Music Video
https://youtu.be/eb7Oc87vnFM

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
https://soundcloud.com/prod-by-neetro

Lyrics

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Everyday
Feel the same
Existential dread got me in waves

Break the lane
I can't relate
To all you motherfucking fakes

I feel like I'm alone today
So I just sit down and create
Distracting me from all the pain
Bitch this my fucking therapy

I cut my face it doesn't matter
Fresh meat served on a platter
Kill me while there's some laughter
Don't make me start again
Don't make me start again
This bitch is not my friend
And time and time again i forget who i am

I don't have a real name
And neither do you
All creation
Will end soon too
Will end soon too
Like me and you
I'm such a fucking fool
For falling for you

All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands
All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Fuck fame bitch
I value friendship
Ain't get here
Alone its a lesson
Don't take no people for granted
Bitch I can sense it, hatred you fake shit

I'm with the team we gun make it
All love so fuck all your lame shit
I'm faded with all my friends bitch
Creating some daydreams
I'm manifesting

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

Creation

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Creation w/ ⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ (neet.ro) [Music Video ↓]

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ wdym? (Prod. Minimum Wade X Solsa)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg
prod. @sol-filshie
https://www.instagram.com/solsa.cum/
lyrics:
I never know how to say what I really mean…

I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say
I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say, I can never say
I can never say…

It really never hit me until the point I had to lock down
Shadows casting dread
Side-step them to the point I trip myself
Stand up!
Joints all up in my digits help me feel myself
Thoughts dance in my head
Even saying that’s incorrect
I can’t analyse my stupid riddle ass God complex
Yeah I’m a schizo that’s okay…

I wish I could see the light and I still do
(if you say so - don’t say so - i say so)
Darling I don’t feel the same and I don’t know why…

Remember I can’t forget
Still living on in my head
Remember I can’t forget
Still living on in my head
We said we’d never lose our love
But was it ever really our love?
I really had to eat my ignorance
Don’t ru-u-u-u-un away from me

I never know how to say what I really mean
I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
I can never say…

xxx

wdym? (Prod. Minimum Wade X Solsa)

Falling / Apart

⚬ CIRRUS ATOP SKY PILLAR, EXISTENTIAL RAINS ✝︎
ALBUM OUT MAY 6TH - livestream premiere youtu.be/N4ikk2EDYaM

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ x LURK - Gravity/Гравітація (Prod. Guda)
visualiser - https://youtu.be/OpOaJKphclA
LURK @evil-lurks-within-us-all
https://www.instagram.com/everyonehateslurk/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4xWa4k84QliHnu6XzdJeSN
Produced by Guda
https://www.instagram.com/prod.guda

raze insta: @lildurt96 www.instagram.com/lildurt96/

lyrics:
(Lurk)
when we're done
we'll be flying past the moon
spending lightyears just
watching it come crashing down
it changed me to my core and
bursting into
a supernova
(Razegod)
have to know your name
i have to know your name
i-
This gravity I feel is way to strong
This si-silent ocean has held me to long
I have to know your name
I have to know your name
I have to know your name
I have to know your name, i-
i-
This gravity I feel is way to strong
way to strong
This silent ocean has held me to long
Where did I go wrong?
Where-where did I go wrong?
Where-where did I go wrong?
Come crashing down...
(sample)
It reminds me of my house…
I don’t know
On one hand, I want to go home.
On the other, I don’t.
It reminds me of a lot of things
They say a child takes after its mother
I’m my mother’s son
I can’t change myself...
(Lurk)
when we're done
we'll be flying past the moon
spending lightyears just
watching it come crashing down
it changed me to my core and
bursting into
a supernova
(Razegod)
When it feels like this
I might die without
You in my arms
You in my heart
The sun is still shining
Theres a better life
a better life for this son of mine
i-
This gravity I feel is way to strong
This si-silent ocean has held me to long
I have to know your name
I have to know your name
I have to know your name
I have to know your name, i-
i-
This gravity I feel is way to strong
way to strong
This silent ocean has held me to long
Where did I go wrong?
Where-where did I go wrong?
Where-where did I go wrong?
Come crashing down...
(sample)
You can change yourself
You just need to want to change
You can change anything in your life,
If you want to
But if you don’t want to change
You’ll end up nowhere
xxx

Gravity/Гравітація w/ LURK [prod. guda]

Won’t face what I feel inside
My hands are covered in blood
Fears the worst part of love
I fear I’m never enough

Look in my eyes and 
Tell me it’s alright 
Beautiful light
Want it to be all mine

To be so wrong
Never felt this right 
Can’t pretend 
That I would fall in line

Take your time I know it’s hard
Good things always fall apart
How can I see when it’s dark
My fantasy won’t go far

Look in my eyes and 
Tell me it’s alright 
Beautiful light
Want it to be all mine

To be so wrong
Never felt this right 
Can’t pretend 
That I would fall in line

Good Things

comforting

written/performed/produced by sepha.
________
Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

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Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

https://youtu.be/F11jkEVJDiw?si=TU1w9T6RTuaWf-NJ

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
prod (sxzu x lavender txwn)

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Love yourself
Love your neighbor
That’s on cult not no crusaders
Do your best to be kind
For yourself, you’ll find it better

Know you matter
Fuck the phonies
Got the cult behind me
Homies
See the greatness
In each other
Cuz the devil just a vessel
Yuh

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

She speaks so sweet
And I have no words
To give to her speech
Silence her curse

Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind
Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind

Take my hand,
Don’t let me die alone
In my head there’s life that you don’t know…

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Fallen Angels

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

Fallen Angels w/ RAZEGOD [Music Video ↓]

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