tiny

composed by michael mcglynn
reverb drenched cover by me

dormi jesu

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
feat. @prepareforthefuture

Lyrics:
1, 2!
Woah, woah, woah

Late night
Familiar ceilings
Waiting for the daylight
I wish I could go and restart my day right
Why am I

Dreaming that tomorrow, I'll be fine
Sleeping is in the backseat of my mind
When I could be doing more with my time
Woah!

And now I'm backing it up
And tracing all the daylight
Over and done
And spit out into space and time

Every single day I lose
Half asleep is just a
Stitch I rip in all my shoes
Until they fall apart and
I've got nothing
I've got nothing
I've got no one left

Dreaming that tomorrow, I'll be fine
Sleeping is in the backseat of my mind
When I could be doing more with my time
Woah!

Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah!
Woo!
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah!

restless feat. Prepare for the Future (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Yesterdays I
Flipped through pages full of you
All the bittersweets
Neutralized with time but I
I am wondering why
And what is of the past
That’s yet to grasp
And yet to find

Now I can’t forget all the things you said
Your faces and forms filling up my head
And all the things you said
Then all the things instead
Now I can’t forget all your promises
Made but were left now with broken threads
Of how we were back then
How far the distance is
To all my yesterdays

To all my yesterdays

Yesterdays I
Masqueraded a couple goodnights
While the darkest of nightmares play
Behind my eyes
I am crying out
The past it had to happen
To be happy
Of a higher kind

I don’t know anymore
I don’t want you to go
I don’t want you to see this side
Of me

Now I can’t forget all the things you said
Your faces and forms filling up my head
And all the things you said
Then all the things instead
Now I can’t forget all your promises
Made now you’re mending the broken threads
Of how we were back then
How far the distance is
To all my yesterdays

To all my yesterdays
To all my yesterdays
To all my yesterdays

_


Written by Noreen Lardizabal
Produced by Simon Ng & NOREEN
Recorded & mixed by Simon Ng
Mastered by Philip Shaw Bova

Drums, bass, electric guitar by Simon Ng
Acoustic guitar, piano, lead vocals, background vocals by NOREEN

Yesterdays

Official audio by Maddy Hicks

Stream "Told You" here: https://maddyhicks.lnk.to/ToldYou

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Written by Maddy Hicks & Josh Ronen
Produced by Josh Ronen
Mixed by Pedro Calloni
Art by Working Holiday

"Told You" Lyrics:

Oh baby, won’t you look at the way
That you’re cozying up to my heart
Thought you had a girl on your arm 
Or doesn’t she make you feel smart?

Oh baby, you’ve got nothing to say
Cause you led me on from the start
Guess you want your girl in the day 
Then you wander my way when it’s dark

I’m sure she loves the way you coddle her
I’m sure you love dating a toddler
Less pressure than dating a woman like me

You should be proud you went back to your ex
There’s nothing wrong with choosing second best
I mean you’ve gotta play inside of your league 

And honey I 
Told you once
Told you twice
Told you three times
I could never make you stay
But you’ll love me when I’m walking away

Oh honey, are you happier now
That you finally have an excuse?
Hide behind the word love
So you can cut all the other girls loose

It’s funny how settling down
Doesn’t even look good on you 
Bet you’re missing the days
I never told you to stay 
Cause I knew you weren’t going to

And honey I 
Told you once
Told you twice
Told you three times
I could never make you stay
But you’ll love me when I’m walking away

When I’m walking away
I told you once, I told you twice
I told you…

Yeah, once you got it
I knew you wouldn’t want it 
I told you
(I told you so)
Now that you don’t got me
You finally want me
I told you 
(I told you so)

She loves the way you coddle her
And you love dating a toddler
No you could never date a woman like me

I’m so glad you went back to your ex
And saved me from choosing seventh best
I mean I’ve gotta play inside of my league 

And honey I 
Told you once
Told you twice
Told you three times
I could never make you stay
But you’ll love me when I’m walking away

Yeah, once you got it
I knew you wouldn’t want it 
I told you
(I told you so)
Now that you don’t got me
You finally want me
I told you 
(I told you…)

Told You

This track is about the chaos I experienced when coming out and transitioning. I hope you enjoy.

Changing

Better Off

Better Off [Bando] (ilyBBY Remix)

what if "I Wanna Dance with Somebody" was a dreampop song?

