This is the song that introduced me to Pasteldrip... now I can't stop listening

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

YUNG GOTHIC FREAK (PROD. MANGET$U)

eyes fading 
now my mindset, screaming c’mon 
unfocused now my faces going numb
pissed off there’s no chance I got
cause my mindset aint the same as back then

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today (x4)

i wanna run away
i wanna run away
i wanna run away
from this place

wanna take this knife
lemme lose my mind
baby that’s my life
takin’ drugs every night
imma mind my time
imma cross my line 
in a world with the sky’
dead by design 
ay

don't know what to do
nothing left to do 
i just need a slate
yeah
on my mind wonder why 
life a roller coaster 
better make the most yeah

i hate the world,
and everyone in it
just go away

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same
but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today (x4)

i hate the world, and everyone in it (prod. grayskies)

Dead personality
I'm off the drugs no I don't feel like me
That bitch don't fuck with me
I keep a blade inside my plain white tee

Let's kill the sensitive people
Watch em' hang down from their gallows
Let's send em' to hell!
Oh well!
Farewell!
I'll see
You in hell!

Ha ha you're dead
I'm so damn happy
That you're fucking gone
This is your song
Yeah!

Don't you mention it
Decisions über alles sent
To manage your frustrations

Ain't no purpose yet
The fiction's only there to keep
You taking your prescriptions, alright

Let's kill the sensitive people
Watch em' hang down from their gallows
Let's send em' to hell!
Oh well!
Farewell!
I'll see
You in hell!

Dead personality
I'm off the drugs no I don't feel like me, yeah
That bitch don't fuck with me
I keep a blade inside my plain white tee

gallows! (prod. pharmacy)

beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

wish i gave a fuck, no i dont care (prod. manget$u)

Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
yeah
I hate normal people i can’t stand em’
Last night sippin’ blood,
Throwin’ tantrums
Bad bitch she a bit too dramatic 
You’re so, 
So traumatic
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Sight of you
Sight of you
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you

impaler (prod. pharmacy)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
Don’t waste my time
Yeah 
This world means nothing to me
And that’s just how I see it

I dont wanna think
There’s blood in the sink
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I sit here on my own (all alone)
I fucking hate my phone
Now I’m off a bar
Wanna crash the car

Wake up u drunk ma’fucker
yeah
This world means nothing to me yeah, yeah, 

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

kit (prod. pharmacy)

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

vultures eat us all the same (prod. pharmacy)

(prod. ERLAX)
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This is my depression 
All the walls are caving in
How am I so useless?
You’re so wrong to envy me

Worthless imperfections
We all bleed black from within
Let’s bomb Massachusetts 
I love the way they run from me

Pistolwhip authority
The false hypocrisy
You don’t give a fuck 
about the things you always preach
Passion in your eyes, though you’re writing our demise, 
I don’t care about your lies, you’re the type that I despise 

Truth is I don’t give a fuck
Close my eyes and join the club
I feel like just giving up
This life sucks I’ve had enough 

This is my depression 
All the walls are caving in
How am I so useless?
You’re so wrong to envy me

Worthless imperfections
We all bleed black from within
Let’s bomb Massachusetts 
I love the way they run from me

Truth is I don’t give a fuck
Close my eyes and join the club
I feel like just giving up
This life sucks I’ve had enough 

This life sucks I’ve had enough
I feel like just giving up
This life sucks I’ve had enough
I feel like just giving up
I feel like just giving up

pistolwhip! (prod. ERLAX)

prod. manget$u


I’ll hate you till the end of time
Siphon my blood and say you’re mine
I swear you’re all my enemy 
I hate the world, lets say goodbye 

Goodbye

Im the king, I’m the king of retribution 
Imma start, imma start a revolution 
Tell all my friends, and all my family that this is the end of the world

I’m off the wall, now I’m running outta patience,
I’ll never fall, for your false communication
Nevermind you can’t fix the situation 
Inside our mind call it Californication

pistolwhip! (prod. ERLAX)

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