DEAD YAMI MADE THE INSTRUMENTAL!!
@deadyami (deadyami)

LYRICS:
Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Pre-Verse:
I can't look people in the eyes
I know that you're sad inside
But sometimes, it's better not to cry

Verse:
My friends all call me Mary Jane
And these places always stay the same
I am not the person I used to be

When things we used to do
Is a reminder of me and you
I hope someday you'll be happy too

I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Verse 2:
My head always feels so cloudy
You would be better without me
One of those things that just don't work out

See my reflection in your eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
This is just another one of those goodbyes

This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes

Bridge:
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say... goodbye

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

Instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD2MugTYAIk

/i killed myself in january/ (demo)

intrumental by deadyami (dead yami)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nj6SKB6oPm4

LYRICS by brynn </3
CHORUS:
I HATE MYSELF
MORE THAN
YOU COULD EVER
HATE ME
MY LIFE IS
WORTHLESS
AND HAS NOTHING
LEFT FOR ME
DIG MY GRAVE
AND BURY ME
SIX FEET
UNDERGROUND
I LEFT THIS
PLACE AND I DONT
NEVER WANT TO
BE FOUND

VERSE 1:
I JUST WANNA
FEEL LOVE BUT
WITH YOU I 
FEEL SO USED
IM NOT ENOUGH
FOR YOU AND
I FUCKING SUCK
IT'S TRUE
ALL I FEEL
IS PAIN
AND I JUST WANNA
BECOME NUMB
EVERYTIME I
SPEAK I JUST
FEEL SO
FUCKING DUMB
I NEVER DO
THE RIGHT THINGS 
AND I END UP 
IN THE MUD
IM NOT WORTH
SAVING CUZ I
ALWAYS SEEM
TO FUCK UP

CHORUS:
I HATE MYSELF
MORE THAN
YOU COULD EVER
HATE ME
MY LIFE IS
WORTHLESS
AND HAS NOTHING
LEFT FOR ME
DIG MY GRAVE
AND BURY ME
SIX FEET
UNDERGROUND
I LEFT THIS
PLACE AND I DONT
EVER WANT TO
BE FOUND

VERSE 2:
PLEASE DONT GET
MAD AT ME
IM TRYING TO
MAKE YOU HAPPY
I MISS THE DAYS
WHERE I COULD
MAKE YOU SMILE
AND WE WERE LAUGHING
PLAYING WITH
MY HEART AND
I KNOW THAT SOON
THAT IT WILL BREAK
I LOOK TO YOU
AND IM SCARED OF
ALL THE THINGS
YOU'RE GONNA SAY
THERE IS NOTHING
LEFT FOR ME
IN THIS PLACE
I NEED TO LEAVE
BUT I STILL WISH
I COULD HAVE BEEN
ALL THAT YOU
WOULD EVER NEED

CHORUS:
I HATE MYSELF
MORE THAN
YOU COULD EVER
HATE ME
MY LIFE IS
WORTHLESS
AND HAS NOTHING
LEFT FOR ME
DIG MY GRAVE
AND BURY ME
SIX FEET
UNDERGROUND
I LEFT THIS
PLACE AND I DONT
NEVER WANT TO
BE FOUND

i hate myself (demo)

Lyrics:

You know you badly fucked up
When the nice guy loses his shit
You’ve awoken the demon
You turned him into this you bich

He’s fed up with
This perpetual torment
Of your rejections
No more gentleman
He’s

Schizopilled
Fucked in the head
A ticking time bomb
Who lost his meds
x2

Complicit in a society
That makes him a lonely man
Your rejection will be
The blood on your hands

Piss off the lone wolf
Until he forms a pack
And starts a beta revolt
Cause you turned his heart black
And made him

Schizopilled
Fucked in the head
A ticking time bomb
Who lost his meds
x2

(Solo)

Watch all the Chads hang
Watch all the Stacies lament
As his dark sense of humor
Has the last laugh in the end
When he’s

Schizopilled
Fucked in the head
A ticking time bomb
Who lost his meds
x2

gamer 5 (EXXXTRA SCHIZO MKULTRAPILLED EDITION)

SCHIZOPILLED (FUK'D IN THE HEAD 🤬) Demo

Lyrics:

Clock in at 9
Lunch time at 12
Seek him after hours
To escape and rebel

Through self indulgence
Through self expression
We can be just like him
Become an icon of our sins

Heavy metal and blasphemy
He’s no saint can't you see
He’s the rebel, the public enemy
That we all dream to be

Fuck the dogma
Do what thou wilt
Only if it's consentual
And no one gets hurt or killed

Sigils for show
And guns and drugs to display
We live to masquerade
As the angel that got away

Heavy metal and blasphemy
He’s no saint can't you see
He’s the rebel, the public enemy
That we all dream to be

Just one cigarette away
From my new face
To be the one outlaw
Without disgrace

I never crossed a line
Don’t have the money or the time
But if my god is right
We can be gods in our own right

(Solo)

Heavy metal and blasphemy
He’s no saint can't you see
He’s the rebel, the public enemy
That we all dream to be

The Morningstar

-REVELATIONS-

this is another demo...
mix/mastering by HDMI (@marriahcarrie)
beat by Aki (@aki33333)

lyrics:
whenever you call me,
i answer on the second ring
but as of recently,
you haven't been responding, to me

then i saw you with her, again
freeze my heart and lock it up, cryogen
then i saw you with her, again
freeze my heart and lock it up, cryogen

stars align, when butterflies
make my stomach feel sick
looking at you (looking at you)
but do you feel the same way about me too?
stars align, when butterflies
make my stomach feel sick
looking at you (looking at you)
but do you feel the same way about me too?

cross my heart and hope to die
that things will be different, this time  
the scars all over my thighs,
remind me that there's no reason, to try

then i saw you with her, again
freeze my heart and lock it up, cryogen
then i saw you with her, again
freeze my heart and lock it up, cryogen

stars align, when butterflies
make my stomach feel sick
looking at you (looking at you)
but do you feel the same way about me too?
stars align, when butterflies
make my stomach feel sick
looking at you (looking at you)
but do you feel the same way about me too?

Cryogen (prod. Aki + HDMI)

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1. The Blue 6:13	
2. Tranquilized 10:27	
3. Cheap Vodka 12:41
4. Finger Paintings Of The Insane 12:41	
5. Jezebel 18:46	
6. Scream Of The Butterfly⛤ 20:39
7. Dr. Suess Is Dead 29:54
8. Dope Fiend 35:59	
9. Toubabo Koomi	41:18
10. God Machine 46:21
11. The Mortician's Flame 51:20	
12. What Color Is Death 55:24
13. The Bones Of Baby Dolls⛥ 58:46
14. Cassie Eats Cockkaroaches 1:04:45

SCHIZOPILLED (FUK'D IN THE HEAD 🤬) Demo

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