I Wanna Dance with Somebody

i hesitated under pressure
when i left your house
i drove for hours
just to feel like i was
someone else
lift off and float up
to the shoulders
of what's eating me
are you a family
or just something else
to keep me weak?

you make me want to
crawl up the walls
sitting in space
while i watch you rot

i'm paranoid you'll find me
even if i change my face
the hunt is on
the bodies piling up
in grace's name
walk on and choke up
all the blood of
every future lost
i've waited all my life
to feel like something
wasn't my fault

you make me want to
crawl up the walls
sitting in space
while i watch you rot
you make me want to
crawl up the walls
sit there and watch you rot

i hesitated under pressure
when i left your house
i drove for hours
just to feel like i was
someone else
walk on and choke up
all the blood
of every future lost
sit here
and watch you rot

pressure

why’d i spend my time
waiting around for something to happen
when you happened
it’s easy to lose track
when everything’s collapsing
shutter and shake
the window you can’t fit through
the hardest part of changing
is the waste of time
and all i want
is somewhere to start over again

try to measure out
all the days off if something could happen
if you happened
it’s easy to feel stuck
when everything’s corrupted
circle the drain
to feel like it’s all worth it

i’ve been circling around
the point so much
i’m off the ground
floating on the shoulders of
the shit i couldn’t talk about

words won’t make
this go away
sliding back
but i don’t mind it
stuck in the shade
can’t escape

i’ve been circling around
the point so much
i’m off the ground
floating on the shoulders of
the shit i couldn’t talk about
everything is grey
but you’ve got colour
shaking from your mouth
hands spread out
and pointed up
you’re saying to me,
“why don’t you come back down?”

words won’t make
this go away
sliding back
but i don’t mind it
stuck in the shade
can’t escape
words won’t make
this go away
sliding back
but i don’t mind it
stuck in the shade
can’t escape

happen

don’t feel like i’ve got a handle
everyone i lost is so far away
and i don’t know if 
i miss them all
or just wish i was more
seems like i gave you the slip
but i waited my whole life to see
where we all end up
but i’m through the glass
and no ones there for me

don’t feel like i’ve got a handle
everyone i lost is so far away
and i don’t know if 
i miss them all
or just wish i was more
seems like i gave you the slip
but i waited my whole life to see
where we all end up
but i’m through the glass
and no ones there for me

i’m still upset
i’m still obsessed

the slip

where’s the door
for better choices
forced into a room that locks
it sways and bends
it grows it ends
it spits you out
to where you started
where’s the door
for better choices
forced into a room that locks
it sways and bends
it grows it ends
it spits you out
to where you started

you’re changing
into photos
you can’t take
you’re breathing too fast
it’s lonely
the life you
think you’ll waste
you never hit the brakes

WASTED

spit the seeds out the side of my mouth
i’m planting something new
the taste beneath
all the bitter and burnt up
is almost something good
yeah i’ve changed for a living
and i’ve slept till it hurts
i’ve beat on my body
till i’ve felt even worse

there’s nothing wrong
i’m where i want 
(to be now)
it’s been so long
since i’ve been able to see it
i’ll burn it all
every cycle gone
i’ll finally grow
where i belong

stalled
paranoid
barely slip
through the void
(feet through the floor and i)
shake
through the noise
i’m barely awake
and i want to feel home

i feel the stretch
and the tears of my joints
i hold all the life i’ll lose
if all the rot
is the fault of my own heart
i guess the cure is too

there’s nothing wrong
i’m where i want 
(to be now)
it’s been so long
since i’ve been able to see it
i’ll burn it all
every cycle gone
i’ll finally grow
where i belong

stalled
paranoid
barely slip
through the void
(feet through the floor and i)
shake
through the noise
i’m barely awake
and i want to feel home

nothing wrong

just wire me up
so it doesn’t hurt
i’m closing distance
from where you found me
i’m sick of wearing 
marks of my birth
how can you always tell?
i want to know
a place i can’t hide
spill into night
and crawl out the window
what you want to know 
where i want to go
why are you scared
i’m trying to be a little selfish

yeah i’ve been scared of who i am
and i can barely get out of bed

i found the way out
i’ve been gone for a long time
probably fine
i found the way out
to somewhere
i finally recognize

i’m taking back
all of the shits
i never gave
because i don’t recognize 
the person i became
i know the ways i’m changing
make you so afraid
you say it’s selfish
i say
that’s just a bold fucking lie

cause i’m not proud of who i am
but at least this time i understand

i found the way out
i’ve been gone for a long time
probably fine
i found the way out
to somewhere
i finally recognize

selfish feat. Modern Crybaby

i hesitated under pressure
when i left your house
i drove for hours
just to feel like i was
someone else
lift off and float up
to the shoulders of
what’s eating me
are you a family
or just something else to keep me weak?

you make me want to crawl up the walls
sitting in space while i watch you rot

i’m paranoid you’ll find me 
even if i change my face
the hunt is on
the bodies piling up
in grace’s name
walk on and choke up
all the blood
of every future lost
i’ve waited all my life
to feel like something
wasn’t my fault

you make me want to crawl up the walls
sitting in space while i watch you rot
you make me want to crawl up the walls
sit there and watch you rot

i hesitated under pressure
when i left your house
i drove for hours
just to feel like i was
someone else
walk on and choke up
all the blood
of every future lost
i’ve waited all my life
to feel like something
wasn’t my fault

i’ll sit here and watch you rot

An upcoming track on an EP I will be releasing soon ;)

happen

patrick hardy

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