beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
yeah
I hate normal people i can’t stand em’
Last night sippin’ blood,
Throwin’ tantrums
Bad bitch she a bit too dramatic 
You’re so, 
So traumatic
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Sight of you
Sight of you
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you

impaler (prod. pharmacy)

music video:
https://youtu.be/Ix29rG0ZNek

lyrics:
grow in the light
water me right
kill all the pain
washed into the rain
this trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront the pain it feels illicit
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods fate
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up?
this trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront my pain it feels holistic
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods favour
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up?
trau- trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront my pain it feels holistic
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods fate
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up?
trau-trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront my pain it feels holistic
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods favour
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up???
xxx

kill the pain (prod. baltogvcci x razegod)

RAZEGOD X MINIMUM WADE PROJECT OUT JULY

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ ...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg

lyrics:

Tryna fuckin’ stay alive
I’m just tryna stay alive…

Bring me back to the past
I can’t fucking relax
I can’t fucking relax
My dreams wake me up
Bring me back to the past
I can’t relax
I can’t find solace in my own heart
Can’t find solace in my own home
Can’t find solace in my own self
I tried to bring your body to the surface
So we could resuscitate
Sadly
The blood had already stopped pumping
Through your heart…

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside

I don’t know you, no not at all
Thought I knew you, I knew
Nothing at all…
My delusions they came to life
In my head shadows made me fight
I can’t dismiss the damage done
I can’t dismiss the damage done
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either…
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either!
I can’t let it go…
I can’t let it!-

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
(of my heart)
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
Of my heart!

xxx

...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

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Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

Yeah
Singing a song
Singing the song
Who could know?
Some come to go
So I'm singing the song
I'm singing the song
Singing a song
Where I belong

Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for you
Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for

You

Outta pocket only got heavy antics
Levitate things with my brain a romantic
Last I've seen your face in photograph
I myself always hated my own photographs
Number every breath till last sheep hit the fence
Med'd up depressed people are unbearable
When I get the faith I'll destroy the whole mountain
Near death count kinda fun if you're into that

Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for you
Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for
Baby you should know it's you
Baby you should've known it's you
Couldn't do a thing for you
But I'd go through hell for you

impaler (prod. pharmacy)

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