Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

So called, personality
Baby its you and me
Outta town, lets run away
I love uncertainty 
Call me lil pharmacy 

Wanna buy an m4 me
All the way from germany
Pretty soon I’ll have my way
Pretty soon I’ll dig my grave

And I’m so tired,
Is there something wrong with me?
Lets take a ride,
Baby its just you and me

Where’d the time go?
We’re having so much fun
My head hurts
from thinking way too much

Where’d the time go?
I’m having so much fun
The truth hurts
I’m thinking way too much

So called, personality 
It’s strange but made me see
That things aren’t supposed to be

dizzy spells (prod. pharmacy)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

AMERICANPORNO&CANNABISADDICT - V9 Last Recording Of Vox, Mixing Vox Cleaner - LESS SAUSAGE?

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ AMERICAN PORNOGRAPHY & CANNABIS ADDICTION (PROD. RAZEGOD)

guitar + piano by razegod
beat produced by razegod
mix + master by razegod

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/zEtvg6BIMMM

SPOTIFY PRE SAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razegod/long-day

Lyrics:

it's been a long day
it's been a long decade of long days
it's been a long day
it's been a long day
it's been a long decade of long days

it's been a long day
long day stuck in depression
the clouds feel too deep today
(i don’t know how i did it now)
no sunlight, its oppression
but no matter what I'll make my voice heard
make the best of the time that i have
strike me down but I’ll still be here
please my god, forgive me for my fear
pack your bags, we leave at midnight
there’s no place for you here anymore
no matter what I'll make my voice heard
make the best of the time that i have

no matter what please make your voice heard
make the best of the time that you have

xxx

MASTER VERSION (Long Day V2 - More Lyrics + Quantised Melody Rythms)

long day (prod. razegod)

A cosmic journey into a hidden dimension where only the few with true sight can ascend, reunite, and move beyond the limits of the human world.

Spiral of the Unseen

Einsame Glut

defilement exists because we do not know how to use the mind

Multilinear track 3/24 - Fire/Mind (Prod. Razegod)

Lyrics:
Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay
Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it (I won’t waste it)
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay

Don’t even get me to start
Two dead friends, it hit ‘em straight through the heart
Take it all back, reliving it like its art
Break a bitch down, can’t break that shit apart
I could never be what I’m not
Coals burn hot, can’t ever run out of pot
Make it all gas, no stepping down on the red
Pulling all this flesh straight outta my fleshy head

Like I had have fuckin' guessed for you
Like I had of fucking guessed it (I won't waste)
But I never really guessed, so
Take a puff, slow your brain down

You do not know how long this life is offered to you
Why wait to find eternal joy?
Do not place external goals before the practice of
Disciplining the Mind

Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay
Don’t hold on, you can’t save it
Let the Fire burn now or you’ll waste it (I won’t waste it)
When the light goes out I’ll find somewhere dark
That’s where I’ll stay

x

Fire/Mind (Prod. Razegod)

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

pasteldrip