im special cuz i reacted to this on stream

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6bfsK3wIeiiXuFl4zx0JVh?si=ebd0330e7fea4a5a
cover art by my friend tony
swazy: @swazyhq
thank you frost'd for helping me with the mixing on the first guitars

its hard for me to say
how i feel at this point
it gets worse by time
and i cant take it
all i ask for is my space
is that too much?
i can do nothing well
i even disappoint myself now
you werent there for me
but its fine i wasnt either
but you still act like i care
all that i can say is i dont
or atleast i dont pretend to
i was never good enough
for the people to like me too
so just leave me alone
or ill never come back

did what you asked for 
things still cant go back to the way they were
before before before
and these thoughts turn like dials in my mind
they never break off the chain 
i know where i stay
but without you i would rather walk into my grave
i decide 
who could i 
be more like
cant get you back and that aint right
i'd do it all i wanna fight 
cant get you back and that aint right
i decide 
who could i 
be more like
cant get you back and that aint right
i'd do it all i wanna fight 
cant get you back and that aint right

before

before +swazy*

prod drma
with @hovis
mixing by me n hovis, mastered by shia

you go way to far
dont make it easy how to start it
dont know where to start
please save me
i have lost it
im not going far
please tell me what the cost is
is that what you saw

tell me if i was mopping the floor
with the blood in your pores
you wouldnt keep it before
so just tell me if you're sure
because ill help you if you're short
and ill keep it at first
so just fuck it with your lore
ill stay at home and close the door

get your point across
years past there's no saving
at this point you lost
lay in your bed
you're just lazy
when you keep fakin
that shits just so crazy to me
and i keep training 
when all that shit is just pointless to me

woah, hey
i know you're trying
okay, you're not lying

and i keep dying
when ive done it a million times
and i kept fighting
and that shit did not work a single time

hovis:
how does it work
u never left u decided to lurk
all of the problems
u caused
they reminded me
all of these feelings they're really the worst

and theres so much pain
it doesnt hold up inside of my brain
i contemplate
many things
and explain
to my friends
that its notihng
but innocent fate

and u wouldnt believe me
if i told u everything

and i know i cant get rid of
all the problems that u bring

and even if i cross my fingers
i'll still end up afraid

at the end of the day
there's nothing to say

believe in everything i said
its probably better in the end
honestly im not a fan
cus at every fucking corner
everyone tries to play pretend

daisy

daisy w/ hovis

everyone who has submitted a tag for a song i am working on it so don't worry

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4FHdstFpzA5erwS9kYwfjY?si=fe30c785bb5c4609
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Lyrics:
I like Daisy with the big brown eyes
I can hear you calling, I'm watching
All I want is to be alright
I know that it'll never happen
I'm stuck in this place
I'm falling away to your side
I'm drifting away
I know you won't stay
I know it'll be alright
Why you talking to me
You've been messing with me in multiple ways
I'm growing tall like the trees
I know you'll never be in my way

Is this my sanctuary?
I'm feeling very weary
I'm feeling brokenhearted
It's not stopping me
I'm not getting it back, you'll see
Always fall in a trap
I'll be okay
You won't betray
I'm feeling grey
Is this my sanctuary?
I'm feeling very weary
I'm feeling brokenhearted
It's not stopping me
I'm not getting it back, you'll see
Always fall in a trap
I'll be okay
You won't betray
I'm feeling grey

No I'm not coming back, you'll see
Feel the pain in my head
I'll be okay
Be okay

Sanctuary

spotify

Sanctuary (prod. gareau)

written by: giabelle and i
mix & master: me

lyrics:
(@giabellee)
you know it wasn’t me 
that wanted you to leave 
cus id always take you back 
don’t wanna lose what we had 

(me)
i can't help but feel nothing but hollow
it's a downhill life please don't follow
we started off so fresh and so mellow
i remember when it started with a hello

sit in my car playing corduroy dreams
swear we'd run away cuz life ain't what it seems
if you're ever scared run up and hold onto me
but i knew i loved you more when you left without me

petrichor in the air as you kissed me on the lips
ran straight home have to tell my friends about this
sadly i was just another strike on your list
but i kno i'd take you back cuz it's your love that i miss

(@giabellee)
you know it wasn’t me 
that wanted you to leave 
cus id always take you back 
don’t wanna lose what we had 

we both knew it wasn’t meant to be 
but you made me see differently
remember where we went that day 
and told each other that this was our escape 
but i’m guessing it was all fake just one big mistake 
just don’t want you to see how i’m doing without you

(me)
petrichor in the air as you kissed me on the lips
ran straight home have to tell my friends about this
sadly i was just another strike on your list
but i kno i'd take you back cuz it's your love that i miss

petrichor +giabelle (dutchrevz)

[OUT ON ALL PLATS] - linktr.ee/pdktp

(prod. michael rose x max flynn)

LYRICS:

*intro*
she wanna tell me a story about her life,
how she was kicked around, 
yeah, born with strife,
she asked for help yeah,
she wanna a savior,
I might show some sympathy,
but, for later

*chorus*
dead or alive,
I'm struggling to make a compromise,
you won't see me choose between,
dead or alive,
cause I'm just here for the ride,
doesn't matter if I try,
doesn't matter if I die,

losin my grip,
why can't you just come back to me dead or a-,
d-dead or alive,
muscle spasms in my face,
bloody hands, 
I leave no trace,
always getting blamed, 
no case,
dead or alive,

*verse*
what's on your mind,
what is it this time,
oh Coraline,
oh, got my skin crawlin,
vault, yeah, I'm falln,
bitch, why you stallin,

cause I'm turnin,
so red,
when I'm in your presence,
feel I'm hittin dead ends,
cause I'm not,
just gonna stop and rot,

don't know where I'll go,
bad energy,
but it's hard to show,
and I get it,
That's an idea,
I should just dead it,
just bring him!

