prod. cxrter

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

Ruthless, every time you come to me your clueless
Maybe it’s the time for me to notice that I’m losing
I know that you don’t listen to me that’s okay 
If I came to you on one knee and brought a bouquet

Would you listen? 
If you did not that’s okay, your decision 
But now I’m stuck in this maze, and I’m missing

Russian roulette, six shots then i go
Something bout this feeling, it never gets old
Something bout them eyes, they take control
But maybe right now I’ll stay on the road

I don’t wanna crash and explode 
Because my heart could not take anymore 
Right now I’m struggling to keep warm
Cuz I know that I cannot hold you in my arms

Tick toc goes the clock, I can feel my body rot
Hip hop is all you rock, so I know that you like to talk
Oh my God I’m at bedrock, my heart is stuck it’s locked 
I just need some time to talk, honestly it hurts a lot

Stuck in dreams, I know it seems
That I will never, learn how to grieve
But time will tell you, that I’m lying
Even though, I’m still hiding

Oh, can you hear me
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Can you see me

Am I breathing
I dunno
I dunno
It’s from the snow

time will tell (geloガザ)

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

(prod by @domesticsoul)
1/24/23
PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
I been writing bangers 1 on 1, yeah I know
Ima need some time but it depends on how it goes
I see the temple but it's drowning down in snow
I don't wanna go but I guess it's all I know, hey

I don't wanna go but i'm looking for some healing, yeah
Your pictures feeling cold so I pinned to the ceiling, huh
Ima need your gold all this greed got me seething, yeh 
The demons unfold from the darkness, made a being, ha

[VERSE]
You left me in the dark
Every night, still see the sun shine
You never call me back
Never sent me that face time
I been reading texts
Yeah, the old and the new ones
Don't hold me back or your gonna see a blue screen

[VERSE]
I got Roses on my grave, I'm dead and I know it
Time fortold the death of the poet
Fate set up the reasons im broken
I don't wanna go there, I don't wanna go there

[BRIDGE]
I don't really wanna think about it
Test me on my tone, but I know it

The problems that live in my brain?
I wish I just knew what to say
They kill me inside every day
Using my name in vain

[CHORUS]
I been stuck in storms for a minute, here I go
Lightning strikes my back, lay me discharged in the road
I don't wanna go but I guess it's all I know
Roses in the garden but they're dying cuz of snow

I don't wanna go but i'm looking for some healing, yeah
Your pictures feeling cold so I pinned to the ceiling, huh
Ima need your gold all this greed got me seething, yeh 
The demons unfold from the darkness, made a being, ha

I been writing bangers 1 on 1, yeah I know
Ima need some time but it depends on how it goes
I see the temple but it's drowning down in snow
I don't wanna go but I guess it's all I know, hey

I don't wanna go but i'm looking for some healing, yeah
Your pictures feeling cold so I pinned to the ceiling, huh
Ima need your gold all this greed got me seething, yeh 
The demons unfold from the darkness, made a being

Temple (prod. Domesticsoul)

IntoTheParadox - Same Shit Different Day (Feat HeyLee Manzeron) (Prod. Discent & Thislandis)

Artist/slimmy x Anessiee 

Mixing/slimmy 

Mastering/slimmy 

Cover/slimmy x Anessiee

catch me outside // feat. anessiee (2020 REMASTER)

(prod by @metlast x @fonkyfake)
2/5/23
PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle 

\\LYRICS//
[HOOK]
Half way there
But I'm half way dead so
I can't breathe in the morning
Need some air holes

Half way there
But I'm half way dead so
Call my phone,
leave a message, I won't answer

[VERSE]
It's early in the morning
Yah, I know it
I've got
3 missed calls
And I'm looking for some closure
Closure,
Running up a bath, throw a toaster
UAV Above while I'm moving in closer

It's early in the morning
Yah, I know it
I've got
3 missed calls
And I'm looking for some closure
Closure,
Running up a bath, throw a toaster
There's blood on my hands
So hold me closer

[CHORUS]
Pop another upper
Ima speed up
Running like I'm Sonic
When I need ya
Stuck inside the menu
For a long time
Changing up my settings
Bitch, I'm color blind

