hey now I know I'm not okay
demons wander in my fucking brain
don't fear me cause I know I'm not insane
I know that I'll never fucking change

IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT LMFAOOOOOO

so why im i so human
it takes one builet go away 
and lately i dont feel so safe
take the gun to my head so i can fly away
i dont feel human 
i dont feel human
i feel so selfish 
i feel so inhuman 
i cry 1ms times
ik  
im such a selfish freak
you know that im unstable
but you stay here well i was alone
well i wanted to kill myself
you said i was the holy ghost 
ig you found someone else

human demo

pationprise

dont stall me
dont stall me
its only one me
im only one piece

There's Nothing Special About Being Born

I Dont Even Know How To Scream

hi sorry 4 the wait

that day u took everything from me
i couldnt breathe and i couldnt speak
i couldnt cry and i couldnt see
my innocence ruined 4 me
these cuts will make me feel so free
it hurts so good and it stings so deep
i hope one day youll see me
dead on tv dead on ur screen

eat my heart take it all
watch me burn and watch me fall
hang myself while you call
i wish you could see me crawl
massacre, their bloods on the walls
all fell down without a brawl
guns in my arm, ill take the fall
doubt that now u feel so tall

saw my cuts but whats it to u
not like u ever thought i knew u
i hate u and i hate what uve been through
got a gun and a couple of loose screws

dumpster fire prod pillacle

hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

"lets send some money there"
"how about we bomb them"
i like seeing despair
amongst our americans!
lets make a car guy in charge
then argue then drop him
put innocent behind bars
with a felon president!!

fuck u and ur politics it doesnt really matter
we all suffer, depression, this world wont make it better
fuck u and ur politics

hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

fuck you and your politics (american way)

woke up td feeling the same way that ive felt everyday
"you are so gay, do not complain, about ur life" now no ones safe

i feel excited for the times that we will have together
my brand new rifle is despiteful and we'll live forever

"he looks so sad wow what a fag he probably has no dad"
i feel insane, look what you made, im gonna shoot you all today

ima shoot you all ima shoot you all ima shoot you all shoot shoooot (like hella times)

ima shoot you all today!!

there bugs inside my skin and i think there crawling
falling apart 
you said want love 
but you falling apart
you said you want atttaion but you seem so scared
why do you 
i promise you i be here forever
why do you
falling apart
your falling apart 
your just falling apart
falling apart
your falling apart
ok ok

bugs insdie my skin

wallowin

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Ill shoot it
ill kill it
Im in my room reelin
cuz i have a noose thats hanging off my ceiling

a stupor
a boozer
A god damned loser
a disgusting gooner
who wants to abuse her

American dream white trash and two kids.
Your eldest son has slits on his wrists.
American dream white trash and two kids.
Your eldest son has slits on his wrists.

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Face to the grindstone
my dry ass iPhone
you will never see me again

I wont forget every word you said
they were all so shallow

Face to the grindstone

Pegasus

BandCamp

vocals, instrumentals by @pationprIse
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goal to 100 or 80

I Dont Even Know How To Scream

PationPrIse