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SPF 16

Diary Of An Arsonist

Inferno Born

Bad Type: Produced by PatricKxxLee

Mini collaboration tape of PatricKxxLee, BABYFACEDEAN and Saint Klaus. 

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Bad Type (PatricKxxLee x BABYFACEDEAN x Saint Klaus)

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About Distraction (Reaction, Relapsing) 
The title of this song pretty  much explains itself: it’s my vicious cycle. It  gives further insight into what happens with an idle mind; distractions are everywhere and  I’ve found that rather than dealing with life  and its pressures, it’s easier to run and get  lost in the distraction where nothing matters,  which ultimately leads to the relapse, and  which I consider to be a state of mind - when  I get taken back into a state of mind where  nothing seems to matter... and nobody...

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS 
[Verse 1] Every night  / Back again / Hide your pain / Smile again / Suffocate / Inside again / Every night / Distraction / Reaction / Let the inner me happen / Inhibition free happen / Every night / Runaway / Runaway / I’ll avoid the sun today / Darkness fall & I’m okay / Every night / Call you up / Talk you up / UBER 140 bucks / You are just another drug / Every night

[Bridge] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go 

[Chorus] Distraction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Reaction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Relapsing every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night

[Verse 2] I’m not a bad person, I just suck at keeping promises / The scars from past relationships have proved to be so prominent / And honestly I’m skilled at my dishonesty / Part of me kinda proud to be / Hardly there, hardly answering / To be fair, I was gone again / I’m over using / Heartbreak to justify my actions / I’m so over losing / Myself to lust and faking passion / I’m quick to distance, in an instant transmission / You said you love me / I said it back / So unlucky you fell for that in a / Heartbeat / And Mama would be disgusted / It’s disappointing to tell, I seen her go through the hell I put women through by myself / I have a million apologies, this is not an anomaly / Constantly doing robberies / Sorry / And Mama would be disgusted / It’s disappointing to tell, I seen her go through the hell I put women through by myself / I have a million apologies, this is not an anomaly / Constantly doing robberies / Sorry

[Bridge] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go

[Chorus] Distraction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Reaction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Relapsing every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night

[Chorus] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go /

Nowhere Child

Distraction [Reaction, Relapsing]

About Can’t Tame Morgan 
This song is about how my habits combined with my favourite substance of choice spun my life into a completely chaotic playground. The constant feeling of wanting to numb my thoughts and regrets drove me into a crazy cycle... Sometimes there are sides to your personality that show themselves, and the more you try and suppress these feelings, the more they come out... and at some point you can’t tame yourself any longer.

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS
[Verse 1] Slumped out on the couch I’m blacking out but I’m awake / So you already know I was rambling about what I can’t take / Thought that I was ideal but all the confidence was fake / I just drank to appeal, trying to be someone you could take / But it took all my feels and made me someone you would hate / Thought I could keep it real but all this Morgan I can’t tame / It’s been taking control, now I’m just mumbling again / Taking shot after shot / I’m out my mind I killed my brain / Born to die like Mr Meeseeks and I’m blue too / Suddenly we don’t connect like I’m an iPhone Bluetooth / Ten shots back we bonded now I’m a loose screw / Anyone can get it, unfortunately that means you too / Blaming everyone while I’m sitting atop my high horse / But the horse was high as my self-respect on a slow course / Journey down the bottle my GPS on a fast route / Now you look at me the same way we would look at that dude ––[Bridge] One two / Many times I’ve / Played my / Fucking life like / I can’t / Even recall / I’m trapped in a free fall

[Chorus] Run from the run or run to the gun / One shot two shot / Now we’re having fun / Three shot four shot / Now I want more / Double that
and double that I’m crawling on the floor / Captain Morgan I’m sailing on your ship / Drowning in myself thought I only took a dip / I can’t tame Morgan I’m off the fucking rip / I can’t tame Morgan I’m off the fucking rip

[Verse 2] One bottle down now I’m heading to the store / Asking myself how the fuck can I take more / My liver taking beatings like my dick when there’s no bitches / My temper overheating that mean someone can catch stitches / “Don’t go behind the wheel” is what the voice in my head would say / But I’m so under water I can’t even hear what it’s saying / I’m laughing I’m in a game / Two x’s between my name, if I’m not careful X’s over eyes on my picture frame / Oh wait I should grab my phone and drag somebody down with me / If you take this drink then whatever happens is 50/50 / Remember back when the only thing was the sticky icky / Now my lips stick to liquor, bring the Belvy and Henny Henny / My funds deplete but I leave notes around my apartment / An early morning give me 15 minutes till my departure / Barely alive but live enough for straight shots like an archer / I tour de bottle a cycle that never ends until I’m dead, my friend

