Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

Kidz With Problems ft. Madkelly, Killvein

SKINWALKER (prod. heffy)

dizzy spells (prod. pharmacy)

toyed with

Where’s my motivation?
Just another ma’fucka gon’ die in the pavement
You’re so fuckin’ average 
Bitch you ain’t got no life and nothing’s gon’ change it

Ma’fuckas wanna fly like me
Ma’fuckas wanna die like me
Got gleam up in the eye like me
Like me, like me, you’re such a motivation

Ma’fuckas wanna fly like me
Ma’fuckas wanna die like me
Got gleam up in the eye like me
Like me, like me, you’re such a motivation

Yeah,
Like me, like me, you’re such a motivation
Yeah,
Like me, like me, you’re such a motivation

Got a bad kick got no plan ain’t no superman 
You could beat each other up but nothing’s ever changing 
Ion give a fuck, bout no punk, in a lucid dream
I could see the love is just to keep ya medicated 

Like me 
Like me

1234

Ma’fuckas wanna fly like me
Ma’fuckas wanna die like me
Got gleam up in the eye like me
Like me, like me, you’re such a motivation

lovely way to perish (prod. pharmacy)

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
Don’t waste my time
Yeah 
This world means nothing to me
And that’s just how I see it

I dont wanna think
There’s blood in the sink
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I sit here on my own (all alone)
I fucking hate my phone
Now I’m off a bar
Wanna crash the car

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
yeah
This world means nothing to me yeah, yeah, 

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

kit (prod. pharmacy)

pasteldrip - skully

a suisside production

https://www.instagram.com/suissidee

listen on spotify

https://open.spotify.com/track/5OlcjksWesOlerIiXjVbDv?si=66d0709f324f4ca6
www.instagram.com/suissidee/

[lyrics]

Darling, hold me close
I shouldn't let it go
I shouldn't let it go
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
They're setting off the

Atom bomb beneath your home
Atom bomb beneath your home
Oh oh
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
My soul

I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
At times
I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
At times
I don't like to
But i hurt
Myself
Sometimes
I don't want to
Harm myself
It hurts
But that's the only way
I know to reach the heart

Darling, hold me close
I shouldn't let it go
I shouldn't let it go
I stared into the celling and fell to the floor
I should've let it go
I should've let it go

Desiccate
Deciding where to lay
Oh oh
Dissipate
My soul

I crumble and break down
Into millions of pieces
I break down
Into millions of pieces

Darling
Darling
Hold tight
By your side

post meridiem inception

ARBOU-Mama said  [DARK NATURE CONCEPT]

I’ve found it’s best if I just stay right here all by myself 
Can’t talk to people because they’re where disappointment dwells 
I don’t do anything but shut out all my fucking friends 
I ask myself "was this all worth it in the fucking end?" 

It never goes away 

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 


Lay on the floor where I can daydream my whole life away 
It seems that fading out for hours is my only escape 
I don’t get how I ever made myself to be this way 
And I can’t sleep I think this sickness took my happy place 

It took my happy place 
Burning every bridge away 
Like nothing ever changed 
No ones round to feel my pain 

It never goes away

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 

Tired of looking for ways out 
I want it all out my face now 
I think I’m starting to phase out 
It’s getting worse every day now 
Please get me out of this place 
Can’t keep my head fucking straight
I don’t like being this way 
I don’t like being this way

I wanna break 
I wanna go 
Fuck I dont even feel safe in my home 
Paranoid somethings gon break out the fold 
If it keeps building up I’m gonna blow