soundcloud only for dis one :)
shoutout to my go to, the lovely @kaihaunted for the art

american sniper w/ reef (mcx)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i'd be hard pressed to find
a single ounce of peace of mind
i always miss the exit signs
we push and pull and we feel alive

you kept me safe and you killed my sorrow
you eased my pain, but i don't want my heart broke
i wanna stay until i'm feeling better
'cause you are the fire and i'm just an ember

but she radiates her soul
she wears her heart atop her sleeve
i think her eyes have got a hold
on my entire reality
and she's got eyes that could deceive
so i'm still waiting patiently
i never thought that i would see
the soothing of my sanity

but i'm not the one that you need
i've got flaws that you cannot see
i don't think you really know me
i'm a fraud in sheep's clothing

if you must die, i'll envy even the earth that wraps your body

prod me, anem0s

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/split-2

I hope you're staying strong
I hope you sing along to my songs still
Tell me that I'm in the wrong
I need my conscience
Wish you were still on my arm
I'm barely conscious
I'm running my way back home

Why is it getting dark
Think there's a hole in my heart
Feel like I've had enough
I'm sick of calling bluffs
Could never get enough
Still feelin outta touch
Still in your debt
Tryna' wash away the stains of lust

Wasted away all of my nine lives
Paces to greatness you cut those ties
Now the thoughts in my head are an enemy
Can't be placed in a bed or a reverie
Lost all the sauce now the bread's all dry
Rather be dead than you gut my hide again
What's really there anyway I guess

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

You push a little more
I'll walk away a little less
My jaw is on the floor from duress
It made decisions a mess
And now I can't ignore
My obsession has got a little flesh
Foot into the door
You won't leave me here
You gon' wait a sec

Write all my rhymes from a basic place
Feel like a spineless waste of space and time again
This plight you win
It's alright you said
You're already hundred miles away

Wasting away
Cause you're stuck in my brain
And I can't get you out
Feet on the ground
But my head in the clouds
Lost in the sauce so the breads all dry

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

Lost in the sauce so the bread's all dry

SOMEONE I COULD TRUST

grieve (drma)

last song of the year
going to be consistent next year. thanks for listening this yr :)

lyrics:
you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

dark skies, been clouding up my vision
you fed me lies, you say its always true, you know it isnt
and the things you to do me
they warp all of my feelings
can you please just get away
so we can break this tension

lonely nights
scenic skies

the world is always so bright
but you're down on the earth
they block it out, leave you tied

go explore
pacing forth
get you a new pair of eyes
you can think what you want
you can see through the lies

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

i see everything in peoples fate they lead on
pass them all away and make sure they dont think nun
im pullin strings and cards and things that they wouldnt believe
and 
im all for certain bout this place
no matter what your thinkin

and you wouldnt believe me even if it was in front of your eyes
in front of your eyes

you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

fixing what's broken prod irby

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xqwwyq2pxFX40kWoqahfy?si=271c8486768a4197
prettiest girl at the party ft @imohwell
prod @revivedghost
mix master me

lyrics:
She gon take my heart certainly
If she wanted she could murder me
If she wanted she could take my heart apart cause she meant more to me
This an open house burglary 
Ur killing me third degree
If she wanted she could take my heart apart without the surgery

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

She's got dark long hair
And the prettiest eyes
I know we messed up once
This time we’ll make it right

I’ve tried
To be a better person now
Don't think that it's been working out

And she’ll be the death of me
I need u bad I been feeling empty
I take u out if u even let me
Could you be the one who mends me?

They told me don't meet ur heroes
But I look back at the time and I know I needed you
Come to find out that she knows
That I feel the same way
I don't know what to say
but I guess I’ll continue

And I know
And I know
You’ll go wasting all my time
Just trying to make you mine yeah

She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear
She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

shoutout twizzy cocoa

prettiest girl at the party

prettiest girl at the party ft oh well. (revivedghost)

EVERYTHING BY ME, ALBUM OUT SOON <3

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from (x2)

another fleeting thought
I'm anxious once again
I'll double down on feeling worse
thought I'd get far this time
and how I'd know you'd fake me out just in the end
I'll take my chances, spin my fate
I'm on the angel's time

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

yeah it takes the toll (x4)
oh yeah it takes the toll (x2)

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

It takes the toll

pessimism w/ dylan longworth

Bison

prod by yungspoiler
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lace1/loveme2death

Lyrics:
You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death
I love we connect, but I need space for a breath
Can't even have peace in my bed
Might as well just lay me to rest

It don't feel right, but it doesn't feel wrong, it's complicated
Everything I've done, you orchestrated
I thought I loved it but I really hate it yeah
All my life you've been pulling all the strings like I'm your puppet
You've been keeping me on track the way that you conducted
And if I wanted to roam, I feel obstructed aw yeah
I've been thinking all year
If I had a shot, would I make it out there
And if I don't that's the cross that I bear
It's been driving me mad, I've been pulling out hair
Don't wanna think about that
I don't wanna win, I want my best friend back
Well when I frame it like that
There's no reason I shouldn't wanna call you up

You gave me the best years, made it the best years of my life
But now that we're grown up, you just hold on way too tight, too tight
You gave me the best years, made it the best years of my life
But this ain't right

You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death
I love we connect, but I need space for a breath
Can't even have peace in my bed
Might as well just lay me to rest

You show passion through your hands
You got them wrapped 'round my neck
But please don't tighten that grip
You're gonna love me to death

loveme2death (yungspoiler)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2rnm5P6cPV4kvIzaJPOHgH?si=v3kbUFqFQoutB0wWlgdkfw
prod: @daywxtch
guitar sample: skiwyy.wav
mixed/mastered: @daywxcth
written: @daywxtch
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lyrics:
i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i'll cover my ears, it's hard to say
"i'm looking for an accomplice, someone to harness, someone to carry the grief for me"
who am i gonna call?
who am i gonna call?
i'm so sick of being harmed
i'm so sick running around, dancing around, looking at frowns
that people give me for being around
someone tell me what i'm living for
tell me why i breathe
if not for me then who

i'm due for the extinction
crazy like patrick bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry, still needing more
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands

i think i need help
i think i need a spark
if i really held your hand
𝔦 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰
would you hold on tight? or let it go?

my life prone to extinction
crazy like i was bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry still needing more
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-
ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-

i don't know if i can love you
the way that i should
i hate being on my own
i hate being honest with you

i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i cover my ears...
it's hard to say
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https://soundcloud.com/sleepywater/woodlouse
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