beat by @pxlmpre
track mixed/mastered by @pxlmpre and @patience :p
art by me also

Lying on my back and I'm never looking forward
Used to take milligrams but that shit was more like torture
my emotion is outpouring
Will I See you in the morning?

I remember withdrawing, being ignored and 
jumping in the flames cos that shit was rewarding
frauding, 
health restoring
Feeling exhausted back to the drawing board

I am so bored
Think I struck a chord
Feeling so lucky
cos I’m someone she adores
Closing all these doors
My reality is warped 

Distorted visions in the prison of my mind
Remember on my meds when I was so blind
Disfigured people in head I could not define
Voices say my name I thought I was just fine

Wonder how much trouble I caused
think I put my life on pause
Crossed out all my old laws 
embracing my stupid flaws

I’m a Lost cause
I’m a Lost cause

flawed (palm)

patience