I Wonder What You Think of Me
1
I repeat myself,
Again and again,
 Every line — a rework
 Of past thoughts and phrases.
 All my texts are stolen
From my earlier notes,
 So banally lyrical.
 Forgive me, please,
 For this.
For rethinking
 What you’ll never know
 About me.
 Or maybe you will —
I don’t know.
 I know nothing.
 I’m not dying, I’ll stay alive,
 Just to see
How your life turns out beautifully,
 How your dreams come true.
 I wonder what you think of me —
 Pale-tender neck,
Blue pendant,
 Stickers, lipstick,
 That hair and the linen shirt,
 And such a meaningful, elevated gaze.
You’ve figured out I’m writing about you
 (In parentheses — if you’re reading this, of course).
2
Beige concrete half-light.
 A profile in sunglasses.
 Incomprehensibly beautiful —
 The play of light and shadow.
To dedicate these lines
 To half-closed eyes,
 An ashen smile in mirror reflections —
 Today’s leitmotif.
Where does time carry us?
 All this is so fascinating,
 Not stupid, not vulgar,
 Not simple, not complicated.
It’s natural —
 To be inspired by you.
 To dream, to wake
 With thoughts of you,
Yet not to need.
 This is all — this is you,
 This is — beautiful and eternal.
 It was a blessing to cross paths with you.
And life —
 Is a field of experiments,
 Try to cross it.
Believe in yourself and your dream.

Lyrics and music by Pavel Ivanov aka Год Таер
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