I don't wanna share your dreams
I don't wanna wait for your team
I don't wanna care for those kids
I got nothing to give
I just wanna live

I don't wanna know about everything
'Cause everything is fake like you
Everything is stats and numbers, man
And I got zero fucks to give
I just wanna live

Yeah, I don't wanna be
On your right side of history
It's a mystery what all of that means
And I'm not all that intrigued about the fucking thing
I just wanna live

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Based on Shur and Segah modes from Iranian classical music

Just Wanna Live

A cover version by Jimmy Rivas and myself of the gorgeous Led Zeppelin track, ‘The Rain Song’. Written by Jimmy Page and Robert Plant, it appeared on their 1973 album ‘Houses of the Holy’.

  I’ve always loved the song and decided earlier this year to learn how to play it and having learned it, I thought I’d attempt to record it. I wanted to make it a big production and after more time and more takes than it probably took Led Zeppelin to record the entire album, I ended up with something I thought sounded half decent, so I sent it to Jimmy and asked if he’d care to join me. Luckily for me he agreed and sent me an outstanding vocal track stamping his unmistakable mark on the song. Thank you Jimmy.

Credits:-

Jimmy:- Vocals. https://soundcloud.com/j-rivas
 Dairv:- Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitars, Keyboards, Bass, Drums, Mix, Production.

The Rain Song (Jimmy & Dairv)

■概要(Overview)
熱すぎて溶けてしまうくらいの情熱を持てたらいいね。
PrivateからPublicへ熱心に大名行列する。
I wish I could be so passionate that I would melt.
An enthusiastic procession of feudal lords from private to public.

■video
https://youtu.be/pdM0huA1zaE
※あまり動かないですわ

「溶けるくらいに」Let's get passionate

溶けてしまうくらいに
打ち込めるものがあれば
それだけでいいわ

十二時を過ぎたころに
アタマにあふれる「I hate you.」
傷つけあうのはもうやめて
心を解放したならば今

幾重にも重なる
合わせ鏡の迷路
本物は自分だけ
燃えるように　溶けてる


好きなものをいくつか
そばに置いておけたなら
それだけでいいわ

人づての言葉信じ
正義の仮面で「I hate you.」
傷つけあうのはもうやめて
好きなものだけそばに置いていて

幾重にも重なる
合わせ鏡の迷路
映し出されたものは
燃えているか　溶けているか

■Lyrics
If there is something I can devote myself to so much that it melts, that's enough.

After midnight, the words "I hate you" flood my head.
Stop hurting each other. If you free your heart, now.

Labyrinth of mirrors overlapping one after another. The only real thing is yourself.
Melting like it's burning.

If I could just keep a few of the things I like close by, that's enough.

People who believe the words of others who don't know the truth and say "I hate you" under the mask of justice.
Stop hurting each other. Keep only the things you like close by.

Labyrinth of mirrors overlapping one after another. Is the reflected thing burning or melting?

Ignite your passion(溶けるくらいに)

76_ Waiting in Berlin-Tegel in the Sun - released on 26 February 2025 only on Soundcloud

On a sunny spring day, just after a visit to the cinema, I luckily had to wait only a short time after a police operation to see that this S-Bahn did not go into Berlin, but straight back to my destination Hennigsdorf! ;-) #minimal #nodrums #ambient  #liverecording

(produced with BlocsWave & LaunchPad)

Waiting in Berlin-Tegel in the Sun

Lyrics (Words written listening to Gustav Mahler #5 in C#m)

Gaze now pawn upon Fibonacci
Golden proportion of divinity
You're free to seek a center, line!
You can try but you'll fail even with forever time
You're greatness is painted with Galaxies
With leaves and shells and human bodies

So what's this black hole of a formula?
Does intention make it the oracle?
One. Six One Eight
Greek Phi for Maths eye
Two amounts, their ratio equal
To the sum of each all
That equals a sequel

A plus B over A = A over B = Phi we see
Post quadratic two solutions occuring
1.618033 recurring
The positive fine where we parrot science knowing
0.618033 and write 3's forever

Showing one path to a center
The center can't hide
Balanced we ' coming
Closer to less time
Singularities sit spiralled real Di Vinci
Could our big bang be Golden like You & me

