She (H)ate me

ft. six days after christmas
mixed by @blurxy

pumpkin party

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my heart is shattered 
rotting away
turn over the mirrors i dont wanna see my face 
love in locket throw it away 
i dont wanna see ur 
body decay

decay...

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

me:
its been a few days since we talked
since u got up and left it all
im not ready to move on 
all the feelings are too strong 
remember when i saw u at the mall 

i stay up at night thinking of all the things
 we could done if u stayed 
now im up in my bedroom 
thinking about u 
thinking about how its too late  
@six-days-after-christmas:
you dont wanna call
and u dont wanna talk
its been a long time since ive seen u at all
she was all i wanted (how did ifall)
im so psychotic (im so far gone)
my hands were on your throat
passed out again on the bathroom floor
i wake up and ur gone ur Out the door
not a single text back we dont talk anymore

left it all

oh darling now your gone 
ik u feel complete and im no fun
im no fun 
but darling now ur gone 
i look at all the photos feeling dumb 
im so dumb 


remember was the first time i saw you 
your face glowed bright and i couldnt aproach u 
i still feel numb from the words that u told boo
and i dont know how i really still love u 

the things u said to me girl they hurt

now you're gone

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

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no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

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i swear it's all my fault
i cut myself when i'm alone
is there someone to help at all
i swear this is my final fall

i swear this is my fault

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42rwD_qkycY

aeter - hell

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reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x5

@copics
i can't feel a thing
tell me why i know that you wont stay
i cant leave you 
you deceive me
my hands cant stop bleeding
my heads to the ceiling
your wounds don't show
if you're alone


reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x10

if you're alone

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

sorry this is too much

lynn

w/ @six-days-after-christmas
prod us as always
i heard ur doing fine 
so i want talk to much 
wont waste ur time 
i hope u live ur life 
with happy memories
of u and i 

its just so hard for me to let go 
when i held your heart so damn close 
and now nobody wants to know 
how i feel well

you know i love you 
you know i need you so 
i wont deceive u 
girl i dont even know 

why i would trust u
i knew that you would leave
i hope u realise 
all  that u done to me

your call is still all i need
and i've been waiting quite a while for u to be
the one i'll always run to once again
the one that cant stand me 
one that hates my friends

forget what you'll do
you started nothing new
your love never left my room
its never about what i do

you know i love you

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

i tried it gets harder
yeah i been the problem
i hope you can solve it, my darling

don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
please
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
la la la la
la la la la
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
don't shoot us down  
la la la la
la la la la

inside my brain you're killing me
i'd slay them all so easily
these razor blades keep tearing me
i'd rather leave i'm so naive
it's something i couldn't believe
all of this weight you put on me
all of this weight you put on me
you put on me

don't shoot us down

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

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@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

no one liked me anyway 
take one last look at your face 
rip your heart out of its place 
now its mine all mine to take 

leave a flower at your grave 
yeah u made ur last mistake 
walk the forest in the night 
creeping up give u fright 
i will never leave you alone 
dark night of the scarecrow

She (H)ate me

kys