THIS FEELING IS CRUSHING ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS </3

prod by mugizora

(casperrr)
i feel like u are hiding it from me
i feel like all the love i thought it was real was just sympathy
and baby i feel betrayed
and i feel like i'm going to break
my heart is going
my heart is going to break
my mind is slowly going insane
and everytime i think about you
i remember the days we had
(i remember the good time)

(casperrr + mugizora)
so don't you forget about me 
so don't forget about what we used to be
so don't dare to walk away
don't u dare to take the blame

(mugizora)
could you keep your promises for once
youve broken everything around you
and i cant stand on my own
knees of glass and a heart wide open
im yours for the taking

(casperrr + mugizora)
so don't you forget about me 
so don't forget about what we used to be
so don't dare to walk away
don't u dare to take the blame

don't u dare w/mugizora

To all my fallen homies, you're all pretty phantoms to me.

Lyrics:

I'm in awe of every word you say
Oh yeah, I love that part
I am the insect that is magnified
I am your bug in a jar

You saved me from my nightmares
Just another ghost I don't fear
Everything will be okay
So stay with me, always

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom

Well, I don't know if it's real or not
But, I'll take a shot in the dark
And maybe one day you will see
That things have fallen apart(yeah)

Black widows crawl on my skin
It's a fight that I'll never win
Joining you is the ultimate sin
You fought the fire and it did your head in

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
(x2)

Pretty Phantom | Prod. Dutch Revz

Soulfade - Pale White Horse

lyrics
-and all I ever want, to be
is a train wreck, apology
left for me
is there anything, anything at all!

i just wanna talk a little bit
dream about my arteries, compressing everything
i lost all of my tolerance, is there anything, i need, i need  to see

to be!
awaken, from my dreams
too many disease
i walk down the street

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
don't bleed
ur everything

i just need to take another second
and think about what you mean to me
all i ever want to see
the only person i want to be

crying myself to sleep
it was all in 2020, swear it felt just like a dream
to many people, wanna latch on it seems
if you wanna be there, bring value to me

dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchewan, i tried
to be the man, i wanna be, not fortunate, in life
dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchwan, i tried
am i hallow as can be? do you mean anything, to me

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
dont bleed
ur everything

Saskatchewan (prod. splashgvng x pekarot)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @93FEETOFSMOKE
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
I've seen my future and it's not looking great
I fear fate's something that can't be escaped
Two options staring me dead in the face
I can no longer afford to look away

If not now
Then it'll be too late
By the time I get around to getting straight
But if I stick to my guns
Put myself first for once
Then maybe I can shed this dead weight

It's deadly
It's weighing heavily on me
But it doesn't have to be this way
In my effort to get better
I've learned a lot about insanity

Listen on Spotify!

Stick To My Guns (Prod. w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Lyrics:

Giving me chills
Its giving me chills
Down my spine
It's not right
I know what you
think i did wrong
Enlighten me so i can fix
The overwhelming feeling of
The crucifix 

This feeling is crushing me like a ton of bricks
I don't think i deserve this, peers are lunatics
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

I'll find a way out of this dark omen
I need to do it quickly, i feel broken
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows
I'm not a monster im just a little crazy
My minds been doing cartwheels and spins lately
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows

Make it go away
I don't like this game
Fear through my veins
I don't wanna stay

(hey, hey, hey)
I can hear your voice
(go away, way, way)
I guess i have no choice
(hey, hey, hey)
Speak a little louder
(go away,way,way)
Their turning me to powder

Walking through
The forest at night
Need some adrenaline
I need a fright
Tell me what will
Fix all of it
can't be sat here unsure of what i am or how to escape it

This feeling is crushing me like a ton of bricks
I don't think i deserve this, peers are lunatics
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

This feeling i can't stand it no not any longer
The crucifix is feeding me, i'm getting stronger
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

I'll find a way out of this dark omen
I need to do it quickly, i feel broken
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows
I'm not a monster im just a little crazy
My minds been doing cartwheels and spins lately
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows

Crucifix (p. mcx x in bloom)

