call me an asshole
when im upset
i dont have feelings
so just forget
i might not like the
same things as you
im just a retard
through and through

i dont think that its my fault
i didn't do anything wrong

leave me out to die
i wont mind
keeping ups too hard for me
leave me by myself 
it won't work out
but nothing matters anyways

every day of
my life is shitty
cant away from
this fucking city
cant get a break
and i start to feel ill
i should've known that
 i don't have free will

cant make sense of anything
soon i will be 6 feet underground

leave me out to die
i wont mind
keeping ups too hard for me
leave me by myself 
it won't work out
but nothing matters anyways

i dont have feelings

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone who’s a bore
I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone to be mine

Eat up your lies
I’ll wash out all the signs
I feel sublime
She lets me touch her all the time

Doesn’t matter if you want to do it
You let me do it
No need to subdue ya
If you are not like me at all
Id rather see you thrown to fall

I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone who’s a bore
I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone to be mine

Just want you
Dont need you
This is why everyone leaves you
Just want you
Dont need you
You would be better off if you were dead

I Want a Whore

It's that time of year again
The summer has come to an end

It's not too cold to enjoy yourself
It's perfect time to be with someone else

And I think your love is sweeter than candy
And I love it when you get so handsy

Let me lick the blood off your lips
Let me leave little love-bites on your hips. 

The best part about Halloween 
Is getting to see 
My pumpkin queen
I swear I love you all year round
But tonight I need you more than ever now

It's like a full moon when I see you
I go completely insane and I need to
become a beast of a man
I wanna do more than holding hands

I need to strip your flesh from bone
You are never going home
So go ahead and try to call
They won't miss you at all

The best part about Halloween 
Is getting to see 
My pumpkin queen
I swear I love you all year round
But tonight I need you more than ever now

Pumpkin Queen

i spend my days locked in a black hole 
theres only hate left in my soul

ill never let up
ill never find hope
i want to move on but i dont wanna let you go

obsessed
with the past and
possessed 
with your wrath and
wondering
if i could withstand
anymore of your absence

trapped in my mind black tears of dust
i left behind what i once was

ill never let up
cause im too stubborn
no i wont grow up ill never change ill stay in my ways

obsessed
with the past and
possessed 
with your wrath and
wondering
if i could withstand
anymore of your absence

obsessed with you

myxsdheadhurts wavves

NOSE TO THE GRINDSTONE

once again youll just wait it out
and you hope it fixes itself
who's fucking crying now
 you're laying on the ground

no one around

you're inside out

wait until my brain stops bleeding
losing dying and retreating
another time i traumatize myself
and i guess ill just have to wait it out

you keep talking to yourself
instead of anyone else
so hold on to your skeletons
you're as stable as gelatin

close the curtain

you're a burden

wait until my brain stops bleeding
losing dying and retreating
another time i traumatize myself
and i guess ill just have to wait it out

wait until my brain stops bleeding
losing dying and retreating
another time i traumatize myself
and i guess ill just have to wait it out

Wait It Out

Woke up today with a gun in my hand
Put on my clothes for my last stand
Hide the gun in my bag, yeah, you don't know the plan
Fired my shots and they all fucking ran

I'm Charlie
Charlie Chicken
Shootin' up schools
So quit your bitchin'
Charlie
Charlie Chicken
Shootin' up schools
And I ain't missin'

NOSE TO THE GRINDSTONE

penguinband