Color blind and I know it
Nothings ever gonna change this
Tweaking on the phone
Well, I can't tell where my face is
Faceless, priceless
Running from the sirens
See, I'm half dead 
And I'm running from your vices

[HOOK]
Half way there
But I'm half way dead so
I can't breathe in the morning
Need some air holes

Half way there
But I'm half way dead so
Call my phone,
leave a message, I won't answer

[VERSE]
It's early in the morning
Yah, I know it
I've got
3 missed calls
And I'm looking for some closure
Closure,
Running up a bath, throw a toaster
UAV Above while I'm moving in closer

It's early in the morning
Yah, I know it
I've got
3 missed calls
And I'm looking for some closure
Closure,
Running up a bath, throw a toaster
There's blood on my hands
So hold me closer

[CHORUS]
Pop another upper
Ima speed up
Running like I'm Sonic
When I need ya
Stuck inside the menu
For a long time
Changing up my settings
Bitch, I'm color blind

Color blind and I know it
Nothings ever gonna change this
Tweaking on the phone
Well, I can't tell where my face is
Faceless, priceless
Running from the sirens
See, I'm half dead 
And I'm running from your vices

[OUTRO]
I don't really know anything I'll be honest
Reject on the phone
He be calling for the potions

H4LF_D3AD.mp3 (prod. Metlast x Fonkyfake)

She doesn't love me (feat. FoRD and halfhearted) (sound-cloud only)

you know you dont care, SO DONT LIE TO ME. (nxmadic)

#altrap #hyperrock #hyperpop #hyperemo #emorap

AMULET

(prod by @IOF)
3/24/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[VERSE]
I'm so sick of trying
Every night feels like I don't even matter
It's like getting struck by lighting
You let the light in but bitch it's blinding
So why are we even trying?
By the way that you text I know that you're lying

[BRIDGE]
And your nothing but a liar
Slowly falling down a spire
Burning bridges all around you
I wouldn't call it Powfu
Lately, I 
I been a mess
But I push myself to get you outta my head
Yeehh, outta my head
I don't want it, It's so dark down here

[CHORUS]x2
So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Wait out a dark night 
Underneath the moon

So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Cut wit the knife while I cry over you

[VERSE]
I'm so sick of trying
Every night feels like I don't even matter
It's like getting struck by lighting
You let the light in but bitch it's blinding
So why are we even trying?
By the way that you text I know that you're lying

[BRIDGE]
And your nothing but a liar
Slowly falling down a spire
Burning bridges all around you
I wouldn't call it Powfu
Lately, I 
I been a mess
But I push myself to get you outta my head
Yeehh, outta my head
I don't want it, It's so dark down here

[CHORUS]x2
So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Wait out a dark night 
Underneath the moon

So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Cut wit the knife while I cry over you

Scars; 1 (prod. IOF)

Lyrics:

Giving me chills
Its giving me chills
Down my spine
It's not right
I know what you
think i did wrong
Enlighten me so i can fix
The overwhelming feeling of
The crucifix 

This feeling is crushing me like a ton of bricks
I don't think i deserve this, peers are lunatics
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

I'll find a way out of this dark omen
I need to do it quickly, i feel broken
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows
I'm not a monster im just a little crazy
My minds been doing cartwheels and spins lately
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows

Make it go away
I don't like this game
Fear through my veins
I don't wanna stay

(hey, hey, hey)
I can hear your voice
(go away, way, way)
I guess i have no choice
(hey, hey, hey)
Speak a little louder
(go away,way,way)
Their turning me to powder

Walking through
The forest at night
Need some adrenaline
I need a fright
Tell me what will
Fix all of it
can't be sat here unsure of what i am or how to escape it

This feeling is crushing me like a ton of bricks
I don't think i deserve this, peers are lunatics
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

This feeling i can't stand it no not any longer
The crucifix is feeding me, i'm getting stronger
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

I'll find a way out of this dark omen
I need to do it quickly, i feel broken
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows
I'm not a monster im just a little crazy
My minds been doing cartwheels and spins lately
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows

Crucifix (p. mcx x in bloom)

I love vintage fashion and i make lofi aesthetic music😁✨🤗

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

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