What do you see when you look at my face?
Can you see the pain that I've tried to erase?
Just say the word and I'll stay away
I've already told you that I can't be saved
You honestly might be my last
My heart's already turned jet-black
I thought I could run away from fate
But it caught up to me and forced me to break
My home
Is in the shadows
Feeling incomplete
Is all that I've known, known
Thinking I'm safe
Until I fuck up
Life can be really cruel sometimes
Cry in the rain
Hide my emotions
Do you believe me when I say I'm fine?
It's been a couple years but I'm still like this
You'd think by now I'd have found an exit
I must have a bad sense of direction
This nightmare should've already ended

Cry In The Rain (prod. kaadota)

prod. beats by hills

run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice

u said i switched up
nah now i just smoke swishas
im blacked out by my sister
now now i do not i miss her
you said ur fine
u can say ur not fine
can i say im not fine
im fucking fine
fuckin a okay
im just tryn find my way thru dis
copped a brand new knife 
wit a brand new ruger
yeh i might cut ur bitch
theres a sharp pain shooting thru my chest
i dont wanna try to get rest
no switchups
no bad times yeah
i cant stand to see myself
no good luck
but no bad vibes either
my tempers kinda short 
but im tryna be nicer
the vibes lately 
are teen titans go
the vibe lately 
is i just dont know
i wanna explore my mind so bad..

run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
that boy say he tuff
but i think he just a mice

i got everything i ever wanted
but im still looking for a different pointment 
u know everything inside ur minds a okay until it isnt
if u got money then go spend it dont be lacking like kai cenat
u think u tough like a brick wall but ive seen more than u
sorry for the time i took i was tryn find a way to mortar u
im just tryna help you get away
im just tryna help myself c-
but i fucking cant!
aye!
dont talk shit if you dont fucking mean it 
dont call me if i dont care
obviously you know when i dont care

3 4 5 6 7 8 9
bitch wanna fight but i truly dont mind
u got me an i got u 
why are we doomed if its i love you? >:(
3 4 5 6 7 8 9 
BITCH WANNA FIGHT BUT I TRULY DONT MIND
U GOT ME AND I GOT U
WHY ARE WE DOOMED IF ITS I LOVE YOU?
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice

lepidoptera

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

this ain't depression

@reject333
prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "Vulnerable" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7oATt464w6e8Wy0etxOzXm?si=eb2b440894204580

Vulnerable (ft. popularreject)

prod. metlast x 5head
w/ teddyboi 
master: teddyboi  (@yoimn3ver)

lyrics:

i forgot on these lonley nights
that i won’t see you by my side
not anymore 
but you’ll still find me holding onto your
memory
but i won’t let this be the end of me

so cold, she knows 
i’m out here growing mold 
ashes floating in the air burned up from a story that went untold
but where did this fire come from?
it’s not in my soul
my desires are coming undone
i’ve lost control

teddyboi:

everybody telling me i’ve lost control
frankly i don’t wanna believe that no, no
girlfriend yelling at me over the phone
god damn, here we go again
arguments, wanna fight like that?
i don’t text back no, not like that
and even though i wanna kill you, girl i still say it back
yeah you push me away but forget i’m attached 
and maybe 
maybe that shit is the problem 
keep a bottle and a 9mm finna solve ‘em
too lonely babe it’s suicide when you’re calling
you know i don’t like to talk at all
or even think
so why’d you leave me here alone 
coping with this drink
woke up, you left, i died in a dream
percocet got me worried bout the way that i breathe
you tell me that you’re scared you don’t want me to go to sleep
you put me in this position where i can’t even breathe


i forgot on these lonley nights
that i won’t see you by my side
not anymore 
but you’ll still find me holding onto your
memory
but i won’t let this be the end of me

so cold, she knows 
i’m out here growing mold 
ashes floating in the air burned up from a story that went untold
but where did this fire come from?
it’s not in my soul
my desires are coming undone
i’ve lost control

epitomeoffailure & teddyboi - these lonley nights (metlast x 5head)

my eyes they tend to wander 
<3

@websitezero

Crucifix (p. mcx x in bloom)

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