red eye flights

Written, recorded and sung by Susan Grasekamp. Watch the video for this song here:) 
https://youtu.be/H5otPL254OA?si=9H6h2AyPuvOQDXtf

Never Broken

Two pieces by French Baroque composer, François Couperin - the gentle "La Misterieuse" and somber "Les ombres errantes" from his Pièces De Clavecin, Livre IV, Ordre 25. 

This Wigmore Hall recital was part of Dustin's first prize award offered by the New Orleans International Piano Competition, specifically thanks to the late Richard Goula - a past president of the Musical Arts Society of New Orleans.

Pièces De Clavecin, Livre IV, Ordre 25, V. Les ombres errante

Death of an insight

Jolene 2024 27 MSTR

This piece was composed by Enrico Russo for his graunddaughter! Last year he asked me  if I could re arrange it for him, of course it was a pleasure for me to do so...
I hope you will like to listen to it….
To listen to more of his music is at SonoOro….

Art picture is by Kate Stejskal from Pixabay

Tu sei qui`, mon chérie, per Amélie by E.Russo

This is a transcription of the cantate: "Ich ruf zu Dir Herr Jesu" of the famous pianist Busoni.(1866-1924) Acoustic environment King's Collage Chapel in Londen.
It's played in a very modest volume so don't pump up the volume!
It's meditative....

Bach, Ich ruf zu dir, Herr, transcription Busoni (performer Ad van Nederpelt)

kiss the rain

In The Night

“I’m Tired” was born from a moment of raw honesty—written late at night last September, during one of those soul-deep seasons when life just feels like too much.

It’s not the tiredness that sleep fixes. It’s the exhaustion that comes from years of fighting, surviving, and hoping against the odds—a tiredness that lives in the spirit, in the quiet spaces behind closed doors.

As Mental Health Awareness Month ends, and as another birthday passes, I wanted to give voice to what so many feel but rarely say out loud: the loneliness of carrying pain in silence, the invisible battle behind the brave face, and the ache of wondering if we’re “too broken” to be loved or healed.

It’s about naming the struggle, without shame or apology, and letting the truth just be—because sometimes, survival is the victory.

This song is a confession, a sigh, a prayer to anyone who’s ever felt spent but still managed to show up for one more day.

It’s a reminder that you’re not alone, and that every breath—no matter how weary—is enough.

And for me, it’s a way of honoring my own journey, one circle ’round the sun at a time.

If you hear yourself in these words, this song is for you.

I'm Tired

[p*dis] distribution sampler for February 2011.

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