know I can get a bit obsessive,
I know it’s wrong baby don’t mention, something about you makes me wanna go run around, til I
find a place in your heart and if it don’t happen I won’t be alarmed
but I hope u notice that I’m giving up
if it’s hopeless, just let me go

out with u just to prove u wrong
out with u just to prove u wrong

Hopeless

From @jhlofficixl 's new release "Lonely At The Top"

Stream & download: push.fm/fl/lonely-jhl

Written, produced, mixed and performed by JHL
Additional mixing by @feywillow
Artwork by Ore3✩⡱
www.instagram.com/ore3wor1d/
Mastering by @dj_ghepard

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JHL - Myth of the Auteur

Violence is about a weird feeling I get of being so bored and stuck in routine that you sort of, want something to happen?
like you're sitting there begging for something crazy to happen, negative or positive
most of the time the perspective is negative, maybe forcing arguments or confrontations just for the sake of it?
it's a strange "call of the void" feeling I get from time to time and I thought it would be nice to talk about!

LYRICS

Dispense your disbelief
Guess I'm begging for violence
Hold my breath inbetween

I watched the leaves change in your home town
It's so far from me now

I'm so sick of haunting myself
from the 2nd story window

Guess I'm begging for violence
hold my breath inbetween
guess i'm begging for violence

Did you sleep all day again?
I don't remember being seventeen

well I don't remember being seventeen

(The swindle is insane, the swindle is insane!
wait, oh no no no no do not accept that!
let's go!)

I Don't Know How To Explain To You That You Should Care About Other People

Violence

loneliness and trying to dig myself deeper into it; unhealthy

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New Hope, Chapter XIX - waveswept
Recorded 5.22.24

New Hope

waveswept

New Hope, Chapter VIII - what do you need from me?
Recorded 2.13.24

what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need?
what do you need from me? (yeah I feel like)
what do you need?
what do you need from me?
what do you need? 
(yeah)

what do you need from me?

:/


diedlonely, énouement - stellar (L7K remix)

stellar (L7K remix)

lilypond.ly

Hell Canto

On 7.10.23, Palestinian forces, led by Hamas, broke down the fence separating the Gaza enclave from Israel and unleashed a savage day of slaughter and kidnapping that ended with 1,195 dead on the Israeli side and 251 taken as hostages. The Israeli response was just as savage but much longer lasting and much, much more devastating. It resulted (at the time of writing) in around 72,000 deaths (70,000 - most likely, many more - Palestinians, largely non combatants, and 2,000 Israelis, largely soldiers) in Gaza, as well as at least 170,000 Palestinians injured, compounded by a genocidal policy of starvation and destruction of civil order. A response that has destroyed most of Gaza and accelerated the expansion of illegal settlements in the West Bank - where there have been around 1,000 Palestinian deaths caused by Israeli settlers and the IDF since October ’23. There have also been many deaths and injured in Lebanon, Syria, Iran and Yemen.

The horrors of the Unholy Land felt near at home, and like the invasion of Ukraine, pushed me to give some kind of personal response - however pointless and inadequate - beyond following and sharing news and commentaries. Already far into Luna rising, a text and electronica album about Ukraine and Russia, I didn't feel capable of responding with texts so I embarked on a wordless album called Hell Canto.

The parameters are the same for each of the Hell Canto pieces. I’d call the methodology a way of comprovisation, of making sound poetry, derived from vocal improvisations and electronic manipulations. In November '25, having recorded 50 pieces, decided to stop adding more - also the fragile and unlikely October '25 ceasefire remains in place though in practice the word ‘ceasefire’ is a bad joke, with no sign of real peace and humanitarian and political solutions on the horizon. I’ve listened through the 50 pieces and chosen 27 that I’d like to be included in the album and 23 which are orphans for the time being at least. The 27 pieces come to a total of 80 minutes which might be too long for a CD. It’s not sure yet. Anyway, for now there are 2 Soundcloud playlists - the 27 in the draft order for the album, and the 23 which for now are in order of recording.

Raining Spiderling
Istanbul, December 2025

Slamming (mix 1.2)

show light
member/cofounder @anythingcouldbehere

waveswept

patchymate

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