i love stuff like this everyone went crazy

"i really do wish you the best but i cannot see you with him" :(

[ON ALL PLATS]
(prod. cløud x jang0)
Features:
@1nopes 
@meantyyy 
@1stevyn 
@zaywxlk 
@its1zin

[LYRICS]
[pdktp]
I...
Don't know what I did to make you break my heart,
I thought we were so good, yeah right from the start,
I haven't cried in awhile but, now i'm fallin apart,
I thought that i'd feel fine,
But, my heart feels so confined,
I was so shocked,
Thought it would've been different when me and you lasted for,
So Long,
so long,
So Long,

[1nopes]
Said I could never hurt you more than I already did,
But it was you who caused all this fucking suffering,
Caught up in something but I don't think it was love,
Think it was, lack of connection i'm getting sick of this tension,
Just let me mention how much you fucked me up,
(angelic vocal run)

[zaywxlk]
You told me you love me, but i just feel stupid,
Your lies ripped up my heart,
girl, Girl you are so ruthless,
I'm wishin we broke up sooner,
We both know we knew it,
Woah, woah,
2 years down, check the phone,
Can we make up?
No,
I-I wish i would've known,
oh-oh, oh no,
I wish i never met you, you know?
(panned vocal run)
Okay!

[pdktp]
I...
Don't know what I did to make you break my heart,
I thought we were so good, yeah right from the start,
I haven't cried in awhile but, now i'm fallin apart,
I thought that i'd feel fine,
But, my heart feels so confined,
I was so shocked,
Thought it would've been different when me and you lasted for,
So Long,
so long,
So Long,

[Zin]
Like how the fuck am I supposed to relax,
when i got this pain in my chest?
I really do wish you the best,
But, I cannot see you again,
Like girl it's strange to me!
I thought we were made to be!
All this pain you bringin me!
Push me right underneathe!
(stevyn giggle)
the floooor,

[stevyn]
I suck at the simplest task,
Ain't nobody tryna help me,
nobody asked,
Not about the money,
Not about the cash,
I'm on my shit,
Yeah, I'm goin hella fast,
You said were over!
(giggle)
NO GOIN BACK ANYMORE!
now i'm here,
layin,
dead on the floor,

[Meanty]
Don't know whatchu want from me,
Your hurting my heart, So Painfully!
is this what you want?
Your changing me,
like what is this for?
Your breaking me!
Never felt so heartless,
I know that you got it all,
I tried to call you back,
Never felt this way before,
(angelic vocal runs)

Scarred Hearts (ft. prohip, zaywxlk, Zin, stevyn, Meanty)

a fake scene awakens
curvin my bad decisions
might fall back tonight
all the paths i’ve takin 
n i keep regressing
my regrets in this

u make me delusional
f*ck u for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

i got caught up in the way that we talk
moved too fast then we swerved hit a wall
brake fast finish last
leading me along
always gettin high 
why’d u leave me at a low?
i can fix u up
let me in take it slow
fight me outside
back it up when we’re alone
u f*ck my head up like a prozac
empty like a bottle no signal like i’m blocked in

u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

consider i take the past away
or i rewash all that pain away
can’t take it back instead replay
every detail of those memories made,
we got swept up tryna force this
love n loss just part of the process
built up mountains of remorses
split us up n now we’re corpses to us,
we let the outside take us
hard to bring back 
what was had after lost trust
still look for u in the real world
were we just lust?
that we called love?

(i gotta yell here? f*ck)
u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal
u make me delusional
f*ck this make me risk it all
loose love thinking you ripped me off
too high off your counter love

medicinal

moment

𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
additional production by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q2ggA8q5zizowN7b2AJat?si=_dkJHWDjSz6JXoDPz9XwNw
visualizer: https://youtu.be/ELC3oCwdewU

(I’ma say sorry then I do again)
(I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends)
(Now you live in my head, now I play pretend)
(I don’t wanna die, but I think about it)
(Swear I wanna die when I think about it)
(Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded)
(And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded)

You’ve been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you’ve been trying to grow
And it’s hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don’t mean shit

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

spotify

ends (simon m)

@55depths

a new era rising...

from the second album:
"and at last..."
on all platforms.
video: https://youtu.be/J3arqq90Lps
prod. me

lyrics:
well i've lost my way 1000 times before
i woke up fully clothed still on the floor
you've taken everything and even more
and living life has become such a chore
a bore to me now

so face it things aren't like the way they were
thinking back to it things were all such a blur
i'll face these demons one by one by one
and live forever under my own sun
be one with the cold

let it die (let it bleed)
overnight (all from me)
see the love gone from your eyes
out of touch
out of line
out of your fucking mind

well i've lost my way 1000 times before
and never ended up like this before
oh, you've taken everything there is to take
but i keep coming back
it's my mistake to make
oh, to make

so face it things aren't like the way they were
thinking back to it things were all such a blur
i'll face these demons one by one by one
and live forever under my own sun
be one with the cold

and at last...

