rubs me wrong

(cangi)
thoughts of things that couldve been 
ive fucked my life
failed as a normal guy now all i wanna do is die 

(without a life)
every night is silent
days are gone and
my life is over
over for me
Have no one by my side
0 friends, 0 xp
Every girl laughts at me
Fuck her life, ugly bitch
Future's fucked, on my head
Dont ask me, i cant tell
Videogames on my phone
Nothing more, 0 calls

(cangi)
im done its over 
shit i fucked my whole life up 
nothings fun i feel dumb
im feeling fucking numb 
too broke for anything
not enough for a chicken wing
failed in school im dropping out
all the things i talk about 
are dumb and retarded 
i feel exausted
nobodys here for me 
burns of the 3rd degree
my parents fucking hate me
i feel so guilty
its all my fucking fault
im just to stupid

i fucked my life (feat. without a life)

i honestly really hate this song and im deleting my sc and taking my life tommorow.

vocals, writing, mixing
@killjogger

instrumentals
@glitterinveins88

cover art, mixing
@BGOTNN

Female Genocide

It's that time of year again
The summer has come to an end

It's not too cold to enjoy yourself
It's perfect time to be with someone else

And I think your love is sweeter than candy
And I love it when you get so handsy

Let me lick the blood off your lips
Let me leave little love-bites on your hips. 

The best part about Halloween 
Is getting to see 
My pumpkin queen
I swear I love you all year round
But tonight I need you more than ever now

It's like a full moon when I see you
I go completely insane and I need to
become a beast of a man
I wanna do more than holding hands

I need to strip your flesh from bone
You are never going home
So go ahead and try to call
They won't miss you at all

The best part about Halloween 
Is getting to see 
My pumpkin queen
I swear I love you all year round
But tonight I need you more than ever now

Pumpkin Queen

Collab song between @retardead69 and @killjogger.
He did the majority of the work and his musics way better then mine, lol.

Dead: https://soundcloud.com/retardead69
Buy his Album on CD: https://www.6monthsmedia.com/product/retardead

12 Gauge Suicide ft. retardead

I don’t know what to do

in case you are profoundly mentally retarded this track is supposed to be making fun of school shooters

Verse
Given up on love given up on life
Given up on everything I ever liked
Gotta get people to fuckin know me
Gotta get my face up on the TV screen
I'll just buy a gun I'll just go to school
I'll just take some pictures to look cool
Giving up on everything I ever was
Giving up on growing up all because

Chorus
I can't breed
I can't breed
I can't breed so you will bleed
I can't breed
I can't breed
I can't breed so you will bleed

I CANT BREED

nose to the grindstone (original)

Made this track in like 2 days, but I'm quite chuffed with how it all turned out. Committed a cardinal incelcore sin and used open tuning instead of power chords, but I hope you guys like it anyway! Even drew some custom Sir. Offline art for this one, thought it suited the occasion.
GO LISTEN ON SPOTIFY!!!! IT PAYS ME!!!!: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Sx0E8zy0YSqoI1lPBdNkB?si=25b6e33fc8a1464e

Lyrics: 
Verse 1:
I quite like to think I bury every little thing
These songs might be the only way that I can let them out securely
I feel safer knowing no-one knows me better than I do
So you can spill your heart to me, but don’t expect for me to do the same for you

Chorus:
I’m feeling fine, I know you won’t believe me, so I
count all the times, you think you truly knew me and I
just wanna cry, you’re all just fakers to me, if you knew
how I am, you’d run until your soles stick to the ground

Verse 2:
Everybody knows me, either love me or they hate
I built up quite the reputation, and they know the whole charade
Cause I am loud, dumb and obnoxious, and completely off the rails
But I’m quite an anxious person, I regret the way I used to be…

Middle 8:
The time that I tried to best exposit my mind 
Would leave me in state of rot and horrid mental decline
And I swore to myself that I would target the signs
and make sure that it never happened a 2nd time…
*record scratch*
W-w-wait, what was I saying?

Chorus (extended):
I’m feeling fine, I know you won’t believe me, so I
count all the times, you think you truly knew me and I
just wanna cry, you’re all just fakers to me, if you knew
how I am, you’d run until your soles stick to the ground

I’m feeling sound, It’s not your fault I’m like this it’s just
so hard to ground, myself enough to face that I can
be who I am. But am I now the me that I would 
play to the crowds? I might just be the fakest one around.

You Don't Know Anything About Me

I might use this instrumental for an actual cover in the future

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Chickentender]
Practicing self-inflation
Can barely shove more plates in
I blew my whole gut up
I think I'm gonna pop
There's no deflating flat now
Everyone is fat now, fat now

[Verse 2: Chickentender and Killjogger]
Time’s up, I know that my diet sucks
Nothing worth skipping, I am barely walking
Eating and swelling, just to stretch it
My belly's so red now, red now

[Chorus: Both]
I'll be fed like Kirby
I'm brapping and burping
Rubbing my tummy because it is all burpless, burpless
I'll be fucking popped by 30, 30

[Verse 3: Killjogger]
Chew this, this is why I grew this
Maybe I'm just stupid, ballooned and shoeless
Crustsox, can you eat me? Can you even feed me?
Can you even feed me, feed me?

[Verse 4: Both]
Papa John's in my tummy
H4rtbrkr's so yummy
I ate too much junk food
I ate too much junk food
Had too many red beans
Now I'm getting gassy, GASSY...

[Chorus: Both]
I'll weigh five-hundred thirty
I'm stretching and bursting
Filling my belly, because it is the firmest, firmest
I'll weigh fucking tons by 30, 30

[Outro: Chickentender]
Red by 30
Red by 30
Belly's red by 30
I'm farting and burping
Gassy by 30
Gassy by 30
Gassy by 30
I am so fucking fat

Gassy By 30 (feat. Killjogger)

It may be hell on earth, but I’ve got you.

nose to the grindstone (original)

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