Why is everybody hating on me just for listening to this type of genre? Plz answer me 🥺 it's way better if you play it in the shuffle mode 😁

No, I swear, I'm not a loser, I just like this type of music🥺

martyr

Pootis 2

Copy of No, I swear, I'm not a loser, I just like this type of music🥺

Tr5hw

I'm not a loser

cool video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNqDD_OuhlA

hey dad I made new friends 
follow me on instagram
do you have some cash to spend
check out my onlyfans
getting good at sucking dick
selling off some feet pics
in an open ended relationship
when youre simping way too much
addicted to being in love
and youre sad and youve had enough
you gotta stop and chad up
or pretend youre something youre not 
its something that you do alot
spend all your money on ethots

im one of those stupid girls
infiltrating your subculture
i dont have any self esteem
you can shut up and pay attention to me

when you dont have anything to loose
dont ever try to think it through
she finally wants you
like she was supposed to
this is how you deal with it 
even though you feel like shit
a self delusional pay pig

Resist Succubi

One of the many songs made by polaventris in the game my summer car (credits to edgaric7777 on yt)

Polaventris - Kiuas

My side of the 4 way split with The Personification Of Pleasure, Steven Seagal, and Fuppa Goddess 🦠 

Full split on Bandcamp: https://emivarecords.bandcamp.com/album/er141-a-grand-gathering-of-deceased-scoundrels

Having Unprotected Anal Sex With A Decapitated Cadaver On The Alter Of God

you WILL delete discord
you WILL stop being a pedophile

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

Made by @loser64
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwRFUgELj5g_na3ZMQKbtaQ

Another Friday night
On the clock again 
Who the hell gets Wendy’s at 1 AM?
You’re all out with your friends 
and you’re having fun
I’m serving up slop ‘till the night is done

I take it day by day
But it’s passing me by
I know I could’ve been more
I know I’m wasting my time
This all sucks, (I’m) out of luck
And when I reach the end
Go home, sleep it off
Then I do it again
(shit)

E-CEL Motel: Wagiecore

Night Shift Wagiecore

please give me a follow 🥺

I mixed it with 2 different songs. By the same artist. because I didn't find the original full song of it. gave it a remaster. 😁 

All credit goes to the original artists. I'm not the original artist

Fried by fluoride - Drain you (nirvana cover) V1

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

"Car Culture is a fake bootleg album made by Polaventris in March 10th 2006. The album has 11 songs. The songs are Kesä Utare, Keski Utare, Kiuas, Kiuas 2, Klapi, Klapi 3, Kuilu 2, Nakutus Utare, Nassu Utare, Pyhä Utare, and Transsi Utare."

(BONUS SONGS ADDED FROM OTHER POLAVENTRIS PROJECTS BY ME)

Kiuas - Polaventris

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

Curta'n Wall -  norman keep

Curta'n Wall - oubliette

</3

Ghost me, O-M-G
Bitches want to know me
L-O-L, I'm laughing at you, homie
Oh no, who's he? Sorry that I'm nosy
K-Y-S, does he know that you're with me?
F-M-L but I guess you don't care though
S-O-S 'cause I think I really need help
K-M-S 'cause I can't stand this hell
Yeah, 'cause I think I'm gonna kill myself


h4rtbrkr cover


bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/
www.instagram.com/busheddeath/

I Hate You

things are finally looking up for me
so i don't know
why im drowning in my misery
all my life 
i thought things could change
but now it seems
i will always feel this way

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

if it doesn't get better what's the point
living a life i can't rejoice
always pissed off or annoyed
now my life is so destroyed
it's ok though
but it's really not
lost my mind and
i lost the plot 

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

it'll never end

<33

I don't have time to post,
I'm sorry its not my fault
I hope you still like me,
I only want to bleed

I can't make music now,
Because I have no time
Its all about exams,
Its all about my life

I want to go outside,
And finaly meet my friends
I hope she will be mine,
She hopes I will be dead

Should I ask her out?
Or should I just be dead
Her style is so sick,
Her blue hair makes me feel weak

I'm scared of everyone,
I love her so much
I'm gonna fail my class,
Because of her

I send her funny pictures,
She see me as an stranger
God, she don't even like me,
I'm so stupid

I'M GONNA SLIT MY WRIST,
BECAUSE NOBODY CARES
I'M SO HOPELESS NOW,
Ehh not again

TOO MUCH PAIN IN MY LIFE,
I SEE HER AS AN STAR
SHE HATES ME TOUGH,
...Nevermind


prod. deadyami
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/
www.instagram.com/busheddeath/

I'm Sorry I Don't Have Time To Make Music

(I fucking hate the lyrics to this song)

Every smile that you fake makes me cry
Ran out of tears to try
Said goodbye but you're still on my mind
Every thought pulls me back to that time 

Oh, you know, you know, all I do is just for you
Oh I know, I know, everything is fucking screwed
Stay still, don't move 
Close your eyes we'll have a good time
 Good time
Just let it fly by

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

What's the time?
I'm waiting for your reply
It's so dark out
I can't even see the lights 
What's all this fuss about
Why are you like this now
Please can you cut this out
Why are you like this now

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time


time?

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo wilow cover

I'm not incelcore and
I can’t feel anymore, I've
Been super numb since
I turned twenty-four, and
Ever since that time, it's
Been a fucking lie, all
Of the fucking cries for
Help, you said that you would die
And it's not fun to go out anymore
And it's not fun to go out
I just shot my brains
Are you feeling okay?


im not incelcore

baxk to square one




hey
i want you
i need you 
cant wait to tell you
hey
i love you
i had you
why are you still leaving

hey
why are you the one whos gone
hey
i guess im the dork you called
i
i just want you to come back
i
i just miss the way you laugh

3 hours 
i had you
3 hours
we talked to
eachother
for hours
3 hours
forever

dork

I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover)

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

paste is not a band
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