This song is about feeling trapped and lost in life, and struggling with the pressures and expectations that come with it. The lyrics touch on themes of insecurity, desperation, and frustration, particularly with the way society values appearance and relationships. It's a raw and emotional expression of the pain and darkness that can come from feeling like you're not good enough, and the desire to escape from the weight of it all. The song is a reflection of my own feelings of frustration and disillusionment, and I hope it resonates with you on a deep level.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
In the mirror's your best friend
Until your looks begin to fade
Then you're no one's special friend
And you wish you could be saved 

[Verse 2]
From this stupid little life
From your boyfriend and your wife
From the razor and the knife
And from everything you love 

[Verse 3]
Your mom says it's alright
But you still cry at night
No
You can't see the light
You're in the darkest part of life 

[Chorus]
So fuck this stupid life
No one gets it right
You do what you can do
But then you go and die 

[Verse 1]
In the mirror's your best friend
Until your looks begin to fade
Then you're no one's special friend
And you wish you could be saved 

[Verse 2]
From this stupid little life
From your boyfriend and your wife
From the razor and the knife
And from everything you love

Cry at Night

Ugly Girl You Are Rolling Dice Now.mp3

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I painted grey
Then blue again
Trying to find the colour of the rain
The inbetween got no name
I chase the sun
I play the game

Some days I’m high
Some days I’m low
But I keep moving
Let it flow


Ever changing moods
They spin me ‘round
Lift me up
Pull me down

Some days I’m high
Some days I’m low
But I keep moving
Let it flow

Grateful for the ride so far
Sometimes I catch the flame
Then buried it in a bar

I see the past in shadowed light
A mix of wrongs
A touch of right
But something whispers
It speaks of then
I let it go
I start again

This ever changing mood

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TITLE: NOT-SO_GOLDEN CAGE
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LYRICS:

(Verse 1)
Her smile is a mirror I cracked long ago
Her eyes are the glass where the shadows grow
She whispers my name, but it cuts like a knife
A golden cage
But it’s still my life

(Chorus)
I stay
I stay
For the little heart I made
I pay
I pay
Every debt with my own shade
The cost is high but the fear’s too wide
So, I stay
I stay
To keep her safe inside

(Verse 2)
He wears the crown of a kingdom of blame
Every day’s a new trial in his crooked game
The air is heavy, but I breathe it in
To shield her from the storm beneath his skin

(Pre-chorus)
If I leave
The walls might fall
If I stay
I’m the cushion for it all

(Chorus)
I stay
I stay
For the little heart I made
I pay
I pay
Every debt with my own shade
The cost is high, but the fear’s too wide
So, I stay
I stay
To keep her safe inside

(Bridge)
I trace the steps of a fragile thread
Her tiny hands pull me back from dread
A perfect world she may never know
But love’s a battle
And I won’t let go

Abuse From Male Entitlement

Not-So_Golden Cage

Not-So-Golden Cage

SYSTEM OVER_25

nightly mission

Valve-new movement

I LOVE AUTUMN
made with guitar (Honey) rubber mallet and wooden xylophone
with zoom h1 and NCH

"all shamans are leaving for lunch break"

Lyrics:

In the echoes of our past
Where shadows softly fall
Memories linger
Like whispers in the hall
I chase a fading light
But it slips right through my hands
In a world we built together
Now I stand alone unblessed

Stars above are silenced
Where once they used to shine
Each note a gentle whisper
A song that's yours and mine
I reach for distant echoes
But they fade into the blue
In the silence of the cosmos
I can't find my way to you

In the silence, do you can bet
(You knew that all my dreams)
Are fabled into soul
Only imagined to be in thee
In the silence of the stars
I see your face at peace
Bound to you by
And where I will be
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Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Sara Schiller
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

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