W-Disappointed Heaven

Alley Cat

Beneath a derelict observatory on the city’s forgotten edge, a clandestine order gathers around a sigil-etched disk said to predate human memory. When a black tarantula—massive, ancient, unnervingly sentient—crawls from the shadows to claim the circle, the ritual they thought they controlled veers into a revelation none of them expected. The creature is not a summoned guardian but an archivist of living secrets, weaving history, prophecy, and catastrophe into strands only it can read. As symbols ignite and old oaths unravel, the initiates realize they haven’t called it forth at all—they’ve merely stepped into its library, and the spider has begun its quiet, meticulous act of choosing which of them will be preserved… and which will be rewritten.

Black Tarantula

The Painter Birdy Hotel (1970) with joerxworx

I might be the problem....


My new song Misread.


Lyrics


and out i looked into the night 
before me 
knowing that the world 
to come   

is harder than I ever thought it 
would be
and I never knew that I could be 
so dumb

(are you far away)
 
being so dumb 
and misguided

be so dumb 
and misguided
   
being so dumb 
and misguided

 
(back down)
(back down)
(back down)
(back down)
(back down)
and i thought there was another chance
of an excellent invitation to the things i need 
(back down)
and want 

but nothing ever came to me 
 cause it all happens to be 
(to be everything)  

me i'm the problem
(everything)
me i'm the problem 
(everything)

me i'm the problem 
(everything)

i need to fix myself before I set out
(everything)
misunderstand the things i need
(everything) 
i need to clarify the state im in 
(everything)  
and do everything i need ohhh

i need 


I hope you enjoy it and please feel free to leave a comment as your feedback really helps.

Misread

If You Must

The 6th Sense

The 6th Sense (Remix) with Jörg

New Recording 88

“Classy Slang” depicts an inner outcry carried with reason and pride.
To be honest, there is no such thing as “classy slang.”
This track embodies that contradiction: refusing to become crude, restraining emotion with intellect, yet still trying to let it spill out.
My process begins with imitation, and although I aimed for a soulful feel, unfortunately, I felt it was difficult for me to recreate soul music.
This track is the album version of a single edit scheduled for release next year, with refined sound balance to enhance tension and resonance.

Classy slang(Album ver.)

you. (2023)

This track is about my fears of wars.
The world needs to get better.
Love & peace.

Made in December 2025

Dark Wars

Just messing around learning, experimenting, playing and expressing myself. My little collection of demos, songs, experiments and instrumentals. I hope you enjoy them. I'm a guitarist / Vocalist / Producer and enjoy learning to express my moods, emotions, dreams and thoughts as I go.

Thank you all for the likes comments and reposts.

I have added a support link as I am struggling to keep up my subscriptions here currently and it would help me keep on creating and posting more songs. Thank you if you read this far lol.

Misread

Dreaming on Another Distraction