1000 times before

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

bath

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6S4jFqjGCsMpsuxFTgc9J6?si=cf3d8e26732c4f77

Produced by me


Take a look where we're at now
Past the crossroads of time
Where mistakes made are final
Things ain't really looking out
We're like moths to a flame
And that flame slowly burned us
Feel like an island
No one for miles and
It's radio silence
Just noise from the past
Peel the bandage while I'm bleeding
Cause we've been 
Going on without a reason
The seasons changed and 
So did you

But you looked so good in December
Regretting things ever got better
Haven't heard your voice
It's been forever
And I know that I won't
But I hope this gets better with time

Didn't even really have shit figured out
But it didn't matter
Looking back it was so simple
Wish I recognized that faster
We're just wasted potential
Dealing cards with the devil
Traded all that I had
But what I had wasn't ever
Enough to last forever
At least when it comes to you so
When we beat the devil 
Well the devil didn't lose
We both had our hand in
Abandoning 
The one thing we thought would be
Always standing
But what makes it so damn hard
For me is all the memories
And maybe you hate me
But I hate being reminded of our past

Cause you looked so good in December
Regretting things ever got better
Haven't heard your voice
It's been forever
And I know that I won't
But I hope this gets better
I hope we get better with time

December

produced by me

(first song with german lyrics yay)

Lyrics: 

sunset
don't panic
and don't stress
sweat down
run fast?
tear drop
mama died
papa left
and took my sister too

alle meine homies noch nüchtern
bin auf dem rücksitz.
sowie damals.
eigentlich bin ich gerne alleine
aber mit dir ist schon nice.
kann schon sein das ich dich hasse und vermisse oh god
(stupid kind of love)


feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care
(don't care don't care)
stupid kind of love

feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care 
(don't care don't care)
kill me in the spotlight
kill me in the spotlight


(wait, wait hold on)
ist schon irgendwie blöd du bist nicht da
ich erase diese zeit kleine gefahr
man ich komme zu spät ey
denn ich bin immer am pennen
und ja ich fick auf das abi
(you're tired aren't you?)
bruder frag nicht

die lügen waren wie gedruckt
die promises sowie staub
und ohne jeglichen grund
verschwindest du jetzt auch
aber i guess ich bin genau der selbe arschloch so wie du
ja ich hab alles falsch gemacht i guess mir geht es gut

sunset
don't panic
and don't stress
sweat down
run fast?
tear drop
mama died
papa left
and took my sister too


feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care
(don't care don't care)
stupid kind of love

feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care 
(don't care don't care)
kill me in the spotlight
kill me in the spotlight

kill me in the spotlight

prod. deadyami + endie
mixed by endie + chrmng,

lyrics:

With your beautiful smile
I'll see you in a while
I can't wait to come home
You're so impatient this time
It's been breaking your mind
I wanna let you know that you're perfect
Am I finally worth your attention
Taking a leap before you made the decision
To stay or leave through my intermissions
I guess you learned from your dad
You'll be dead or in prison

Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

With your beautiful smile
I'll hate you till I die
I think you knew that this would happen
I can't say I'm surprised
Because I'm still alive
And you're already dead to me
It's been so long since I've felt
This sense of security from anyone
You can't wait to see what

Tonight could be
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had
Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

We knew what we could've had
I can't wait to come home

as long as i'm by your side

as long as im by your side

rip jd
production by king theta

think i’d start to notice
when things go out of focus
you play me like a fool
the one i am
but i just can’t understand
why its always in your hands
and i know its all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

blood
on your hands when you’re feeling numb
feel like a fool
but crawl back when it’s said and done

but i just can’t understand
why it’s always in your hands
and i know it’s all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

in the middle of the night
i see ghosts in all directions
and i can’t even wonder why
it’s haunting me, it’s haunting me

i know
maybe you were right
cause i have no reflection and im
bleeding from my eyes
you’re taunting me, you’re taunting me

but i can’t understand
why im always dealt this hand
so ill cry on the phone
you’re just an actor on your own

blood
on your hands when you’re feeling numb
feel like a fool
but crawl back when it’s said and done

but i just can’t understand
why it’s always in your hands
and i know it’s all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

hands (king theta)

call me pd (pee-dee)
DM me on discord for inquiries: @pdktp
or email: pdktpmusic@gmail.com
@fallnvault

Scarred Hearts (ft. prohip, zaywxlk, Zin, stevyn, Meanty)

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