Music Video
https://youtu.be/eb7Oc87vnFM

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
https://soundcloud.com/prod-by-neetro

Lyrics

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Everyday
Feel the same
Existential dread got me in waves

Break the lane
I can't relate
To all you motherfucking fakes

I feel like I'm alone today
So I just sit down and create
Distracting me from all the pain
Bitch this my fucking therapy

I cut my face it doesn't matter
Fresh meat served on a platter
Kill me while there's some laughter
Don't make me start again
Don't make me start again
This bitch is not my friend
And time and time again i forget who i am

I don't have a real name
And neither do you
All creation
Will end soon too
Will end soon too
Like me and you
I'm such a fucking fool
For falling for you

All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands
All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Fuck fame bitch
I value friendship
Ain't get here
Alone its a lesson
Don't take no people for granted
Bitch I can sense it, hatred you fake shit

I'm with the team we gun make it
All love so fuck all your lame shit
I'm faded with all my friends bitch
Creating some daydreams
I'm manifesting

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

Creation

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Creation w/ ⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ (neet.ro) [Music Video ↓]

@burgosmusic

lyrics:

(burgos)
In my mind I'm losing everything...
Rolling round
can't go to sleep
feel strange at night
yeah
Hold me down
I'm going in
gun kinda light
yeah
I ain't seen her
she don't talk to me
yeah, yeah
She think I'm weird, probably
yeah, yeah
Rolling round
can't go to sleep
feel strange at night
Hold me down
I'm going in
gun kinda light
I ain't seen her
she don't talk to me
She think I'm weird, probably
yeah
In my mind I'm losing everything
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
yeah yeah yeah
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?

(raze)
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me
Too many things that it could possibly be
I can't go too long without smoking some weed
I guess there's never any forest without the trees
Who was I to think that you and I could be?
Stranded by the growth, I think I should have seen
When you were the one, when you were the one
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me...
Who am I to fucking judge anyone?
The life you live could have been anyone's
Still I sit expecting you to change?
Hyper critical hypocrite oh is it?
Who am I to be judging anyone?
Who am I to be judging anyone?
Who am I to be judging anyone?
Who am I to be judging anyone?

(burgos)
Rolling round
can't go to sleep
feel strange at night
yeah
Hold me down
I'm going in
gun kinda light
yeah
I ain't seen her
she don't talk to me
yeah, yeah
She think I'm weird, probably
In my mind I'm losing everything
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
yeah yeah yeah
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?

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Wtf Is Wrong At 124bpm V4 - Slowed Down 32bit

wtf is wrong? w/ Burgos

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

Produced By. LMGMADEIT
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

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Taboo

Lyrics:

Perfect fantasy
Lead you by deceit
Sat down by the stream
Fish swam by our feet
Took you by surprise
This isn’t my first time
Look me in my eyes
Said speak what’s on your mind...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own
‘Cos everyone and everything are yours
And yours alone

Perfect fantasy
This time by the trees
Sweat drips down my neck
Sun beams through the leaves
I whisper my intent
You shiver to the breeze
Death wish to be content
It’s just my disease...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own
‘Cos everyone and everything are yours
And yours alone

Perfect fantasy
She was number three
Forever topped my list
But I never felt her breathe
Watched you through the window
You couldn’t see my face
Kept myself secluded
Still lacking in faith...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own

Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy

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⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ PERFECT FANTASY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

Prod. Sixthells & mossback
https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

SIXTHELLS x $LOTHBOI - PAYLOAD

Split

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Split w/ Whxami

i fell in love with a fucking clanker

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

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creation for creations sake