production by @neohnq
vocals by @1akura

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akura - save me (neohn)

prod by. @johnnyfriend
lyrics by. hawker ort x trustohm :)

Lyrics:


I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say
I'm feeling so confused, I'm feeling so betrayed
You left me here alone, you left me here to die
You took away my home, you took away my sky

Now I'm falling faster than the speed of light
I can't see the future, I can't see the bright
All I see is darkness, all I see is night
All I feel is emptiness, all I feel is fright

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid,  avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

I don't want to live, I don't want to stay
I don't have anything, I don't have a way
You broke my heart in two, you broke my soul in half
You made me hate myself, you made me lose my laugh

Now I'm falling deeper than the deepest sea
I can't hear the music, I can't hear the glee
All I hear is silence, all I hear is pain
All I taste is bitterness, all I taste is stain

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid, avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

Maybe there's a chance, maybe there's a hope
Maybe there's a light, maybe there's a rope
Maybe I can heal, maybe I can cope
Maybe I can feel, maybe I can grope

But I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so

I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid,  avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

Now I'm falling faster than the speed of light
I can't see the future, I can't see the bright
All I see is darkness, all I see is night
All I feel is emptiness, all I feel is fright

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid,  avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

falling out (johnnyfriend)

listen (alfie snapped)

troubled (okmax x yuko)

paranoia (threelane!)

punched in while sick
1/9/25

>>>
i took my life
im not even here no more
its a waste of time
why do i care at all?
inside my mind
is stuff that you cant see
rip off the skin, its not mine
i think im going a lil crazy

now watch me bleed!
its all i wish
you cant save me now
i already put me down
i cant sing that well
im not gifted at all
i think that god really hates me
but i do aswell

i think im-
dying by my side
like all the time
you dont fucking know me
dont act like you know me!
fuck your life i think im fine
hate myself like all the time
hate my friends, i dont know why
just take these pills until im real-

i dont wanna hear it
i dont even really care anymore
im not an artist
just a mess looking for someone
i cant fuck it all up again!
I HOPE THEY KILL ALL MY FRIENDS
fucking end it all, just get it out of my fucking head



































































































i want to quit

i took my life (cian + rjpasin)

produced by @riveo

@peiflowy
these scars will never heal,
don't tell me how you feel,
ever chance that I give you,
you just go out for the kill,
swear you give me a rough time,
when you step into my life,
you seem to break everything,
when it never goes right,
yeah all these voices in my head,
telling me to leave instead,
I know that chu think of me less,
yeah hear no heart in your chest,
swear that chu don't love me,
just like all the rest.

@crossnecklace
you're just like the rest, u never really saw me
always playing pretend, can't get it out of my head
i thought we'd stay till the end
now i'm already dead, i'm already gone
you should forget what i've said
you should forget what you've read
girl we're too far gone,
what's the point of going back now? x2

@peiflowy
these scars will never heal,
don't tell me how you feel,
ever chance that I give you,
you just go out for the kill,
swear you give me a rough time,
when you step into my life,
you seem to break everything,
when it never goes right,
yeah all these voices in my head,
telling me to leave instead,
I know that chu think of me less,
yeah hear no heart in your chest,
swear that chu don't love me,
just like all the rest.

heals (riveo)

~lift my bangs~
@lintukoto

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4J4VN0ylZ8qFEuSrmgn2MZ?si=RSyCsQYsQYanhdB5CfxGlw

heyhihihi what's up ty for all of the love recently it's been really motivating.. (..kind of overwhelming too but in a good way) so let's all have a good upcoming autumn ૮ • ﻌ - ა

♡♡
would u tell me that u love me even if i'm kind of awkward?
it's so hard to say goodbye i don't wanna make this hurt that bad

u say i care too much?
well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

u 
like u never realized 
my true feelings
ig that's not ur fault cos

i'm just so terrified
scared of that look in ur eyes
promise me that you'll be alright
still.. i'm hoping to rely on the lies

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 

I've been in bed all day
overthinking every word i say
i'm sry, u just can't relate
just wna sit outside w/ the rain

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

you called it bittersweet
there's no need for talk like that
just say it how it is
it'll hurt but i like it like that

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 
linktr.ee/elixioo

lift my bangs (anka)

I'm back.

This is about my wife

prod me

Lyrics:

breakup its been a minute im not dead
i been steady working for my famliy getting bread
baby on the way im living life like no pretend
i wouldnt change a thing If i could do it all again

No matter what we do, you are my best friend
they aint got a clue they just condescend
Loving you forever is my only intent
We just doing us baby in the end

They all talk about, how we do it better
U plus I, is my favorite letters
Do or Die, under any pressure
Read my mind like a fortune teller

I dont know whats in store for me
putting on my fit w my jesus piece
sometimes i get nervous but i pray for peace
looking up to heaven knowing God got me

Thinking of my life with no cause at all
Searching for the answers in a crystal ball
I cant take the credit no I’m not the cause
growing up from kids now were grown adults

talk big just a voice up on the internet
if you make a bet then back it up or ima double that
if you make a sound put the body up in bubble wrap
i cant hear your voice unless youre talking where the numbers at

this a real hard hitter
i cant stop it now if i plan on being a winner
pushing through the pain with promises i must deliver
pick my baby up we going out so ima spin her
spending time and drinking liquer

what we cooking up for dinner
Baby just a day with you is all i can remember
This is just the start of this im still just a beginner
through the thick and though the thin but the thick is getting thinner

No matter what we do, you are my best friend
they aint got a clue they just condescend
Loving you forever is my only intent
We just doing us baby in the end

They all talk about, how we do it better
U plus I, is my favorite letters
Do or Die, under any pressure
Read my mind like a fortune teller

I dont know whats in store for me
putting on my fit w my jesus piece
sometimes i get nervous but i pray for peace
looking up to heaven knowing God got me

Thinking of my life with no cause at all
Searching for the answers in a crystal ball
I cant take the credit no I’m not the cause
growing up from kids now we’re grown adults

u + i

p. @1akura @tores @dontlikerevi

@hartfxlt
before I leave this world can I hold you one more time 
before I leave you girl can we spend like one more night?
its so fucking futile y do I even try 
you say you love me but you couldn't say goodbye 
cutting ties it aches, should've never caught your name
so, crop me out of frame ooh go our seperate ways
hate how it all turned out, gotta grin while it all burns down
don't wanna be alone by myself, but there's no point calling your cell

@1akura
i miss your love miss your touch yea
i cannot do this all alone no
i wish that we can be together
goodbye 4everr

i dont know how we fell so far apart
remember we were close now you're too far:(
looking at the sky yea i see the stars
in another live w could restart!!

just talk to me this time
i cant leave with no sign
i need you the most
i i i got too close

(before i leave again can i hold u 1more time)
(can i hold u 1more time)
(before u leave again can we spend like one more night, ohhh)

the silence is drowning me inside

@hartfxlt
in the quiet, pretend your right here when i close my eyes

before I leave this world can I hold you one more time 
before I leave you girl can we spend like one more night?
its so fucking futile y do I even try 
you say you love me but you couldn't say goodbye 
cutting ties it aches, should've never caught your name
so, crop me out of frame ooh go our seperate ways
hate how it all turned out, gotta grin while it all burns down
don't wanna be alone by myself, but there's no point calling your cell

regards (bayergartner)

pei flowy