionette (i saw the devil on your face) w/ zidale

marionette (i saw the devil on your face) w/ LONEH3ART

Lyrics:

Mom I don’t know what’s up and I think something’s deeply wrong
If you can’t tell my lips are blue I’m seizing on the floor
Call the nurses call the cops  I don’t think I’ll make it
I can’t talk and I can’t walk

I don’t feel good
and I’m not so sure anymore what to do
I don’t feel good but this is all my fault 
I did this

Hello I died
Sweet dreams I’m back in this hospital bed
Hello don’t cry
Enough is enough 
I promise I’ll change

I never thought I’d make it through 
so why the fuck am I still here
I poison everyone I care for and myself is what I fear
All this baggage that I carry doesn’t seem to go away
I’m ill from all the chemicals and I don’t know whats next for me 

I don’t feel good
and I’m not so sure anymore what to do
I don’t feel good but this is all my fault 
I did this

Hello I died
Sweet dreams I’m back in this hospital bed
Hello don’t cry
Enough is enough 
I promise I’ll change

fentanyl (hospital bed)

Lyrics:

I met you off a Xan
I’m fly like Tony Hawk
I think I’m psycho girl
I really give no fucks
it eats me
it eats me
 
I hit the gas like Chong
I look like I sell drugs
I’m still a sexy boy
but half time I’m fucking wasted
you hate this
 
Maybe if I knew how to love 
I’d be okay
maybe if I knew how to trust
I wouldn’t be this way
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta to go why is everyone watching 
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta to go why is everyone watching 

I tend to cause a scene with everything 
you should know I like attention
I can’t tell why you act so innocent 
don’t ask no stupid questions tonight
 
You’re making love to a deadman darling
the devil hasn’t been this charming before 
you won’t forget about me
you’ve never seen a zombie at all 
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta go why is everyone watching 
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta go why is everyone watching

red (deadman)

Lyrics:

Yeah we’re drunk on a Monday
alone I’m a junkie
Deny that I’m Rodrick
I’ll get it eventually 
Yes I will
You know I will

I’m the best of the worst 
in my head
The greatest and worthless
regardless
It’s all for nothing
It’s all a show

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

I broke the door again
I think I’m out of touch
This inner dialogue I’m living with
just brings me down and I wonder 
What it’s like to be normal

I’ve put a lot of thought into this
many times I’m burning the bridge
How I did I get 
so nihilistic?

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

rodrick’s diary (behind this mask)

rodrick’s diary (narcissistic personality disorder)

Lyrics:

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

Bag of weed
new Jordans
but I live at home
Better text me back or I’ll block you baby
I don’t care to lose no lady no

I’m traumatized 
undiagnosed 
unmedicated 
God knows what

We can smoke or
we can drink or
we can stress and overthink

We can vibe
and we can cry
and you can tell me all your lies

I might play a little dumb
if I’m still feeling you tonight 

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

I scare the hoes Patrick Bateman
but you know me well 
I’d do it all
I’d do it all for you
I hope you’re real I hope its true

We can crush some pills and snort them
I’m sorry you fell for him
I doodled on my face with a tattoo gun
Will you love me still the same?

We pull off unappealing 
I know you like this ghost 
cause’ you’ve been weird and I’ve been weirder since we met when we were young

I’m traumatized 
undiagnosed 
unmedicated 
God knows what

We can smoke or
we can drink or
we can stress and overthink

We can vibe
and we can cry
and you can tell me all your lies

I might play a little dumb
if I’m still feeling you tonight 

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

I scare the hoes Patrick Bateman
but you know me well 
I’d do it all
I’d do it all for you
I hope you’re real I hope its true

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

I scare the hoes Patrick Bateman
but you know me well 
I’d do it all
I’d do it all for you
I hope you’re real I hope its true

vampire (i'm the worst my love)

Lyrics:

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh shit you got suspended again?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Fast forward now I’m getting searched
I think the pigs don’t dig my swagger man
Mouths ran and I got expelled 
I really thought they had my back 

And that bitch fucked a different plug
All I wanted was a sweet I love you doll
Lil’ Johnny there’s no time for prom
Lil’ Johnny went and got arrested 

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh so you’re in jail now?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

the story of johnny (no time for prom)

Lyrics:

I’ve been under a cloud
and it just keeps on raining  
For the past three years 
I’ve been erasing history

I’m starting to act like you
the day I met your family
I’m drunk by 2 PM
My life got really funny

My baby I
don’t think you care
but I’m smiling 

Crushing M’s on the sink I’m a monster
Nodding off alone in the bathroom of the function
Everybody knows I’m a problem since I lost her 
Staring at the floor I’m a product of destruction

Lose myself in the drugs and the drinking
Laugh out loud will you cry if I go missing 
Sex with sluts they’ll be gone by the morning
I’m out of my mind I don’t know where I’m going

I hope you’re happy at the beach
Yeah!
I heard you’re hiding under palm trees
All I do is smoke weed  
Cough cough!
Keeping tabs like I’m Goldberg 