[Bridge] One two / Many times I’ve / Played my / Fucking life like / I can’t / Even recall / I’m trapped in a free fall

[Chorus] Run from the run or run to the gun / One shot two shot / Now we’re having fun / Three shot four shot / Now I want more / Double that and double that I’m crawling on the floor / Captain Morgan I’m sailing on your ship / Drowning in myself thought I only took a dip / I can’t tame Morgan I’m off the fucking rip / I can’t tame Morgan I’m off the fucking rip

Can't Tame Morgan

About Intro [The Nowhere] 
“The Nowhere” is a state of mind. It’s the next stage after becoming hollow. “Hollow Man” touched on these feelings but “The Nowhere” is a place within yourself, an open field or a hole where it’s neither hot nor cold, everything is just still. I felt so lost deep within myself that the environment in reality didn’t matter at all. It was like standing still and having
the world move around me, somehow I was always in The Nowhere...

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS
[Bridge] Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive ‘cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me

[Verse 1] Pierce my chest just to see if there’s a heart there / Cut my neck just to see if anyone cares / Search my mind, found too many people up there / I don't have a map so I guess I’m going nowhere / Died three times but I’m stuck inside a soul trap / Same mistakes is the reason that my soul’s back / Love and hate, oh I feel them at the same time / Life and death, they keep telling you the same lies / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / All these fucking demons carry on telling me the same lies / Why am I surrounded by the the people that I despise / Why am I surrounded by oh la la la la la la la / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / Why am I so content with hearing all of the same lies

[Bridge] Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive ‘cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me

[Verse 2] You’re going nowhere fast / Nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / Nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast

[Bridge] Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me...

Intro [The Nowhere]

About Idle Minds
You know how they say an idle mind is the devil’s playground? I’m constantly going through the motions because I love my solitude but the more time I spend on my own, the more idle my mind becomes and that’s when my worst habits show themselves. My consumption of substance goes hand in hand with my need for female company, never to really make a lasting connection, more just to pass the time and feed my ego. The reason I stay to myself is because I actually struggle to communicate with people I’m unfamiliar with, this might be a false belief... I guess I’m still figuring it out.

Written by: PatricKxxLee & J Molley
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS
[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Idle minds / Oh how they love to play / I let you waste my time / For now I’ll let you stay / I guess she like it how I live / She just a name on a list / I get so fucked up then I forget / Why the fuck you came over here / I get out my mind when I’m alone / Then I fucking hate that I’m alone / Late night sleeping right beside the phone / Break of dawn tryna get you out my home ––

[Verse 1: PatricKxxLee] And I’m getting trapped by my every escape / I lay faded awake, but I’m lost inside / I hit her up to come take it away / Till I’m done, then I feel like I changed my mind / We sip an ocean, you talking and talking, / You think that I’m here, but I’m lost inside / Coz I don’t love you, I just wanna touch you / I keep it a 100, you caught the sign / All this coming to me / Reason that she choose me / But she thinks I can’t see / Now she wanna use me / Never wanna lose me / But I set her free / Heard it through the grape wine / Niggas wanna take mine / Paranoia my mind / Sipping help me stay fine / If they wanna take mine / They’re gonna have to take lives

[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Idle minds / Oh how they love to play / I let you waste my time / For now I’ll let you stay / I guess she like it how I live / She just a name on a list / I get so fucked up then I forget / Why the fuck you came over here / I get out my mind when I’m alone / Then I fucking hate that I’m alone / Late night sleeping right beside the phone / Break of dawn tryna get you out my home

[Verse 2: PatricKxxLee] Now I can’t / Recall my actions / I hate to ask her but she love to answer / She is a no name and I’m not her master / She can leave now, and another come after / No it’s not you, I’m the source of the problem / Funny how you think that you can just solve ‘em / Time keep on going my feelings dissolving / Breaking the hearts of the girls I’m involved with
/ Can’t feel a thing when I’m trapped in the dirty / I’m off the pill I swear nothing can hurt me / Money get longer my pockets are scurry / Might lose it all when my vision get blurry / We in the sec with like ten bitches flirting / This is much better than tossing and turning / Ghost rider living my head is still burning / Same old mistakes like I don’t do no learning ––[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Idle minds / Oh how they love to play / I let you waste my time / For now I’ll let you stay ––

