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martyr

Good 4 Nothing (Demo)

finally an og song

Im so sad
I told myself that this year I'll be better
im so sad
everything just goes wrong

alone on christmas
alone on christmas
alone on christmas
i though that this year ill be happy

alone on christmas
alone on christmas
alone on christmas
but i am all alone

santa claus 
lied to me
i wished that I were happy
but of course it doesnt happen

alone on christmas
alone on christmas
alone on christmas
i though that this year ill be happy

alone on christmas
alone on christmas
alone on christmas
but i am all alone

alone on christmas
alone on christmas
alone on christmas
i though that this year ill be someone else
but im still the same 


Alone on Christmas [DEMO]

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
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Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
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Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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Running Away

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

who are you - saga faye

Window Up Above (George Jones Cover)

trying some new stuff


another
heartbreak
wont even
see me
i know that
its true
dont even
know you

and i wont be there
to see you i dont care
and through all the doubt
i hate that its out
and i wont be there
to see you i dont care
and through all the doubt
i dont need you now



convincing myself

Can someone tell me why I am so scared
I think for I am is what I declare
I took to him much better than her
She asked me what I thought but I just didn't care

Snot Girls!
There's something so wrong
Snot Girls!
The fucks up with you?
Snot Girls!
You waited so long
Snot Girls!
It's not up for dispute

I couldn't look at him he could see it in my eyes
That must be how it feels when you're about to die
When I talk to my family I feel the need to lie
I'll take it to my grave I really love -

Snot Girls!
There's something so wrong
Snot Girls!
The fucks up with you?
Snot Girls!
You waited so long
Snot Girls!
It's not up for dispute

I wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night
I feel like vomiting and it don't feel right
My insides are screaming shouting and fearing
That if I'm not careful I'll live on through spite

Snot Girls!
I'm so far beyond help
Snot Girls!
Feels so good to be bad
Snot Girls!
Get rid of myself
Snot Girls!
You can call me a fag
Snot Girls!
You're the worst of the worst
Snot Girls!
why can't we get along
Snot Girls! 
He didn't rehearse
Snot Girls!
Now it's all gone so wrong

Snot Girls!
Snot Girls!
Snot Girls!
Snot Girls!

snotgurls

you were talking about me you were so obsessed
back then times were different compare to now
when i still had friends and i still had you
But all of that is gone and im on the end of the road now

having the gun so close to my head, quick and easy
while this is happening you think, this is all fake
and as my brains splatter around the room, you see blood now

and you think to yourself man, he has nice effects
You ask out for me to stand back up once again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've been in call with a human body

and i wish i can go back, to warn you before hand
but its too late now, im dead at 16
i wish i could've lived, up to 17
but now my parents have to set a funeral date

and you ask yourself dude, he hasn't even moved
You call out loud for me to stand back up again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've seen a teen suicide

you were so obsessed before, what happen to that time?
now im just fading away, from your forgetful mind
its better to burn out rather then to fade away, that's what kurt once said
but now my lifeless soul lays down, finally found peace

Teenage Suicide

follow my nigga @retardead69
more stuff coming mid april

burn and die (retardead cover)

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

the C enjoyer

[verso 1, guitarra + voz]
You live stressed everyday
You write code that you don't like
Your wife cheats on you with your boss
Bootlicking to keep employed
The whole time you're just debugging

[coro]
uh uh
unemployed, programmer
uh uh
i code with a hammer
uh uh
youre a slave and im not
all the nicotine you smoke cant replace the fact (your life is shit)

[insturmental corto]

[verso2]
I code with one hand in my balls
While you sleep im still awake
My family calls me a lazy
But I code just when I want
I'll teach your son how to smoke crack

[coro]
uh uh
unemployed, programmer
uh uh
i code with a hammer
uh uh
youre a slave and im not
all the nicotine you smoke cant replace the fact (your life is shit)

[insturmental mas largo]
[coro]
uh uh
unemployed, programmer
uh uh
i code with a hammer
uh uh
youre a slave and im not
all the nicotine you smoke cant replace the fact (your life is shit)
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You're a slave and I'm not™ mark belongs to Preripped

unemployed programmer

music video https://youtu.be/C6fJjIwXA9U?si=dmcEKZ8abN8Eem5z
spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/1qe5pnoZDpFYngWbhrstvi?si=fdec3d9e5f8e473d

I fear a raving flame never lasts
And so with the ticking time that we have
And before we extinguish,
Let me love you

I want to thank you 
For taking the time here to wonder why I deserve you
I'll lead you, by you taking my hand in love
Oh god, I won't hurt you

Have you ever loved me before?
When you're daydreaming..
Thinking of our love?
I think I'm the nameless face in your head

And if I'm the face, then let's make it last
For as long as the time that we have 
And all the moaning and wishing for a maiden lover..
All ends if you look at me

But don't look too much
'Cause we're young and loud 
And boredom manifests into the nature of our love
And how I feel about how..

*produced by thomasp
*fifth song written for brontë

Never Lasts

prod. NIGHTDRESS

I hate them groupie hoes, it’s a plague
I hate them groupie hoes, it’s a plague
Lie to my face
You’re not who you want to be
It’s your only escape
To leech off of those close to me
I hate them groupie hoes, it’s a plague
With stupid rules, it’s a game
I hate them groupie hoes, you’re insane
Hoping that you’ll make it big just so we’ll know your name
I hate them groupie hoes, famous by association
And i know what you crave, you want this validation

Lie to my face, you’re not who you want to be
It’s your only escape, to lack originality
I hate them groupie hoes, all the same
Finding the difference it takes for yourself to be great
Go on about your ‘2man’ goals, but you STANK
And it’s only the bums on your street that know you by your face
Make your mistakes
Cuz you’re not where you wanna be
It’s your only escape, to leech off of those close to me

GROUPIE HOES

Schizo

a shitty acoustic cover of "2017" by nameforgetter

intro: A...C#m...A...C#m...Cm...Bm...D...Dm

A........C#m
I am happy
A.......C#m...Cm....Bm
I am happy to be sad
Bm ...........................................................D.............Dm
I've given up on trying to make you understand

A...........C#m
I am sincere
A...........C#m.....Cm.......Bm
I am sincerely full of crap
Bm...........................................................D.................Dm
When the irony ceases to help me cope with that

A......................C#m
All I make is noise
A........................C#m........Cm........Bm
Trying to express my point of view
Bm.........................................................D....................Dm
Empty words reverberate on nothing in this world

A..........................C#m
I speak into the void
A...............C#m........Cm........Bm
Curses to use against my soul
Bm..............................................D.............Dm
Echos to the eschaton forever to be told

A........F#m..D..........Bm
My oh my, why can't I
A.................F#m...D........Bm
change my life, valentine?

(cancer on society
caustic instability
crass insensitivity
product of modernity)

outro: D...Dm.... (A)

valentine (demo)

paste is not a band
pasteluengas@mail2tor.com
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Sfl130tVdc2ZyQqta3jgS