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hey :-)

it’s painful
the soul wants out
and i can’t see
a seed of doubt
you’re not listening or hearing what she said
and I would rather have this talk in bed
how does anyone compete cause you see me underneath
can you man up and send an SMS?

checking out of Avian my mind went south
i moved back home with my brothers on the couch
man, it felt pretty good to have another one 
understanding where you’re coming from, no lies

and even if I did wanna see if it would work
it just wouldn’t involve
the feeling it requires, rooted in desire
and you don’t have a cause
for wasting your time, when you’re doing fine
on your own

shout out fendi benji

Soul wants out

I just wanna clear something up
I’m from a small town in a broken nation
I just wanna clear something up
You’re never gonna change if you don’t make some
You say you’re so afraid, and for what?
If only could make a couple bucks I’d be there
But I play it off
You’ll never see me in the room when I take off

I swear you couldn’t make it up
It’s a policy affair that no one cares about
And I swear I’m done and fed up
And no one’s ever gonna change if we don’t say sumn
Just stay off my back for one year I’m gone
Only worry if I’m wrong
You’re never gonna make it
Running round screaming in your songs
Could be wrong
By your definitions I don’t match your perfect Image
You’re never gonna make it running round screaming bout your affair
I don’t care

I just wanna clear something up
I just wanna
Yeah
(Hi)
I just wanna clear something
I just wanna
(Fuck)


But you’d never know the half of what was there
If you never ask
And you’re goin through the motions as if you don’t care
We know that that’s a lie
Yea you know that that’s a lie
And I know you said it twice
Yea I know you said it twice
Well maybe I’m wrong but you said it enough
Holding the advantage in your clutch
I won’t even mention all your luck
You were only 20 holding down a family on your own
How you’ve grown

By your definitions I don’t match your perfect Image
You’re never gonna make it 
running round screaming bout your affair
I don’t care

I just wanna clear something up

I just wanna clear something up

forever yours

Leave me on my knees
Make me such a mess
And call me on discord
Yea, call me discord
Leave me on my knees
Make me such a mess
And call me on discord
Yea, call me discord
Leave me on my knees
Make me such a mess
And call me on discord

Now I’m waiting on the other line
And you call me up you save me all this precious time
When you call me on discord
Now I’m waiting for your face to shine
Now I’m sitting here drunk and we’re talking on the bathroom tile
Playing ‘two truth’s one lie’
And I admit your blue eyes they drive me insane
Never thought I’d say it but it goes two ways
Now I’m waiting on the other line
For you to call me on discord  
Call me on
Call me on discord
Call me on
Call me on discord

(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)
(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)
(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)
(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)

Leave me on my knees
Call me on discord
Call me on discord

cover art by https://twitter.com/ukon3333

FIRST TRACK OF 2023 
thank you so much to antibody for the crazy vocals mf is next up

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Let Me Know (w/1antibody)

lyrics :

i stay up til this morning
cause you ain't the one i'm calling
i was out the town and you waste your time
been out my prime tonight
i know the same days go by that's boring

oh you don't see the same way i do
cause you went on my place i keep you on hold
baby i love to always start it all over again
i can't wait until it's the end i know that i will get sober
we should calm down and should talk about it
i'm down to fix it out but i can't help but explore it

i lost but i'll keep going
cause i still see the light as i'm falling
i put my back against the wall and wonder why this life is falling down low
as we go it gets over
the trees have grown to tall
remember me at all
not much to say we get insane when we're older

and i'll keep on callin and callin until you pick up
tastin i'm wasting my lifetime away

i need you close to me again
you don't keep that promise i'm in pain

baby i love to always start it all over again
i can't wait until it's the end i know that i will get sober
we should calm down and should talk about it
i'm down it fix it out but i can't help but explore it

oh you don't see the same way i do
cause you went on my place i keep you on hold
baby i love to always start it all over again
i can't wait until it's the end i know that i will get sober
we should calm down and should talk about it
i'm down to fix it out but i can't help but explore it

goodluck

glaive - every dog has its day (unreleased)

you're starting to have doubts
and i am there with you right now
i feel the convex of where our connection turns into a valley
10,000 meters down

and in my lowest moment
embraces let long ways from patience
and weightlessness occupy my face
if i'm only vulnerable when i'm in danger
my love, we will never part ways

'cause i've been with you since i was young
my family said it was routine pain
in crisis, hysteria
blood on my face
i learned not everybody feels this way

so if you sense a pattern
in the way that i bleed out my malodor
call it right here
'cause i think i feel the burden of heartache like you do
and it's okay to fear
change and cavalier

change/cavalier

prod mix master < kvn

A beautiful girl from the suburbs
I wonder if she needs a lover
There’s no point trying to stop her
But god help me I need another

I was 18, couldn’t make my mind up
Turned my back to the world, I started getting drunk
If we talk, will these feelings all end in loss
Doesn’t matter I pour myself another cup
And we know that we both dont like this
Is it the feeling of love bringing us back?
You know I just can’t fight it (what the fuck do I do)
I guess ill shake it off

Guided by true virtue (you’re the only one I love)
I don’t wanna hurt you (you’re the only one id ever trust)

Fall back no words to rely on
No truths to these lies like a bygone
I hold my baby like a sidearm
I kill these bitches like im all done
And if you ever decide to doubt me
Tell god and the devil about what you see
Cos I never forget and I don’t forgive 
im done

I don’t forget what I did
I took the pain like a bitch
My body, I need to rid
I can’t go much further than this
I need to lower my screen time
I think I saw them in the treeline

Use me as you please
You’re the one that needed me

Cos I’ve got too much baggage 
And all it does is damage
The person I tried to love
But its kinda hard to put you above
All of my ego and toxic decisions
But I just can’t help with the way that im living
Cos how do you cope when you’re feeling indifferent
We could’ve been something if you saw the vision

Soul wants out

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