I love you so much pasteldrip please come back🖤

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

“yeah uh uh uh”

When I said I love you for the first time
I hadn’t really known that would be the last time
When I said I’d call you in my best times
I didn’t wanna see you in my worst times
When I said I’d hold you for the first time
I didn’t mean to drop you from my arms
When I said I trust you for the first time 
I want you to know that it came from the heart 

I don’t wanna be that far from you
I need your love and you need me too
If I’m gonna leave I’ll see you soon (what?)
I can’t go a day without seeing you
Girl I know it’s hard you but it’s hard for me, too
I’m kinda cool but I’m not that simple
I can be a pain yeah, baby I know
Take a sip of the mud and I’m gone

When I said I love you for the first time
I hadn’t really known that would be the last time
When I said I’d call you in my best times
I didn’t wanna see you in my worst times
When I said I’d hold you for the first time
I didn’t mean to drop you from my arms
When I said I trust you for the first time 
I want you to know that it came from the heart 

Girl I know it’s hard you but it’s hard for me, too
I’m kinda cool but I’m not that simple
I can be a pain yeah, baby I know
Take a sip of the mud and I’m gone
Yeah I’m gone

suisside - see you soon (prod. x10derrick)

dizzy spells (prod. pharmacy)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

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[lyrics]

i love you 

time has stopped 
but it means nothing to you
i’m afraid, 
stoned and confused
i don’t believe you
and i never do 
the things you say to me 
ill never say to you

alone it breaks,
then back to your little cage,
god was there with you 
i was there with you
there’s no way it can be saved
alone he breaks,
back to your little cage,
god was there with you
i was there with you 
there’s no way he can be saved

i love you

Listen

I love you

material girl

a suisside production (manget$u x sui love)

[lyrics] 

dirty blonde 
your eyes look just like gold 
and i would like to sing a song 
to you all night long 
and i know 
i can’t see you anymore 
i must keep you in a box
away from the world
oh noo 

and it rains so long,
in a cloudy night 
she comes in through your door
and it rains night long,
under the silver lake 
all of the bodies go

and with the owls kiss 
you can do anything  just wish 
in your fantasy 
all the dreams you had
can finally come to be

Stream

owls kiss/dirty blonde

Alternative  Rock Electronic Slow Motion Anthem  for 80s -90s lovers,  in new dress

Intro – dark ambient, slow build, distant echoes]
In the dark, an island rises,
you walk toward the lighthouse flame.
But the light has drowned in shadows,
[Bridge ]
it no longer calls your name.

[Verse – cinematic, hypnotic groove]
The sky is heavy, filled with stars,
they lead you where no path remains.
Branches reach like ancient fingers,
[Bridge ]
whispering leaves remember pain.

[Chorus – strong, melodic, deep voice with reverb]
Echoes of the island,
footsteps fading slow.
The further that you’re walking,
the less you seem to know.
[Mantra – repeated softly, layered voices]
All around… all around… all around…

[Bridge – spoken/half-sung, long poetic line, atmospheric]
And you believe it’s not the ending, but the silence stretches wider than the sea, wider than the night, wider than the memory of everything you tried to hold.

[Chorus – darker, heavier instruments, deep male vocal]
Echoes of the island,
nothing left to shout.
The more you try to follow,
the less you work it out.
[Mantra – whispered and echoing in background]
No way out… no way out… no way out…

[Instrumental intermezzo – guitars with reverb, dark synth layers]

[Chorus – final, layered vocals, emotional climax]
Echoes of the island,
shadows twist and drown.
Your voice returns in silence,
your body’s sinking down.
[Dual mantra – layered, call and response]
All around… [main vocal]
No way out… [echo vocal]
[Bridge ]
All around… [main vocal]
[Bridge ]
No way out… [echo vocal fading]

[Outro – slow fade, ambient, distant reverb]
No lighthouse in the silence,
no shoreline to defend.
The night repeats forever…
[Bridge ]
and still it never ends.

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

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