I’m a loser I’m a creep
Yeah!
I’m the scum of the earth babe
I was never that important 
But you’ll miss and want me one day

My python I
I’m still smiling

Crushing M’s on the sink I’m a monster
Nodding off alone in the bathroom of the function
Everybody knows I’m a problem since I lost her 
Staring at the floor I’m a product of destruction

Lose myself in the drugs and the drinking
Laugh out loud will you cry if I go missing 
Sex with sluts they’ll be gone by the morning
I’m out of my mind I don’t know where I’m going

Seven yercs is not a lot I said
I’m your junkie on the sidewalk beg for your attention
Seven drinks is not a lot my friend
Fake accounts I’m a weirdo tell me that you love me

Seven darts I lost my voice again
Throwing rocks at your window please don’t tell your father 
Seven lines I haven’t  slept in days
Seven girls and I still miss your face
I haven’t been felt the same

seven yercs is not a lot (bathroom of the function)

Lyrics:

I ruin it all
And you loved me anyway
I’m covered in blood
But you’re kind of into that
I still remember the night
When I blacked out on your floor
You were worried sick
We were snorting fentanyl
I’m no better

You know I still don’t know how to drive
And I’ll be 23 in June
You said your momma never liked me
And I can see why she didn’t 

Lauren
I hope you know that I loved you
Lauren
I hope you know that I’m sorry

You know I’ve never been too good
At keeping one girl at a time
I turned out like my dad
And it keeps me up at night 
Growing up I swore that I wouldn’t 
And now I’m just like him
Shallow and unfaithful
It consumes me from within

You know I’m still that boy that you knew
Maybe just a little wiser
Your momma never liked me
Well I didn’t like her anyway

Lauren
I hope you know that I loved you
Lauren
I hope you know that I’m sorry

Lauren
I hope you know that I loved you
Lauren
I hope you know that I’m sorry

a song for lauren (ruiner)

f*ckboy! (come and pass the time)

Lyrics:

She wanna party like it’s 1982
Yeah she never really gave a fuck
She taking pics for the gram again
Living life half naked

We’ve seen this all before
She just wanna be someone else
A bad past and she likes to drink
She don’t hold herself accountable 

You know you make me so mad
You know you make me feel stupid
You got no regard no one princess
no one but yourself

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

You know you’re just another brat
She like to throw that ass on OnlyFans
20 thousand men up on her Snapchat
She drop it for them dollars anytime 

I know that you’re a thot but baby damn
I never thought like this I never have 
She hit me late at night like where you at?
I know she at the plugs don’t gotta ask

I know your kind
I know you well
I’ve been around here
for quite some years

You know you make me so mad
You know you make me feel stupid
You got no regard no one princess
no one but yourself

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

party like it's '82 (modern day woman)

Lyrics:

Text me if you hear this 
Maybe we could talk again
I know there’s love beneath this
But I can’t fix myself I cant

Cheating is in my nature
I never meant to cause no harm
I hope you’re well and happy
I hope he doesn’t treat you like I have

I regret all the things I did
We got caught in the rise and fall
The day I lost my mind
Is the day we lost it all

I wish I could say i’m sorry
I wish I could say I’ve changed I’ve not
I wrote you another letter 
But love doesn’t last forever

(Wyatt verse)

If I regret all the things I said
Then why do I keep saying them?
Stop calling me baby
There’s not a way you could save me
I’ve been trying to do my best
But I push you away from me
I gotta get this off my chest
So say what you want to say to me

I regret all the things I did
We got caught in the rise and fall
The day I lost my mind
Is the day we lost it all

I wish I could say i’m sorry
I wish I could say I’ve changed I’ve not
I wrote you another letter 
But love doesn’t last forever

I regret all the things I did
We got caught in the rise and fall
The day I lost my mind
Is the day we lost it all

I wish I could say i’m sorry
I wish I could say I’ve changed I’ve not
I wrote you another letter 
But love doesn’t last forever

the last love letter (love doesn’t last forever) w/ wyatt

Lyrics:

You’re pretty clean for a corpse she said
You can sing for a deadman
I never thought I would be like this but I’ve been
hurt for quite some time
I put a pill in my drink to chill
Sometimes I get a little bit nervous
I hide a lot in these cocaine sneakers
We’ve barely scratched the surface 

It’s more than shots at the bar
I think I’m falling
You play so hard to get
But I know you’re bluffing

I Guess I’m not used to this vibe
You know you stay on my mind
I really care but it’s hard to say
You’re pretty clean a corpse she said

Now we’re both in my bed tonight
I really hope that you stay for a little bit 
Are you an angel or the devil?
I think about it as you’re smoking a cigarette
I was never quite the happy boy
Since a youngin’ I was always different
There’s a lot behind this wasted face
There’s a lot behind this man of music 

But I won’t give up
No I won’t quit
But I won’t give up
No I won’t quit

Yeah!
nananananana
Yeah!
nananananana

It’s more than shots at the bar
I think I’m falling
You play so hard to get
But I know you’re bluffing

I Guess I’m not used to this vibe
You know you stay on my mind
I really care but it’s hard to say
You’re pretty clean a corpse she said

you're pretty clean for a corpse (she said)

Lyrics:

(Oh Yeah!)
(Far Out!)
(Oh Yeah!)
(Far Out!)

