First track I got recommended on YT, fell in love with it!

oh i might end my life before im old
no peace of mind jus like your chemicals 
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies when ya in ur zone
truth be told time flies,
truth be told time flies,
im the type to do shit on my own

i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go

i dont wanna go
id rather kill myself 
id rather burn in hell
dont ya sell ya soul
listen to yourself 
i never showed you the world

oh oh oh oh
tryna fuck with my-
oh oh oh oh 
tryna fuck with my-
oh oh oh oh 
tryna fuck with my heart
tryna fuck with my-
tryna fuck with my heart 

i dont wanna go
id rather kill myself 
id rather burn in hell
i dont wanna go
go oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh

oh i might end my life before im old
no peace of mind jus like your chemicals 
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies when ya in ur zone

i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go

i dont wanna go
id rather kill myself 
id rather burn in hell
dont ya sell ya soul
listen to yourself 
i never showed you the world

what its like to have a heart (prod. grayskies)

lyrics:
(razegod)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?

and i wonder why...
and i wonder why?
do i wanna die?
i don't wanna die, no!

and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
i don't wanna die, no!

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?

suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
i'm still afraid that i can't make a difference,
i'm still afraid that i can't...
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

i don't wanna die, no!...

Suicide Stuck (Prod. Razegod)

produced by me and raze

stream the album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17

Worst Time of My Life (w/ Razegod) [Prod. Adrian Butcher & Razegod]

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

Let me express myself for you
Cause i know how hard it can be
Sharing emotion it isn't always easy
Listen to this song when you feel lonely

When the world doesn't quite understand
When there's no one you can talk to it feels heavy again
It takes a toll when you're always a shell
It takes a toll when you can't be yourself

And i know what it's like, Take my word for it
I've been through Hell and back, But i learned from it
Take your negatives, Make something great of it
Take the loss cause you can learn from it

I mean i did
We're the same are we not
Humans with emotions and feelings
We've been through some stuff

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

When the world doesn't quite understand
When there's no one you can talk to it feels heavy again
It takes a toll when you're always a shell
It takes a toll when you can't be yourself

When the world doesn't quite understand
When there's no one you can talk to it feels heavy again
It takes a toll when you're always a shell
It takes a toll when you can't be yourself

Stream On spotify

Saviour

yeah i’m posted with the cutter
now the cutter cutting through 
yous a dead ma’ fucka
bleed out the bullets passin’ you

if i dont get my money
i’ll come for you
i love the blood
misery, misery 

ion got no type
and i put that on my life
now don’t you ever think you’re alive
cause you’re fucking dead ha!

slow death!

if i dont get my money
i’ll come for you
i love the blood
misery, misery 

ion got no type
and i put that on my life
now don’t you ever think you’re alive
cause you’re fucking dead ha!

slow death (prod. pharmacy)

Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
yeah
I hate normal people i can’t stand em’
Last night sippin’ blood,
Throwin’ tantrums
Bad bitch she a bit too dramatic 
You’re so, 
So traumatic
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Sight of you
Sight of you
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you

impaler (prod. pharmacy)

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
Don’t waste my time
Yeah 
This world means nothing to me
And that’s just how I see it

I dont wanna think
There’s blood in the sink
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I sit here on my own (all alone)
I fucking hate my phone
Now I’m off a bar
Wanna crash the car

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
yeah
This world means nothing to me yeah, yeah, 

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

kit (prod. pharmacy)

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

⸸ spotify ⸸

Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

Eternity (Country Mile Version)

Had To See You


It’s all in the basket of time
I had to see you today
Stared in your eyes for a long time
Wanted to kiss and love you 
All the while 
All the while
Meanwhile 
Life is happening outside

He didn’t marry his sweetheart 
He didn’t marry his true love
He took who was enough for real life
Now he dreams of her at night
And it feels so right 

He didn’t marry his sweetheart 
He didn’t marry his true love
He took who was enough for real life
He’s slowly sinking down 
Inside those rituals of life

It’s all in the basket of time
I had to see you today
Wanted to memorize the light in your eyes 
But I wanted to kiss you and love you 
All the while 
All the while
Meanwhile 
Life is happening outside

He didn’t marry his sweetheart 
He didn’t marry his true love
He took who was enough for real life
Now he dreams of her at night
And it feels so right 

He didn’t marry his sweetheart 
He didn’t marry his true love
He took who was enough for real life
He’s slowly sinking down 
Inside those rituals of life

impaler (prod. pharmacy)

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