[Verse 3: J Molley] Too many countless times sleepless nights counting sheep in my holy night / Fuck her hold her tight focus right I ain’t focused / I took a thousand for granted thinking there’s thousands more / Crowding round me like with crowns of thorns / It’s a lot to just take in / Get what you give, suicide in the making / I fucking hate them / This what you get when you try dance with Satan / I fucking hate them / If you see me jump off of a building then know that I caved in / You would think I’m Jesus / Sacrifice all my feelings to keep fighting all of these demons / Wait wait wait / I just wanna be the book they never pick up off the shelf / Can I run away / So nobody else can hate me but my own self / If we speak bout that one time it’s one time and only that don’t mean nothing / Nothing is free and when I’m doing nothing I’m still doing something

Idle Minds [feat. J Molley]

About Love Psycho 100
Without ruining the magic of the song, this is a just an experience between two lovers where neither is right or wrong, the insanity of it all and how we stay with the same person that’s driving us crazy. It’s almost like an addiction; in its own twisted way love is definitely insanity, not all insanity is bad and sometimes when you love the person enough you’ll hold on to that insanity if it means you get to be with that person. Crazy, right? 

Written by: PatricKxxLee & Champagne69 
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: PatricKxxLee

[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Hitting all my shows now / That shit drive me crazy / Blocking all my hoes now / That shit drive me crazy / You talking ‘bout love now / I just wanna fuck now / That shit drive me crazy / That shit drive me crazy / I was off the MD / That shit drive her crazy / All these groupies tempting / That shit drive her crazy / Said you had enough now / I’m talking ‘bout love now / That shit drive her crazy / That shit drive her crazy

[Verse 1: PatricKxxLee] She wants answers right now / That shit drive me crazy / Tryna change my lifestyle / That shit drive me crazy / I should let her go now / Only if I knew how / That shit drive me crazy / That shit drive me crazy / Knock a nigga lights out / Talking to you crazy / Drink until my lights out / That shit drive you crazy / Thinking you should run now / Only if you knew how / That shit drive you crazy / That shit drive you crazy

[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Hitting all my shows now / That shit drive me crazy / Blocking all my hoes now / That shit drive me crazy / You talking ‘bout love now / I just wanna fuck now / That shit drive me crazy / That shit drive me crazy / I was off the MD / That shit drive her crazy / All these groupies tempting / That shit drive her crazy / Said you had enough now / I’m talking ‘bout love now / That shit drive her crazy / That shit drive her crazy

[Verse 2: PatricKxxLee] Arguing ‘bout nothing / Guess that makes us crazy / Faded while I’m stunting / That shit drive you crazy / Know there’s only me / Lucky or unlucky / That shit drive her crazy / That shit drive her crazy / Only talk to you un- / Till you drive me crazy / Talking to a new hun / That shit drive you crazy / Counter with the sex game / I’m using the wrong brain / That shit drive me crazy / That shit drive me crazy

[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Hitting all my shows now / That shit drive me crazy / Blocking all my hoes now / That shit drive me crazy / You talking ‘bout love now / I just wanna fuck now / That shit drive me crazy / That shit drive me crazy / I was off the MD / That shit drive her crazy / All these groupies tempting / That shit drive her crazy / Said you had enough now / I’m talking ‘bout love now / That shit drive her crazy / That shit drive her crazy

[Verse 3: Willestilios] Swerve / Swerve / My girl drove me crazy / N1 / Southbound / Your girl call me “baby” / That shit really crazy I’ve been losing it lately I’ve been really sedated / Girls be calling me “baby” and we ain’t even dating / Drowining my sorrows in the is bottle of pour / Pour it up, pour it up, pour it up / Fuck with my love and I’m drowning some more / Pour it up, pour it up, pour it up / Dive in the pussy then hit the back stroke / Stroke it up, stroke it up, stroke it up / Now when I leave she call me a hoe / I’m like “shit” / Won’t you leave me alone 

[Verse 4: Siyangena69] Back it, throw it, pop it, then we’ll talk about love / Busy being jiggy, blade the sharpest of all / Know that if you’re with me, drip is key, like two one / But we talking love! Shit I mean it’s a joke / If we were talking b.a.m. oh fuck that changes it all / That bitch drive me crazy, like suicide doors / Uh uh, like dirt bikes on ice / Uh uh, like champagne on the floor / That’s smoke

[Chorus: PatricKxxLee]

Love Psycho [feat. Champagne69]

Love Psycho 100 [feat. Champagne69]

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About Poison 
This song is based on the events that took place right after getting back from the US. I had the opportunity to be on a huge artist’s tour and wasn’t just in the right mind state to do that... Honestly speaking, going on tour on my own was the last thing someone in my state should’ve been doing; I let myself go and my environment was any hedonist’s dream. That’s why this song is simply called “Poison”.