Golden ratio orate Nagual

Golden Ratio free


I strongly believe our intention is tied in some way to the golden ratio which is unexplained yet or maybe can't be physically reasoned because it exists at the same level of consciousness that the spirit does. It may even be the key to controlling our spiritual and in turn physical fate. It may also be just me empowering something I believe works as a tool for this tools toolbox (placebo). Whether it is or whether it will be a tool for channeling intent more clearly (GR) I don't know but for me it's at least a focus to try and achieve that in my art and life. Untimately that focus brings a bit more peace of mind for me so whether it's real or not doesn't really matter. Still plenty to learn about matter. Bigger picture .. Connecting a ratio that governs much of the natural Symmetry of the universe with shamanistic beliefs that with spirit and consciousness everything is connected energetically. Sounds like we just need practice to me. The Golden Ratio could be the beacon, the grain of the universe. It's annual tree lines 


File Updated: 12/04.25 @ 00:26 GMT ~ Added Fibbonacci sequence beat. Chinese bonjos change each bar from 0, 1, 1 , 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 21, 13, 8, 5, 3, 1, 1, 0 beats per bar. Also extended the end to imagine batter ways there. I made the duration 4:440444 seconds so we get a numerical palindrome there


File Updated: 11/04/25 @ 21:21 GMT ~ "Golden Ratio orate Nagual" built into the end including a reverse effected verison of the line. Phonetically it was the closest I could get to a meaningful palindrome of sorts (it's obviously not one) but sounds close to the forwards version, is 4 parts so nicely the syllables work well together both ways... A phonetical palindrome... whats that called haha... this is to appreciate the positive and inverse dimensions of the ratio and have a nugget for it musically.


Nagual
Nagualism involves the belief that each person possesses a dual aspect: the tonal, representing their everyday awareness and ego, and the nagual, representing their deeper, limitless self.[3]

The Nagual serves as a guide, helping individuals access hidden potential and spiritual insight by harmonizing these two aspects
Ref: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nagual

I don't for a second pertain to be able to explain properly this realm of discovery nor do I believe I'm more or less connected to these ideas then anyone else... But I've considered them as a possibility for our beings for a long time now... This is where my fixation on intention comes from and given we see and experience the Golden Ratio in such natural beauty and Symmetry... It's like a shrug from nature... here ya go lads... Your answer straight from the universe itself  ..  I like connecting them for myself anyways even if I don't understand it. In fact I make a point of disconnecting myself from an intended intention. I think switching off the reasonable mind to this may bring us closer to understanding it better in our whole beings. Spirit too.. and maybe the act of disconnecting the controlled / learned thought is what makes the flow all work... 🤷🏽‍♂️🧂🧂🧂🧂🧂

The Golden Ratio

sorrow

on the road from Maribor to Bamberg I noticed a sign that said Quellverkehr - sounded like an interesting title for a synth-based instrumental. Hope you enjoy. Downloadable CC BY. 

Quellverkehr

Basic track mix - straight off my Zoom R24. Leaving it alone for a while..(earworm!) 
Synth bass with multi-clarinet riffs / alto flutes/oboe sections with tenor sax on bass pedal. Flute solos with synth middle sections.
Final mix:
https://soundcloud.com/windscaleblues/vanessa-atalanta-red-admiral-final-mix?si=ca265eebd9c240529c76df65d8ce284a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
Picture by Cathy Alexandre (c/o Pinterest)

RED ADMIRAL [CLA158M2 early mix]

Clouds

Artwork: Bold Reverie by Helena Wierzbicki

All rights reserved 6/16/2025

Take me away so I can be free
Sweet melody won’t you take hold of me

Turn me around
And show me the door
I don’t hear that sound 
It’s hard to ignore

Years disappear
into the darkened skies
there’ll come a day
That we rise

Take me away so I can be free
Sweet fantasy won’t you take hold of me

I’m Taking the wheel
And closing the gate
Make me believe
Before it’s too late

All in a day
The senses just wanna feel
No more to say
it’s unreal…

Take me away so I can be free
Sweet melody won’t you take hold of me

Take Me Away

A sting in the tale
You had thought you had won
A permanent place in my life
but you had none

Nothing to offer
You'll have to do better
than beating the bottom
the runt of the letter

A sting in the tale
I gave you more than a bloody nose
We never set sail
We never got close

You never came close
You're not what I'm after
I'm finding my way
as life's late starter

Sting in the tale
I gave you more than a bloody nose
We never set sail
We never got close


Sting in the tale (new)

paulmck