A Love Letter To You 5

Trip McKnight

Surreal

Helicopter

Say Hey To The Devil

2 Years later, many moons, many moods, much life later.  Birds & Spirits, we hope you enjoy, keep it cool playa. Shoutout my twin. Gho$t where are we?

The Riddler (Gho$t x Santone)

Throw Back Yurk Ft.Jayawya (prod.aiden)

[Verse 1]
I’ve been tryna calm my mind but the past keep hittin back (hittin back)
Think I’m finally movin on then it pulls me off the track (off the track yeah)
Tryna live inside the moment but my memories attack
Like they waitin round the corner just to sneak up from the back (from the back)

Every day I wake up thinkin I should check my phone
But that’s how I lose the moment I ain’t tryna live on scroll (nah)
I been sittin with myself I been tryna take control
Of the thoughts I keep suppressin of the feelings I don’t show (real talk)

Yeah I learned the present tense is the only thing that’s real
Yesterday can’t hurt me if I’m learnin how to heal (if I’m heal’n)
Tomorrow too uncertain I ain’t fightin for the wheel
I just breathe let it go trust the universe to deal (trust it)

Used to chase love chase pain chase closure (closure)
Now I’m chasin inner peace tryin not to look over my shoulder (nope)
Keep my heart tucked tight yeah I’m learnin to stay sober
From the highs and lows when it’s real it gets slower (gets slower)

[Pre-Chorus]

I been workin on the parts of me I never understood (never did)
I gotta be there more often like I promised that I would (that I would oooh)
And I’m learnin’ peace ain’t somethin you can chase or force to stay
It shows up the minute that you breathe the fear away (woah)

[Chorus]

Loving right now I’m not the same (not the same)
Used to drown in my thoughts but I’m done with the pain (done with the pain)
I found me in the silence in the breath in the noise
I finally found my voice… yeah I finally found my voice

I’m livin’ right now lettin go of the chains (let ‘em go)
No more fightin old stories livin rent-free in my brain (yeah)
Now I’m movin peaceful had to quiet all the noise
I finally found my voice… yeah I finally found my voice (my voice, ayy)

[Verse 2]

I used to live in my head man I swear it felt like prison (felt like)
Every thought was like a sentence every memory a decision (yeah)
Tryna fix what wasn’t broken tryna rewrite my collisions
Now I’m lettin go the pressure I ain’t chasin any vision (nah)

I been learnin how to breathe without rushin to the next
Tryna feel my feet planted not the ghost of my regrets (stay grounded)
Every moment that I wasted tryin to fix what left a mess
Was a moment I could’ve lived could’ve loved could’ve blessed

People ride for the highs disappear for the lows (facts)
I used to take it personal now I see that’s how it goes (it is)
Everybody on a journey that nobody really knows
Some stay some fade that’s the way the river flows (river flows)

Now I’m walkin through the moment like I’m finally awake
Feelin all the little things I used to throw away
Like the way the sunlight hit me or the breath I didn’t take
Or the way my heartbeat slows when I’m givin myself grace

And the world might pull me back but I’m done with that fight
I ain’t livin in the shadows of a past that ain’t right
I been grounded in the present I see everything in sight
This the first time in my life everything feels… light

[Pre-Chorus]

I been workin on the parts of me that never got a lot (never got it)
Learnin presence ain’t a place it’s a feelin’ comin up (comin' up)
And I’m finally understandin everything I need is me
The past ain’t holdin on I’m releasin it free (lettin’ it free)

[Chorus]
Loving right now I’m not the same
Used to worry bout the old me every day (every day, yeah)
Now I’m grounded in the moment in the breath, in the noise
I finally found my voice… yeah I finally found my voice

I’m livin right now breakin free of the chains
I ain’t carryin old stories in my brain (let it fade)
Now I’m movin present I ain’t lookin back at old choices
I finally found my voice… yeah I finally found my voice (my voice, ayy)

The Riddler (Gho$t x Santone)

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