lyrics:
[verse 1]
contain your excitement 
don't fall into silence 
two hearts beat compliant 
thoughts gone into my breath
violet color of your dress 
but now that you're here
I fear I'm makin a mess 

[pre-chorus]
but I'm glad I didn't delete it 
the way I feel you better believe it 
baby right now you're the reason
I need to see this 

[chorus]
momentarily wasted 
scared by the fact that I'm facin'
everything that I've been chasin'
it's in my hands but will I waste this
take your time
it'll be just fine
if you're by my side
it's just our perfect night 

[verse 2] (Carlby)
I'm terribly jaded 
but maybe you're the one to finally change this 
heart of mine 
that's been broken down a thousand times before 
I met you, love was just a dream but now its come true (it's come true)
and I can't bare to leave but is it too soon
is it soon?
to open up to you 
to let my guard down 
to lay my cards out

perfect night (feat. Carlby) [prod. King Theta]

(lyrics):
Tell me
What do you really think of me 
Fakin
U think I can’t take it?
Face it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
Can’t you see
That I’m stuck with our memories 

Tell me
What do you really think of me 
Fakin
U think I can’t take it?
Face it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
Can’t you see
Now I’m left with the memories 

ever since left me 
I’ve been on my own again 
I’ve been very lonely 
Just doin this life thing 
keep it to my self now 
dont need friends just let me be
Oh I wish you loved me more
now u got me thinkin who’d you rly care for 
stick to my fantasy 
In my dreams ur with me 
but it’s just make believe 

Tell me
What do you really think of me 
Fakin
U think I can’t take it?
Face it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
Can’t you see
That I’m stuck with our memories 

Tell me
What do you really think of me 
Fakin
U think I can’t take it?
Face it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
Can’t you see
That I’m stuck with our memories

what do you really think of me? [+benjithemachine] (nitecoremix)

Sleep

no more apologies im done being a burden (suicide note)

Lyrics : Black cat 
In the alley way 
Big dog make her 
run away
Black cat live 
another day 
big dog barking 
All his pain 
he doesn’t really 
wanna pass away 
But he heard 
what momma said
 gotta let him finally rest 
But he’s not sleeping in his bed 
Black cat ran across his head 
Big dog laying on my chest 
Black cats been lonely now 
No old dog 
to chase her down 
Black cat just won’t give out 
searching for her friend 
Down by the doghouse 
Black cat in the alley way 
How she wishes big dog could stay 
9 lives black cat in the rain 
Black cat getting shoed away 
Alright black cats okay 
Black cat live another day 
big dog barking 
All his pain 
he doesn’t really 
wanna pass away 
But he heard 
what momma said
 gotta let him finally rest 
But he’s not sleeping in his bed 
Black cat ran across his head 
Big dog laying on my chest 
Black cats been lonely now 
No old dog 
to chase her down 
Black cat just won’t give out 
searching for her friend 
Down by the doghouse

BLACK CAT (Nowhere Valley)

My favourite song :) enjoy. produced mixed and mastered by lildeath

FIRST AID

Enjoy, also go and supporter friend please ~
https://soundcloud.com/swimmy

Left You On Read W/ Swimmy (prod. sketchmyname)

prod. @greafer
mixed & mastered @getfreshstudio
photo by shriya

snow (p. greaf)

rest in peace juice. you were a big inspiration for me and a lot of people. you may have lived a short life, but at least you accomplished your dreams and never gave up. you’ll be remembered


lyrics:

i feel a change inside
something far beneath the skin
my demons are awakening
i feel them deep within
i never thought i’d make it
to see the next day
but here i am faking my existence like a game

i ponder my whole life
why am i even alive
when my body’s gone so numb
that i feel nothing inside

don’t even wanna try
i’m not even gunna lie
every day when i wake up
i just wanna end my life

these emotions are so dumb
my head’s banging like a drum
so i pop a couple pills
and my whole body goes numb

these feelings are too much
guess i’m really losing touch
of what’s real and what is not
so i’ll end it with a gun

i feel a change inside
something far beneath the skin
my demons are awakening
i feel them deep within
i never thought i’d make it
to see the next day
but here i am faking my existence like a game

i’ve struggled my whole life
just to feel like i’m alive
i’m decaying inside
so i’ll never be alright
no, i’ll never be alright

beneath the skin [prod. discent]

Special thanks to Rxmance for featuring

https://soundcloud.com/rxmancemusic

what do you really think of me? [+benjithemachine] (nitecoremix)

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