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: PatricKxxLee

LYRICS
[Intro] Popped a pill to feel real, what’s the deal / I been swerving on the wheel, if I kill will I feel / Drunk driving through the night / Don’t do pints, bust the white / You can see it in my eyes, now my mind’s in the sky

[Chorus] Bitch I’m poison, what’s your poison / Drowning out the noise and it’s my choice and / I don’t know my limit, do you feel it / Voices that I’m killing, I’m so willing

[Verse 1] Brought that coke no cola, in that Rover / I hate being sober, my bitch do nosedust / Penthouse we got big bucks, pick a whip brah / Rari, Jag like which one, I can’t pick yeah / I don’t talk to hoes / They love me, I already know / And if her man got problems bro, / We jump him just like Mario / My feelings still inside a coma / I can’t control ‘em / This Evil taking over / Leave me alone yuh / I just can’t O.D. / Touch my wood bitch, you should sit / Right on top of me, this some good shit / You should sip / Hoes all on my sofa / Hoes all over / Bang em, feel like Sosa / Then it’s over

[Chorus] Bitch I’m poison, what’s your poison / Drowning out the noise and it’s my choice and / I don’t know my limit, do you feel it / Voices that I’m killing, I’m so willing / Bitch I’m poison, what’s your poison / Drowning out the noise and it’s my choice and / I don’t know my limit, do you feel it / Voices that I’m killing, I’m so willing

Poison

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About Never Paradise 
Growing up, you think life gets better and better, and once you’re finally out of school, the grass will be at its greenest… The biggest lie I convinced myself of was that life was some paradise, but also I always had doubts that things really aren’t as they seem at all, and when you do your own research you’ll soon find that it was never paradise, and that you’re just a pawn in someone else’s ever so elaborate social experiment. That’s what I believe this life is, one big fucking social experiment. Trust me, a lot of things you do are really out of your control, the corny word to use would be “programming” but as soon as someone hears that word, they start to say things like “Conspiracy Theory”… what a great automatic response… almost like you’ve been prog… So take the power of your mind back into your own hands.

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: PatricKxxLee

LYRICS
[Verse 1] No fear in the heart of a sharp spirit / I’m leaving my art, clear / and believe in the heart / peer really deep in the ark / Safe from the war and beyond / Hate that was birthed from the start / Came from the skirt in the stars / Someone perverting the cause / You gotta follow the laws / Just to work for something that’s naturally already yours / Can’t take a second to pause / Thinking’s the cause of the war / Coz someone’s really scared of the shit you can do with your thoughts / Tryna connect all the dots, truly revealing the plot, spoiler alert, when you’re woke, really we pissing in pots / You gotta work till you drop / Then we’re erasing your mark / You can’t move forward in park / And don’t go to class if you’re smart / Can’t teach a bird how to fly / Cant teach a bird how to land / You can show man how to die / When you’re controlling the plan / One brain, two legs and two hands / Know what you could do with that? / Enjoy the illusion and stay asleep / Like you already have. 

[Chorus] Couple of lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more 

[Verse 2] So I took the L and turned it to a 7 / Living in the 5th, I switch between hell and heaven / Curse my fucking genes, hear my screams in the distance / Funny you can tell my past from a fucking piss test / What have I become, I don’t recognise my own reflection / I can tell you all about self-deception / Sick of all the lies they televise, mind-fucking your perception / Sell us demons in a store / Like they possessing your perspective / I’m a fucking living martyr, dead inside for you learn from / Don’t make my mistakes, but use the chemicals to burn something / See the snakes, play for keeps and see what you can take, be the beast they hate / This game is chess, you better check your mates / In a place where, you get thrown when evil plans succeeded / Cause they want you dead but if not they’re fine to see you bleeding / And I wonder why suicide hides behind the human eye / Cause death’s the only thing separating you and I 

[Chorus] Couple of lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more

Distraction [Reaction, Relapsing]

PatricKxxLee

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