*chorus*
dead or alive,
I'm struggling to make a compromise,
you won't see me choose between,
dead or alive,
cause I'm just here for the ride,
doesn't matter if I try,
doesn't matter if I die,

losin my grip,
why can't you just come back to me dead or a-,
d-dead or alive,
muscle spasms in my face,
bloody hands, 
I leave no trace,
always getting blamed, 
no case,
dead or alive,

dead or alive

acetone w/ ap ycm + laine + helper

stuck up howling at the moon can't face what's underneath.

LUNAR w/ REEF

prod. @yunglukas
https://open.spotify.com/album/0VqxIJ3SVxrEDCsJn0m7bn
lyrics:
oh if you hate me, will you tell?
im waiting for a response from you
and i know that i won’t get a text back from you
and you sit there
call me pussy
i learned that from you

IM DONE WITH THIS, YOU’RE CHOKING ME
but ill bring it up again
why hide the cuts and the blood from your hands?
you are killer, please take that offense
i cannot stand
or take all of the pain that you give
man its bad for my wrist
man its bad for my wrists
so ill take my depression, mold a creation
i think i already did and i think it starts with an “O” 

(huh)
stop crying, why are you crying?
you have it all 
(huh)
stop crying, why are you crying?
you have it all 
(huh)
stop crying, why are you crying?
YOU HAVE IT ALL!!!

(well)
i guess it helps me with anxiety 
and my slow realization that I'm rotting beneath
all my trials lord
i pray for them, but i know they aint praying for me!

IM DONE WITH THIS, YOU’RE CHOKING ME
but ill bring it up again
why hide the cuts and the blood from my hands?
i am a killer, ill take that offense
i cannot stand
or take all of the pain that you give
man its bad for my wrist
man its bad for my wrists
so ill take my depression, mold a creation
i think i already did and i think it starts with an “O” 

IM DONE WITH THIS, YOU’RE CHOKING ME
but ill bring it up again
why hide the cuts and the blood from your hands?
you are killer, please take that offense
i cannot stand
or take all of the pain that you give
man its bad for my wrist
man its bad for my wrists
so ill take my depression, mold a creation
i think i already did and i think it starts with an “O”

blood on my hands

prod me 
mixed by me
written by me

lyrics:

yeahhhhh, yeahhhh yeahh ohhhh.
and as the leaves fall down
i touch your skin so soft and brown
its getting cold out
so bring a coat now
and as the show starts
you said its getting dark
you said your mom said be home by nine
but this is the show of our lives

(somethings not righttt)
yeahhh yeahh ohhhh
what you doin if i scream out, can you even see now?

and i cant get it out my head, you said you want me dead
but now im in your bed, i hope im stuck up in your head
i hope that shit a dread, and all those text you got on read
like a knife to the chest i bled out

i had to tell my self to grow up
hand over my mouth i had to stop myself from throwing up
you're not the one i want because my perfect girl is showing up

love her so much she make throb
and every time i think about you it make my heart stop
and anything you wanted you got it at a pindrop

and at the pindrop the world slowed down
it took a moment jus to realize that i hate this town

why is everyone asking if im okay?
no smile on my face but happiness is what i portray

the shows over now 
i hope your moms not mad
cus that would make me sad
cos id never ever see you again
your cheeks red, think you cold, yea u freezing

and then the symphony came 
theres no more time until spring 
and this is hurting my brain

i let my breath out
yea i breathe out
breathe out
like a knife to the chest i bled out

and then fall came

thank you everyone on this song!
prod pk
mastered by me

1: @ricevst
2: @dooozii
3: @kiddghxst
4: @kashanilmao

@ricevst
bitch im next up flexed up
pass you in the tesla
last night was a movie ok dude you're just an extra 
taking hella shots like its a western 
dual wieldin pistols click click click make his chest hurt 
got this feeling real deep down in my bones
bitch im kinda antisocial she won't leave me alone
you gon spin like a record better lower your tone 
yeah you pitiful 
im invincible
yeah its criminal you're a mystery 
drink another fucking monster its affecting my sleep 
i got somniphobia call me afourteen
but i hit my mark with consistency

@dooozii
little boy keep talking, i know he not tryna test me
rip to tony, feel like they tryna collect me
washed up
bet you never thought that i would ever get so bossed up
next fool to cross me i'll tie him up into a hostage
calling for backup, i think it's useless (huh, why)
walking through the back door, you'd be stupid
love life making moves, i'm attached, i think i'll date her
dislike all my music, you're a #hater
part of me feels like i'm making great time (i can tell)
walk in the function, who wanna die tonight (no no i'm just joking but)
step any closer, ima take your life
want it all, give me everything
all of your stuff is mine

alright so what im gonna do is ima drive off. 'cause i have all of your stuff.
and while you sit here and cry, you can think about everything you just lost.
'cause i took it all, and that kinda sucks. so i don't know what to tell you

@kiddghxst
I'm a trash star and I'm feeling like a bastard
Feel like Ghetto Smosh, I'm in the perc 30 disaster 
Confessin all your sins im a mf pastor
I be tellin everyone like I'm a broadcaster
Leave a mark just like tattoos, play with bitches I'm taboo
In front of everyone I dont even act like I dont know you
Got a prada bag and you know it be made of alligators 
Off to go n fuck your bitch n imma mate her
See you later

@kashanilmao
?

root + dooozii_shober_kashani [pk]

Wanted You w/rans0m & kuriosity

dm on discord for collab
pd#1000
@fallnvaultcollective
@halfahearthouse

dead or alive

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