Reality

leaving it up to you_

we’re both sick in the head pt ii (canada demo)

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delto x kmoe untitled

9.8.21 Boy With Leaf

Light Shines In Me

i hope i don't break your mold
covered in gold babe, hoping your boyfriend knows
oh he's such an animal, doesn't he know?
oh, maybe if you're golden, baby I'm broken

baby this carnage so you better push back
your eyes are easy reading i could tell i should attack
to tell a deeper secret i would do this months back
and girl i'm finding glitter in my hair from the last time
now i'm in your city, you're pressed cuz your bitch wear my coat and you know
baby you know, baby you know

i hope i don't break your mold
covered in gold babe, hoping your boyfriend knows
oh he's such an animal, doesn't he know?
oh, maybe if you're golden, baby I'm broken

Animal

suddenly i'm drowning in water in the middle of the forest
and i'm the only one in harms way
i can't tell if i'm dreaming cuz i took another substance
was wondering if it could just give me a little guidance
and it did and it really helped me out
i was screaming in my room crying out
if there was someone here to save me
a huge pretty painting on my wall that could calm me down

you talk with lipstick and your chin up cuz you're fine
and in the winter you get cozy with the guys
look who ends up empty handed, take another candid
imma get shit from the guys but all the times i told you
i'm really on my side, but you're trying to keep my hand off from the trigger

isn't that crazy? you must really hate me? but when you paint me you say i look amazing, say i look amazing

you talk with lipstick and your chin up cuz you're fine
and in the winter you get cozy with the guys
look who ends up empty handed, take another candid
imma get shit from the guys but all the times i told you
i'm really on my side, but you're trying to keep my hand off from the trigger

it kills me even slower to know that he's below her
he fulfills the role she needs in her life

He's The Reason

honey... did you hear the call?
sun is burning through our walls and money's gonna kill us all
i'm okay, won't live for long
cuz i don't have a say all i can do is find this funny... ha!

i found everything i needed in your touch
tried escaping from reality it sucked
no i'm not scared cuz you make your own luck
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
and i'm fucked up cuz all of this is made up
breathe deep, pop a psilocin and wake up
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
bankrupt

and then i wake up and i'm naked in my bed
it's another day i've dreamt of you if only i could rest with you as lovers
hiding under covers, love under the sun and the drugs 
and then suddenly i'm dreaming that we're face first in flower beds
if you think they're pretty now just wait till everybody's dead and they recover
industry gonna suffer
i wonder how a couple more bucks is gonna save us

i found everything i needed in your touch
tried escaping from reality it sucked
no i'm not scared cuz you make your own luck
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
and i'm fucked up cuz all of this is made up
breathe deep, pop a psilocin and wake up
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
bankrupt

Bankrupt

welcome

thx maddie for reading plato

lyrics:

standing like a boy with a leaf
wondering how to be the man i could be
finding all the proof i need in pages i read
showing me how to see reality

Manifold (Intro)

I’ll fix this later


life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i was digging up something
than figured it out

“i guess that isn’t really all that you’re about”

i flew over the ocean to learn how to swim
i was born contradictory
how am i him

it was something i cried about 
making me grin 

it was something i cried about
making me grin

tell me something i didn’t know 
i want to be reminded of my infancy 
show me how i’m not good enough
i need to reach with my hands while there’s more to be 

on a saturday watching the plan for the stars 
spending monday with looming hearts
beating out hard

you were some kind of city 
it caught me off guard
i was born to be shattered
you shuttered me out

life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i cried weaving threads with the words in my mouth
there are flocks that will migrate
as i’m moving south
i had need to be shattered
you shuttered me out

Flocks

cover of : https://toldslant.bandcamp.com/track/tsunami

tsunami

[Verse 1: squinkle]
u make country music , i make cunty music
dont know how to multiply , i might b stupid
like a rubix , bitch i think im feeling cubic (???)
i be smokin weed , its pyschotheraputic
i dont know what psychoteraputic means 
feel like 2hollis put ur body on my jeans
playin minecraft i just fell in a ravine
bitch im colorblind the way i only see the green $$$

