While I lie here burning, you're encased in ice
With tainted eyes upon your tainted soul
It's no wonder I'm so cold
A terrible thing I'm learning as tears are turned to ice
These four walls will be my dreaded foes
As I rot here in this hole

Do you conspire to hold me down?
Do you conspire to hold?
Do you conspire to hold me down?
Have I wasted a dream?

Restless seas will murder me tonight
As you appease effortlessly the open mouths of hungry thieves
There'll be no silent empathy inside
No colour or shades of hope ...

Antimatter-Conspire

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Drums Programming: Mehdi Emadi
Arrangement: Hamid Zahedi , Mehdi Emadi
Music: Hamid Zahedi
Sound Design, Mix, Mastering: Mehdi Emadi
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Occupied Mind & Rusted Doors - Collapsing

Could I be wrong, or did I just watch you cut your own throat to maintain a sense of control?
Within, where logic sleeps with the pigs
I'm half in your world, so you drag me down with your ship

Lead us into war, leave the real world behind
Give in to scorn
Burn, run and hide

Waging our war has give me something pure to believe in
From my moral high ground I'm up here looking down at the parasites snapping at the air
And i guess I'm still somewhat confused
You put a grenade in your mouth and pulled the pin out in the hope that I'd get hurt by the blast

I offered to drop, even begged you to stop, for your own worthless sake, and I meant what I said
But you had to defile and then hid like a child, let the grownups clean over the mess that you'd made ... Do you feel shame?

I can see the waves rushing from your shores
I can hear the praise running from your door
You sacrificed your name and all that you've worked for
Just to feed your scorn.
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War - Sleeping Pulse

Antimatter-The Immaculate Misconception

Kat Frankie - People

Sleeping Pulse - Backfire

Empyrium - Where At Night The Wood Grouse Plays

Aaron - Endless song (live waves from the road)

Antimatter - Fighting For A Lost Cause

I've become resistant to myself
To my weaknesses and pain
I've become the one who wants to live
And just feel alive again
I've changed myself
I've become addicted to being strong
Started out my second life
And the remnants of your tears and smiles
Shift deleted from my mind
Without knowing how it hurts
I feel safe
Without knowing how it hurts
I feel safe
Is this what I really wanted?

Second Life Syndrome

Riverside - Before

Anathema's "Parisienne Moonlight" collaboration-cover with TheLongestYear

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Sleeping Pulse - Backfire

Pedro Mendes