Good morning 1800 bottle
My ugly friend
Stood up and threw up on the carpet
At some chick’s house

Nothing shines when you’re dim
No nothing matters at all
Same jit since grade eleven 
I got blocked so I star six seven

She don’t 
Seem too interested but still picked up 
Yeah,
She’s more 
Sober than me
And doing better it’s whatever

I get by like a Hollywood scumbag
Fake it til’ I make it baby
Pill dust on the counter I snort that
I promise I’ll be good tomorrow

Dear love you’re the drug that I’m missing
No one really seems to get me
Spending time with whoever that wants me
I try not to give a shit at all
 
Feeling like a bad exhusband 
Looking for a way to get myself back in
Lately it’s been fuck Suboxone 
Johnny hasn’t learned his lesson yet 
Like what the hell is making progress?
We started off bad and it went and got terrible 
And if I see you out with someone 
He better pray to god cuz I’mma kill him Expendables 

Baby
I’m fucking crazy
Baby
I know you miss me

Baby
I’m fucking crazy
Baby
I know you miss me
She doesn’t

I get by like a Hollywood scumbag
Fake it til’ I make it baby
Pill dust on the counter I snort that
I promise I’ll be good tomorrow

Dear love you’re the drug that I’m missing
No one really seems to get me
Spending time with whoever that wants me
I try not to give a shit at all

I get by like a Hollywood scumbag
Fake it til’ I make it baby
Pill dust on the counter I snort that
I promise I’ll be good tomorrow

Dear love you’re the drug that I’m missing
No one really seems to get me
Spending time with whoever that wants me
I try not to give a shit at all

hollywood scumbag (fake it til' i make it baby)

Lyrics:

Sometimes the stars don’t shine
And even rockets fail to fly
Happy endings ain’t so welcome 
In these streets of judgement

You’re so beat wiping tables
And those long nights
Are looking more like defeat

All those roles they cast don’t suit
I don’t see no scuffs along their boots

Spaceboy
Don’t let it hold you back
Take off
You know you’re made to fly
Living here on earth don’t match the truth
People here ain’t built the same as you

It’s such an ugly alienation 
They doubt and shame you
When your dreams get bigger 
And they don’t see your vision 
But even Skywalker felt lonely

You often wonder why
You even try anymore
You’re pushing 25
And ain’t no deals or no shows
Yet somehow you haven’t lost hope
And somehow you get up for more

They never said that it was easy
They never said you would blow
But even Presley had problems
All the greatest had lows

Spaceboy
Don’t let it hold you back
Take off
You know you’re made to fly
Living here on earth don’t match the truth
People here ain’t built the same as you

Spaceboy
Don’t let it hold you back
Take off
You know you’re made to fly
Living here on earth don’t match the truth
People here ain’t built the same as you

spaceboy (people here ain't built the same as you)

Lyrics:

You picked me up in your car
Said I’m charming for some loser I don’t really know what love is but I’m surely catching a sign

Sickly off suboxone 
You tell me that you’re 3 weeks sober
Well I don’t believe you no
No I don’t believe you at all

We’re two black holes looking
For some validation
I’ve seen a lot I’ve seen this
Yeah,
In my own frustrations

So tell me everywhere you’ve been
And tell me everything you’ve done
Tell me I need to know
Because I see myself in you

So tell me everywhere you’ve been
And tell me everything you’ve done
Tell me I need to know
Because I see myself in you

Girl I got a lot of questions
I’m itching just to get to know you yeah
10 years since I lost direction
I’ve made a lot of mistakes since way back then
We get high just to take the edge off
You’ve been up for a week amphetamines
I pop pills but I won’t forget you
5 xans for my imperfections

We’re two black holes looking
For some validation
I’ve seen a lot I’ve seen this
Yeah,
In my own frustrations

So tell me everywhere you’ve been
And tell me everything you’ve done
Tell me I need to know
Because I see myself in you

So tell me everywhere you’ve been
And tell me everything you’ve done
Tell me I need to know
Because I see myself in you

(Zidale Verse)

You picked me up in your car 
Said I 
Need to get it together
But tell me while you nodding off
And the baby cries 
Cause she can't respond

You don't pick up when I call
She back on fentanyl 
Guess she better off
Who am I to judge
Watching pills dissolve 

We’re two black holes looking
For some validation
I’ve seen a lot I’ve seen this
Yeah,
In my own frustrations

So tell me everywhere you’ve been
And tell me everything you’ve done
Tell me I need to know
Because I see myself in you

So tell me everywhere you’ve been
And tell me everything you’ve done
Tell me I need to know
Because I see myself in you

your car (i see myself In you) w/ zidale

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