[Verse 2: cardboard]
im at the prize counter lookin for a bad bitch
there are not bad bitches at the prize counter
i do tend to get a bit quirky at night
im recording this versey at night (OH BROTHER)
how do you even rap on a jerk beat
got the robots in the office learning how to jerk meat
yea, i know yall arent real freaks
walkin out at 6am with chica as my sidepiece

[Verse 3: Old Navy]
bitch i am a furry that pops up on the side
yeah i'll be responsible for the bite of '25
dinner at the pizzaplex, give fred a high five
mike coulda used some edibles, woulda been a high five
(bitch i am a furry that pops up on the side
yeah i'll be responsible for the bite of '25
dinner at the pizzaplex, give fred a high five
mike coulda used some edibles, woulda been a high five)

Five Nights At iJello's

[Verse 1: Old Navy]
stop startin fights at my party
none pizza left that beef
chewin on a log cause i have free will
my dentist hate my teeth
three thousand five hundred in my inbox
ditching that male for that e
what is even this jersey club, wasnt it dariacore?
yeah i never learned to read

[Verse 2: cardboard]
i think this beat could oneshot a victorian child
you say youre making heat-
you say youre making heat when you know that its mild
built like 2hollis so i-
built like 2hollis so i like your style
said i dont have whimsy but im-
said i dont have whimsy but im jumping in leaf piles
this aint release, it escaped the project file

[Verse 3: squinkle]
i got so fried that i found out how to smoke the lean
i feel like bladee
u better be nice 2 me
my favorite sports are the sports that i play on the wii
my pants extinguished , idk how 2 lie
had sex with cya miother N then i said ( bye bye )
fucked up in the crib eatin ijello pie
u blocked me on facebook
(and now ur going 2 die)

HYP3RP0P TUT0R14L

Dark Love ( Piano-Cello ) Sad

Wound Up/Unwind - Unwind for String Quartet and Hand Pan
Written: 2025
Total Duration: 10'
for string quartet and percussion (cajón with pedal and handpan—D Kurd 10: D) A, B-flat, C, D, E, F, G, A, C )
Commissioned by FAB5 quintet with support from the New York City Department of Cultural Affairs
World Premiere: FAB5, Mostly Modern Festival | The Netherlands, Oostkerk, Middelburg, Middelburg, Zeeland, The Netherlands, May 2, 2025
US Premiere: Mostly Modern Festival. FAB5, Mostly Modern Festival, Arthur Zankel Music Center, Helen Filene Ladd Concert Hall, Skidmore College, Saratoga Springs, NY, June 18, 2026
Publisher: Bill Holab Music
For More Information: https://robertpaterson.com/wound-up-unwind
VIdeo: https://youtu.be/RPyXPYx-nuo


PROGRAM NOTE
For many years, my wife Victoria and her FAB5 quintet (string quartet and percussion), have entertained thousands of people at numerous performance spaces and travel hubs in New York City, including Moynihan Train Hall, Oculus World Trade Center, Javits Center, and Chelsea Market. Having seen many of their shows, especially those at travel hubs, there's a certain tension and release you experience watching people wait anxiously for their trains, and then the release they feel when they are finally on their way. I've had these experiences myself, so I wanted to create two pieces that emulate these feelings.

Wound Up/Unwind consists of two contrasting pieces for string quartet and percussion. The first, Wound Up, for string quartet and cajón, imitates the feeling of being worried, anxious, and frustrated, especially while waiting to board a train. The second, Unwind, for string quartet and handpan, is calm and soothing, perhaps emulating the satisfying feeling of relaxing in a quiet seat as the train leaves the station. Both pieces can be performed independently and in any order.

Wound Up/Unwind is written for and commissioned by the FAB5 quintet with support from the New York City Department of Cultural Affairs.

Unwind for String Quartet and Hand Pan

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Towards the Horizon

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